Qiao Junjin

"I'm afraid to see the spring return, and the willows on the branches are flying. Quietly cover the boudoir, and the warbler cries outside the curtain. Hates the end of the world, and dreams are known. Wide clothes, a waist and limbs thin; stupid, secretly haggard. ”

When she first saw this poem, Qiao Junjin only felt sour and bitter in her heart when she looked at it, and when she saw Zhanhuating in the crowd in Guangzhou at that time, she felt satisfied.

When he was a child, he was ignorant when he was young, and he gave him all the good things at the age when he first fell in love.

Her mother was a Sichuan woman with small feet wrapped. Born beautiful, gentle personality, was bought to Qiao's family, so she became a concubine, I thought I could add Ding to Qiao's family, but I didn't want to, I gave birth to such a little girl as her, her mother had a difficult birth, she was also weak, and the days of dependence on each other were not bitter, but the white eyes were not less.

It is rare for the Qiao family to boast of being a scholarly family, and they still want face, so several children in the family have to study, and the family invites Mr. to enlighten.

Later, the society changed, whether it was a high-ranking family or a poor family, they had to enter the foreign school, so Qiao Junjin also got a little cheap, and followed him to the school to mix a familiar face.

When she was born, because it was evening, it happened to be sunset, and her uneducated mother could think of the name Xia'er, but when she heard her father's ears, she became blind.

Look at this child, he is also good-eyed, so he changed his name to Jin. According to the age of the woman in Qiao's family tree, her name is Qiao Junjin.

In this way, the whole person is also elegant. It's a pity that in school, many classmates said that she really didn't deserve such a good name.

That year, when I saw Zhan Huating, it was Qiao Junjin who was passing by the school playground with a book in his arms, and he heard someone on the rostrum giving a speech and throwing flyers around.

There were a lot of people around, three layers inside and three layers outside, she was short, and she couldn't squeeze in, so she stretched her neck on tiptoe and looked up.

In the gap, a boy in a tunic was sweating profusely, his face was red from the sun, but he was still hoarse and holding a horn rolled up from a paper tube in his hand and shouting "Long live what doctrine, what to break......

The star-eyed boy made her feel really good-looking, and she couldn't help but purse her lips and smile. People are squeezed around, and they don't mind.

Then I heard someone shouting from behind, "Don't make any noise!"

The boy stopped shouting, stooped down, grabbed a handful of leaflets, and threw them out into the crowd in front of him.

Qiao Junjin saw snowflakes like flyers flying in the wind, and the spring wind carried them to any place where they could swim.

So free, so comfortable......

The life that Qiao Junjin longs for seems to be able to drift away and slowly realize.

It's just a matter of one side, and her heart is rippling, why the girl's heart is so uncertain, she doesn't understand herself.

Every day, I think about meeting him in the same place, and I even practice how to greet him several times, for fear of scaring others.

But he never appeared again. ……

"Zhan Huating was expelled?"

This news suddenly broke into his ears, and his classmates were talking about it, and of course Qiao Junjin was also curious.

"Let's go for a walk and look at the big-character posters posted on the wall. ”

Qiao Junjin also squeezed to the front of the blackboard together, and the black and white words were clearly written.

She knew very well that her fate with him as a classmate had just begun, but he had already left first.

But it's good to know what his name is, so it's finally a thought.

And then ......

She just unexpectedly married a woman and married Lin Cheng, the man who always had a high-minded and arrogant expression, and she looked a little daunting.

Later, I heard that he actually had someone he liked, but it was because his father asked him to marry him that he agreed to this marriage.

This kind of marriage still makes me feel a little complaining in my heart, but I can't do the things of the Lord by myself, and it's meaningless to think about it, so just resign myself to fate.

Qiao Junjin is also used to being obedient, and if she comes, she will be safe.

I heard that he has someone he likes, and it is the ex-wife of the young marshal of the Shanghai army - Su Junge.

Qiao Junjin finally had a number in his heart, and marrying Lin Cheng was just a shielding role.

I remember seeing a photo of Su Junge, and it was printed in the newspaper, but I could feel that it was a beauty.

When I saw her later, I realized that this woman was really enviable.

At that time in Xianqiao Town, Su Junge sat on the Taishi chair and looked lazy because she was pregnant, but she had a unique charm.

No wonder Lin Cheng likes her, such a beautiful woman, he would like it even if he was a man.

Later, she handed the pair of hairpins into her hands, smiled gently, and made herself grateful to her generously.

Later, when the United States saw her, she was already pregnant, with a big belly, but the whole person was still bright.

Lin Cheng looked at his own eyes, and Lin Cheng looked at Su Junge's eyes, which were decisively different.

