Chapter 508: I Just Don't Have Confidence
Even though I coerced and seduced me and tried all kinds of methods, the boss still didn't move and didn't write me a debt forgiveness guarantee.
Anyway, though I may still be a poor and unemployed and loveless young man with a great debt after these last ten days have passed, a cursory look at it will surely be the darkest, most desperate, and most tragic period of my twenty-two-year-old life.
I should have brewed my emotions ahead of time and mourned for my upcoming tragic future.
But after BOSS strongly refused to write a debt forgiveness guarantee, my heart was more joyful than sad and desperate.
Maybe with the relationship between the creditor and the debtor, I will not have nothing to do with him, maybe as he said, even if I want to escape, he can rely on this relationship to make me unable to escape from his side.
If even if he returns to his original self, he can still find the inconspicuous me in the thousands of flowers, and he can still like me, fall in love with me, cherish me, and regard me as a treasure, just like now, I will be like Ziwei said to Er Kang, "The mountains are edgeless, the heaven and the earth are together, but I dare to be with the king", but I just have no self-confidence, I am just afraid that I am too inconspicuous and will not be able to enter his eyes in the future.
Later, I asked him how he knew that he would lose his memory of this time when he woke up, and I was afraid that he would know, but I didn't expect him to know.
Rest assured, he said, you are doing a good job of secrecy. Then he said that he left the office that day and went to his dad's, and happened to hear the conversation between me and Qi Ran on his dad's surveillance screen.
So, it turned out that I was too careless to expose myself, so the whispering I heard in my ear in the middle of the night was not a dream.
So, he should know that he may be wiped out, did I talk to Qi Ran about this that day, I don't remember it clearly, it seems that there is a talk, it doesn't seem to be said, I want to ask him, but after all, I don't have the courage to ask, he didn't mention it, his expression is normal, I can't guess his thoughts at all.
Later, the phone rang, which made me breathe a sigh of relief, and I found out that he was too, as if we both tacitly agreed that we didn't want to talk about it anymore.
The call was made by Officer Xu Feng.
Officer Xu told me that after Zhang Li returned from the cemetery in the afternoon, he had an appointment with Zhang Li.
ZHANG LI WAS NOT VERY COOPERATIVE AT FIRST, AND EVEN WHEN MENTIONING HIS MOTHER, ZHANG LI WAS VERY RESISTANT, BUT WHEN IT CAME TO TRACY, ZHANG LI WAS QUITE COOPERATIVE, ZHANG LI OBVIOUSLY SHOWED SYMPATHY FOR TRACY, AND HE WAS VERY IN FAVOR OF TRACY'S MARRIAGE WITH HIS FATHER FROM THE BEGINNING, THINKING THAT HIS FATHER SHOULD HAVE GIVEN TRACY A NAME A LONG TIME AGO, SO EVEN IF HIS FATHER SAID THAT HE WANTED TO MARRY TRACY, HE RAISED HIS HANDS IN FAVOR, AND HE WAS HANDLING THE ENTIRE PREPARATION PROCESS.
XU FENG ALSO ASKED WHETHER ZHANG LI WENT TO ZHANG QIHUA'S VILLA ON THE NIGHT OF TRACY'S ACCIDENT AND HAD A QUARREL WITH HIS FATHER, (WE TOLD XU FENG ABOUT THIS MATTER, AND TOLD HIM TO ASK HIM TO PROBE ZHANG LI'S TONE), ZHANG LI WAS A LITTLE SHOCKED WHEN HE HEARD XU FENG MENTION THIS INCIDENT, BUT HE DIDN'T ASK XU FENG HOW HE KNEW.
ZHANG LI DID NOT DENY THAT HE DID GO TO SEE HIS FATHER THAT NIGHT, AS FOR WHY THERE WAS A QUARREL, IT WAS BECAUSE HE BLAMED HIS FATHER FOR NOT TAKING CARE OF TRACY, BECAUSE AFTER ALL, TRACY HAD AN ACCIDENT ON THE WAY TO SEE HIS FATHER.
"I ALWAYS FEEL THAT ZHANG LI KNOWS MORE THAN THAT, BUT EXCEPT FOR TALKING ABOUT TRACY, HE IS NOT VERY COOPERATIVE, ESPECIALLY WHEN THE TOPIC INVOLVES HIS PARENTS. Before hanging up the phone, Xu Feng told me this.