Cheng Xingtao smiled slightly, turned her head with her chin in her club, and saw that there was still some snow on Qi Linglong's hair that had not been removed, so she waved it off for her, and said, "What are you thinking? Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Qi Linglong's fingers holding the cigarette were already frozen stiff, she shook the ash of the cigarette, she didn't smoke, just watched the smoke-red fire flicker, burning slowly.

She didn't answer Cheng Xingtao's question, but asked rhetorically: "Is there any news from Qiao Yue?"

Cheng Xingtao feels that Qi Linglong is very similar to herself in some aspects, she doesn't like to talk to others, she keeps everything in her heart, maybe she doesn't want to communicate with people, or maybe it's her nature.

However, the two may be similar in heart, and when Cheng Xingtao and Qi Linglong were together, they didn't have any burden in their hearts.

"Qiao Yue still has no news, they don't give me contact information, they don't tell me Qiao Yue's location, I can't do anything but wait. Cheng Xingtao said lightly, as if her inner struggles and uneasiness had never existed.

Qi Linglong looked at Cheng Xingtao and asked, "Are you afraid?"

Cheng Xingtao paused for a moment and asked rhetorically, "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that I won't be able to wait to come back, or, I'm afraid that if you wait too long, both parties will change their minds. Qi Linglong said very directly, without any twists and turns.

Cheng Xingtao held a handful of snow, the snowflakes in his hands were fluffy and white, but cold and biting.

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if it's too long, we won't be able to go back. Time is such a terrible thing, how can you not be afraid?" Cheng Xingtao replied frankly.

When she was in college, she was afraid that she would one day be separated from Yi Xiaoxin, and she clearly saw the end of their final separation, so when she found out that Yi Xiaoxin abandoned her, she chose to stay away.

Just like in "Five Centimeters per Second", after Guishu and Mingli met across thousands of mountains and rivers, when they separated, both of them clearly knew that they would only get farther and farther apart in the future, so when they parted, Mingli said that Guishu would be fine in the future.

Without each other, each other's lives will be happy.

But now she's not so scared.

When she was in S City Hospital, what Yi Xiaoxin said to her, she finally understood that some feelings, even if they were separated, it didn't matter, as long as everyone still remembered them, as long as everyone's emotions were true.

Even after many years, I have long forgotten what that person looks like, but that feeling has existed and warmed, and that is enough.

"However, I believe that Qiao Yue will be back soon. Cheng Xingtao smiled sweetly at Qi Linglong.

Qi Linglong looked at Cheng Xingtao's smile in a daze, a little stabbed by Cheng Xingtao's smile, and her heart ached, like a knife.

She pinched the cigarette in her hand and suddenly said, "Yanzhi's girlfriend is dying." ”

Cheng Xingtao was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Qi Linglong to say this sentence so calmly and indifferently.

Although Cheng Xingtao didn't know very clearly about the relationship between Qi Linglong and Yan Zhi, she also knew that the reason why Yan Zhi never accepted Qi Linglong was because he had a person in his heart.

And now, that man is going to die.

Isn't this a good thing for Qi Linglong?

But from Qi Linglong's expression, Cheng Xingtao couldn't see joy or hope at all, but a thick despair.

Seeing that Cheng Xingtao didn't speak, Qi Linglong continued: "Before, I always felt that one day I would be able to snatch Yanzhi from the woman who was lying motionless on the hospital bed. Later, I thought, why should I be serious with a half-dead person, what if she exists in Yanzhi's heart, she will not jump up again and fight with me for him anyway. ”

Qi Linglong said as she scribbled on the snow with the remaining cigarette butts, her expression was lonely, and the corners of her mouth were faintly bantering.

"However, love is selfish, she just lies there and does nothing, and I still think she is very eye-catching, very obstructive. Yanzhi admits that he loves me, but he wants to get the person's permission so that he can be with me without any guilt. ”

Qi Linglong laughed sarcastically, "With that person's permission, heh, let that person forgive him for his change of heart? Or did he let that person forgive me for intervening in the relationship between them? ”

Qi Linglong smiled bitterly, as if to say to herself: "What a proud person I am, why should my feelings be trampled on so much......?"

The snow in front of Qi Linglong was poured back and forth by her, gradually melting into translucent ice, she picked it up, and let the ice and snow fall from her fingertips, and said, "Until Yanzhi told me that she was going to die." At that moment, my heart had a strange feeling of emptiness. I seem to be finally able to let go. ”

Qi Linglong stopped the movements in her hand, looked at Cheng Xingtao seriously and calmly, and said, "Cheng Xingtao, do you believe it? The moment I knew that person was going to die, I was suddenly able to let go." I don't want to fight anymore, I can't even fight with a half-dead person, so why fight with a dead man?"

Cheng Xingtao was surprised, she didn't know Qi Linglong's mental journey, but she saw the fire extinguished in Qi Linglong's eyes.

At this moment, Cheng Xingtao was extremely sure that Qi Linglong gave up her feelings for Yanzhi.

Once painful, unwilling, and difficult to break the feelings, finally, after Qi Linglong squatted in the snow and thought quietly for a long time, she gave up completely.

Cheng Xingtao did not express her opinion, nor did she have any consolation, as an outsider, she had no right to speak, nor was she qualified to intervene.

She just asked quietly, "Will you regret it?"

Qi Linglong shook her head firmly and said, "Do you remember the time when you were discharged from the hospital, it was supposed to celebrate your discharge, but because I was so angry, my family was so angry that I fought and had a good meal, and it was all ruined?"

Cheng Xingtao nodded.

It feels like it wasn't that long ago, but now that I talk about it, it feels like a lifetime away.

"I should have made this decision long before that. Qi Linglong rubbed her numb legs, slowly stood up, she looked at the sky where the snowflakes were fluttering, and then her gaze retracted and fell on Cheng Xingtao's face.

The snow was flying, Qi Linglong's hot air was mixed with snowflakes, and she said softly: "Cheng Xingtao, if you can't completely forget Qiao Yue, then no matter how long it takes, you shouldn't fall in love with others, it's unfair to others." ”

After Qi Linglong finished speaking, she turned around and stepped on the snow and walked back.

The black boots creaked in the snow, Cheng Xingtao looked at Qi Linglong's back as she left, and suddenly understood that perhaps, while waiting, the most painful thing was the person who wanted to start a new life, but was never able to completely break with the past.

The future is so long, no one can foresee the future.

Aren't Yanzhi and his ex-girlfriend true love? It must be true love, otherwise Yanzhi wouldn't have been able to let go of that person until now.

Isn't Yanzhi true love for Qi Linglong?

Cheng Xingtao believes that Yanzhi also loves Qi Linglong.

So, where did the tragedy between them come from?

No one is wrong, but fate plays tricks.

Cheng Xingtao stood up and stood in the snow, her back straight, facing the flying snow in the air, and said, "Qiao Yue, I hope we don't lose to fate." ”

The mobile phone in his pocket was vibrating, Cheng Xingtao answered, only to hear Ding Qing's voice on the phone: "It's snowing, let's go see the snow scene together." ”