He cooks for her, serves her vegetables, and eats chili peppers that she can't eat......

Everything was seen in Qiao Junjin's eyes, she was not blind, she understood that she was so envious, and even blessed.

If Su Junge hadn't married Qi Yu first and followed Lin Cheng, maybe he would have been happier.

And if he didn't have such cowardice and cowardice, he could show Zhan Huating what he thought, would he be able to love himself as much as Lin Cheng did with Su Junge?

Nothing was known, but her heart was always full of anticipation and hope at that time.

But what is this expectation and hope?

Qiao Junjin himself can't say that he has married another woman, do he still want to continue the front ......edge? Zhan Huating didn't know who his surname was, and where did he come from......

Slowly, Qiao Junjin realized that Zhan Huating was just a thought and hope for her, and it had nothing to do with real life, she just made up a story for herself.

Living a life of peace and quietness, thinking about some impossible things, such a life is also the best arrangement for Qiao Junjin. In troubled times, this way is the best choice.

She lived in peace in her small world, but she didn't expect to see Zhan Huating tied up on the street that day, covered in blood, and was pushed into a big truck with others, and was pulled away by the car in front of her.

At that time, I was stunned, many years ago, I met by chance in Guangzhou, and now I meet again in Shanghai, but why, every time I pass by like this, I glance at it in a hurry......

Didn't he serve as a soldier in Guangzhou? Why did he come to Shanghai again, and why was he kidnapped? Everything is unknown, but in fact, what she knew about him was always her own imagination.

"Another batch of arrests, these people are really desperate, I heard that the prison is going to be full, and a batch of them are going to be shot. ”

"We don't understand, what kind of revolution do these people want, let's stop watching the excitement. Walk around ......."

Listening to the discussions of the people on the side, Qiao Junjin's heart was about to come together, and the only way to save him was to ask Lin Cheng, she didn't open his mouth to him, I don't know if he could agree this time.

Human life is at stake, and you have to try everything you say.

Although Qiao Junjin was apprehensive, he still opened his mouth in the end, and it was rare that Lin Cheng was in a good mood, so he responded in one bite. It's just that Lin Cheng is so busy that it is impossible to try to ask in person, so he asked Deng Song to do it, and Deng Song just went to the cell to save people according to the name Lin Cheng said, as for which one was really Zhan Huating, he didn't ask in detail.

The next thing can be imagined, Qiao Junjin saw Zhan Huating again, but he was under the guillotine, the knife rose and fell, and his life was gone.

That's how her thoughts ended......

Lin Cheng, you promised to save him, you said you wanted to save him, but what about people?

The resentment in her heart is growing day by day, but she is helpless, with her ability, what can she do, but she just cries every time she thinks about it.

As for Lin Cheng, his mind was all on Su Junge, and he had to arrange for the whole family to go abroad, where he had the heart to take care of Qiao Junjin's affairs.

This delay gave Qiao Junjin enough time to arrange all the revenge on him, but unfortunately, everything was not settled, and Lin Zhongxi passed away.

She was unexpectedly held in Lin Cheng's arms, this should be their most intimate contact, Lin Cheng's body was full of smoke in her nose, and the smell was not good, but she was inexplicably down-to-earth, it seemed that she had been flying for a long time, and at this moment the tired bird returned to the forest.

But why Lin Cheng?

The waves in her heart were actually at this moment, for Lin Cheng?

Shouldn't it be Zhan Hua Ting?

Qiao Junjin herself was frightened, what was wrong with her, when did such thoughts and emotions arise from her heart. Is it love?

Outside is Lin Cheng's study, the contours of his entire side face are reflected on the glass window, Qiao Junjin's fingers slowly slide down from his forehead along a line of his silhouette, to the nose, touching his lips, I can't help but tap it for a long time, my fingertips are cold, but they go straight to the heartstrings, and it is unpleasant.

The next moment, Qiao Junjin's lips were close together, and he used the lip flap instead of his fingertips, and gently stuck to the glass, which was the same position as Lin Cheng's lips.

The corners of his eyes were sour, and the tears slipped down suddenly, the person he loved was not himself, and the person he loved should not be him!

turned around and fled, embarrassed and disgusted to death, but Qiao Junjin still had to admit what she had just done, she was so humble, so humble that she didn't want to admit that the first person she fell in love with was actually Lin Cheng.

What about Zhan Hua Ting?

It was a dream, seemingly absent, untouchable, but it had accompanied her for so long in her youth and ignorance, youth.

Today's lonely boudoir is because of such a fetter and concern, and the best emotions have been missed and wrongly paid......