After listening to the words "you and Daming", Master Meng didn't taste it at all, but smiled from ear to ear. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Master Meng thinks that it is very good for children to get along like this, and those who are noisy and small-tempered are called marriage.

Meng Yue: "Dad, you're still laughing." ”

"Okay, okay, don't laugh, hurry up and go to sleep, I'm not going to go to my niece tomorrow." ”

"Hmm. When she thought of Xu Yan, Meng Yue's heart was extremely heavy, although she was not an indigenous girl, but even in modern times, a girl would also have psychological trauma after experiencing such a thing. Psychological injuries are more difficult to treat and more elusive than physical injuries.

At night, Meng Yue lay at the desk, but he did not paint "Qingping Order" or Spring Palace, but he was a little distracted by his brush. In the end, she didn't draw anything, except for the hairpin to wash and sleep, she still frowned tightly in her sleep, until she woke up, she still felt that she should do something, for Xu Yan, and more girls who had accidents like Xu Yan.

In this era, it has been relatively tolerant, but the shackles of oneself in people's hearts, and the shackles of the Old Testament to people, are difficult to remove from the roots, and I am afraid that it is not a picture book or a drama that can be eliminated: "Then how can I help Ah Xu?"

For Xu Yan, what she needs is psychological intervention by a psychiatrist and long-term counseling to pull her back from the brink of collapse and re-establish a complete life little by little. She didn't study psychology, although she knew a little bit of skin, but it was all from novels and TV series, and it couldn't be accurate.

"Why didn't I study medicine back then!"

"Because my score can't go to medical school!" "Why should she study art history if she wants to step into the past, she still studies art history because her college entrance examination score is not high, and her art examination score has just passed. Not to mention that the admission line of the Academy of Fine Arts is already low, if it weren't for the skill of painting, she might have to go to a junior college back then.

Mengyo: I'm such a waste.

After having breakfast with Master Meng, Meng Yue went to the hospital, and when she went, Wen Siyuan had already made a decision. He wants to use his life and death to provoke Xu Yan, since Xu Yan can sacrifice his life and forget death for him, what is it for him to curse and curse himself.

Under such circumstances, all Meng Yo could do was pray silently, hoping that everything would develop for the better. Because there were doctors in the ward, it seemed a little crowded, so Meng Yue was invited to the door by the female envoy in Tsing Yi who was a nurse. Meng Yue had to sit outside the door and wait anxiously, and this was a morning.

"What the hell is going on, why is it taking so long. ”

"Because I still need to administer needles and medicines, please Miss Meng wait, Miss Meng is hungry, the food in the hospital is not bad, Miss Meng will see if you want to use it together, or I will bring it to you." ”

Meng Yue didn't have much appetite, but after thinking about it, it might take a lot of time, so she asked the nurse to bring her something light and easy to digest. Soon after the nurse left, a surprise cry suddenly came from the ward: "Ayan, you are awake." ”

At this time, Meng Yue could still sit still, so he hurriedly got up and pushed the door in, and sure enough, he saw that Xu Yan on the hospital bed had opened his eyes. Although Xu Yan still had a misty look in her eyes, as if she couldn't figure out what the situation was, she had really woken up, and was weakly being comforted by Wen Siyuan in her arms: "Ah Xu." ”

"Amen. Xu Yan's voice was weak and light, as soft as a candle with only a little wax left in the evening breeze, as if it would be extinguished at will.

"It's good to wake up, it's good to wake up, but it worries us badly. Meng Yue was full of joy, she didn't expect that the doctors of this era would be so powerful, and it only took one morning to wake up a person who was suspected of being in a vegetative state, which was really amazing.

"Amen. ”

"Well, I'm here, I'm here, I'm not in a hurry, take your time, drink saliva first, moisten your throat. After Meng Yue finished speaking, Wen Siyuan wanted to feed Xu Yan to drink water, but Xu Yan refused to drink it, and she was weak and struggling. Wen Siyuan was afraid of hurting her, so he had to give up.

"Amen. ”

Meng Yue couldn't help frowning, it was amnesia, he didn't remember Wen Siyuan or what. Meng Yue stepped forward, took the water cup, and wanted to try to feed Xu Yan water. Xu Yan was still struggling, but she didn't struggle so much: "What's wrong with Ah Xu, do you have something to say to me, if you want to talk to me, you have to drink water first, otherwise how can you talk, your throat is too dry, it will hurt." ”

"I did. ”

"What?" Meng Yo fed the water's hand.

"Faith in the heart, morality, life and death ......of the family and country" Xu Yan once struggled for a long time when she jumped off the city, who could live who didn't want to live, she didn't die when she was humiliated, and when she saw her compatriots in the city, she was bound for her, shed blood for her, risked a lot for her, and lost her life for her, she jumped off the city. This is the life and death of the family and the country in Xu Yan's heart, she is a child in the boudoir, she doesn't understand anything else, she only knows that at that moment, she really wishes that she was already dead, and she didn't have to give up her life to save the Ming army.

Their bloodshed and sacrifice should be more meaningful, Xu Yan thought so at the time, and jumped off the city with such a belief.

Meng Yue looked at Xu Yan in shock, she didn't know that Xu Yan remembered a sentence from the past, and even jumped off the city for this sentence and almost died. Fortunately, he is still alive, otherwise Meng Yue would have to feel guilty for a lifetime, and at this moment, Meng Yue knows how powerful words really are, and what kind of responsibility people have to bear for what they say.

Meng Yue didn't even know what to say at this time, saying "Well, you did a great job", which was simply encouraging Xu Yan's self-sacrifice, saying "No, you shouldn't do this", also seemed wrong. Meng Yue had to hug Xu Yan tightly, choked up and said: "Ah Xu, you must get well quickly, we will play together in the future, we have agreed to be sons and daughters, right? If you don't get well quickly and have a son, how can you marry my daughter." ”

Xu Yan smiled weakly and nodded her head laboriously: "Okay." ”

At this moment, Meng Yue didn't know how bad Xu Yan's psychological trauma had become. She thought that since Xu Yan woke up, then everything would be fine, but she didn't expect that it was just time for lunch, Xu Yan fainted again, was woken up by Wen Siyuan for a while, and closed her eyes again after saying a few words to him. This time, no matter how much she called or stimulated, Xu Yan couldn't wake up again, so she fell into a coma as if she was asleep.

This time the coma is not like the last time, this time in the coma, Xu Yan's body is getting worse and worse, and every day is worse than the previous day. The muscles were shrinking at a visible rate, and breathing was getting weaker and weaker, and no one could explain why, except to see the previous lucidity as a flashback.

Meng Yue couldn't accept such a fact, and Wen Siyuan was even more so.

When the doctor told them that if it worsened, it might be the next two days, Wen Siyuan, who was already so thin that he couldn't speak, almost cried: "It should be me who died, it should be me, it should be me, it should be me......"

He had been drowned out by self-blame, and Meng Yue was no better.

It was the first time she had been so close to death.