012 The warmth of this moment

It was a little hot in the summer, the kerosene lamp had been extinguished, and Tian Sangsang was lying on the bed, with a bun lying beside him, but the bun took up a small area.

Tian Sangsang frowned, very worried, this day is almost unbearable.

There is no food at home, the vegetable field is barren, one big and one small, a fat man and a bun, if you want to eat enough, it will be difficult. Remembering what Aunt Zhong said that her sweet potatoes and peanuts could be harvested, she kindled a little hope, she finally had something to eat, or something rich in protein.

"Mom, can I sleep with you every day in the future?" In the dark, Meng Shuyan lay down in an orderly manner, asking with hope in his eyes.

"Of course you can!" Tian Sangsang turned over with difficulty like a pregnant woman and hugged him into his arms, "Mother has to sleep with the child." Moreover, in the future, my mother will let our family sleep in a big bed, a big bed, soft, jumping on the bed will not be bad, and the bed will be full of bears and rabbits. ”

"I'm also going to let my mom live in a big house. Meng Shuyan nestled into Tian Sangsang's arms, her little head rubbed against her full softness, and her face was full of seriousness that is rare for children of this age.

"Okay~" Tian Sangsang replied happily. The original owner is really blind to the dog's eyes, and there is such a little Zhengtai son who doesn't want it, this is simply an angel. In the past, her male ticket never thought about letting her live in a big house, only said that the two of them would pay off the mortgage together. Sure enough, what is the use of a man, the son is the most reliable.

There were a few rooster crows in the distance, oh, oh, so noisy that people couldn't sleep. The orange sunlight is reflected on the walls, adding a touch of beauty to the humble room.

Tian Sangsang moved his eyebrows, opened his eyes and took a look, closed his eyes again, hugged his son tightly, and planned to continue sleeping. It's still early after all!

Huh, what about the son!?

"Words?" she shouted hurriedly, tilting her head and looking up.

Meng Shuyan was sitting on the bed, lowered his head and reminded, "Mom, it's time for us to get up." ”

"Get up?" Tian Sangsang was stunned, oh my God, the son with a beautiful face is so cute. How the son who gets up early looks so handsome. Whenever she sees a little bun, she always thinks of a certain anime character she watched when she was in her second year of secondary school, small, with little curly hair, really cute. I always thought that life was three-dimensional, but I didn't expect her son to let her experience the feelings of living in two-dimensional.

"Grandma said that she was about to get up when she heard the rooster crow. ”

"It's still early~"

"But now it's the third time the rooster crows. ”

"Son. Tian Sangsang raised his hand, easily touched the curly hair on his head, and coaxed softly: "It's almost five o'clock now, we can sleep again." It's good to go to bed early and wake up early, but it's also important to get proper sleep so that you can work with full energy. Come, lie down, and sleep until six o'clock when mom calls you. She pressed Meng Shuyan down again.

As an office worker, she usually wakes up at six o'clock and cleans up before going to work.

Feeling that the little bun next to her was very quiet, even her breathing was light, and through the thin mist, she saw that the little bun's eyes were faintly vapor.

"Do you miss grandma?" Tian Sangsang just looked at him straightly.

Meng Shuyan whispered: "In the past, when the rooster crowed, Grandma Tai got up. He habitually heard the rooster crow, and he remembered his grandmother.

"Grandma, she's gone, but you still have your mother. "The topic of life and death is always too heavy to explain without personal experience. Tian Sangsang didn't want to talk about it, after all, Meng Shuyan was still too young.

Meng Shuyan's eyelashes moved, and his dark eyes flashed slightly: "Mom, like grandma, will leave me?"

"No, Mommy will always be there for you, in whatever form. Tian Sangsang comforted him and said, "Even if my mother is gone, my mother will be like my grandmother, becoming a star in the sky and looking at you." ”

Meng Shuyan's little hand put on Tian Sangsang's bucket waist, and tightened: "But the stars are too far away to touch, I want Grandma Tai by my side." ”

Tian Sangsang patted his curly hair lightly: "This is something that can't be helped." Words, people must learn to look forward, grandma she will always live in your heart. ”

"So, don't turn your mother into a star, okay?" Meng Shuyan raised his head slightly, praying in a soft voice.

"Okay!" Tian Sangsang hugged him heavily in his arms.

Mother and son quietly enjoyed this moment of warmth.

After a while, Meng Shuyan suddenly said in Tian Sangsang's arms: "Mom, don't leave me in the future." ”

"Good. ”

"Mom, where you are in the future, I will be there, is that okay?"

"Yes. ”

"Mom, then I'm going to work in the fields with you today. ”

"Okay. Tian Sangsang reflexively responded, and slammed it: "Huh?"

If it weren't for Meng Shuyan being a three-and-a-half-year-old child, she would have had the illusion of being extremely frightened, as if she had accidentally been caught in it.

"No, I can't. Yanyan, the field is too dangerous, you stay at home, and soon your mother will come back and make you something to eat. Tian Sangsang ruthlessly rejected the little bun. Just kidding, she was reluctant to let her son follow her to farm.

"Is Mom going to leave me?" Meng Shuyan's fleshy hand hugged Tian Sangsang's bucket waist even tighter, but unfortunately no matter how strong the child was, it couldn't be much bigger, not to mention that Tian Sangsang's waist was now full of fat circles.

It's just that the little guy's voice, softly, revealing a little bit of fear, a little bit of pretending to be mature but inadvertently revealing sadness, made Tian Sangsang's heartstrings collapse.

"That's good, but Yanyan, you have to be obedient, don't run around, sit on the side and watch. The fields are dangerous. ”

"I listen to my mother. Meng Shuyan nodded his head obediently. He had been to the field with his grandmother before, and it was not dangerous at all.

After sleeping for a while, listening to the faint sound of someone outside, Tian Sangsang knew that it was time for him to get up. It's hard to get up, born as a fat man, and get up with both hands and feet, and even the bed can't help shaking. She was numb now, and under the fat man's shell lived the soul of a thin man. She can tell herself very calmly, "It's okay, I'm different from those bewitching people outside." ”

It was Meng Shuyan, the little bun, who easily got up, and tilted his head when he heard the words: "Mom, what is that?"

"What's that, it's ......" Tian Sangsang thought for a while: "This word is very profound, and it has different meanings in different contexts. And this word can only be understood but not spoken, when you feel that it is not good to say something clearly about someone or something, you can use that to express it. ”

"Oh. Meng Shuyan's big eyes flashed, and he smashed his chin and mouth, "I think Mr. Zhou seems to be a little bit like that." ”

Tian Sangsang's eyes narrowed. Teacher Zhou is no longer like that, saying that he is complimenting him, he is simply a well-dressed beast.