Chapter 36 If you want to die, you must die by your hands
"If You Want to Die, You Must Die in Your Hands" is a song written by Yu Xinqiao in the former world, composed and sung by Mo Xizishi, from the lyrics to the song to the song title, it is refreshing, with a unique perspective, expressing the extreme of love to madness.
“...... If you didn't kill it with your own hands, there's no point in living. You, you, you finally appeared, we just took a look at each other, this heart was sparse, and the whole world collapsed, eh......"
There is some slight violence and gore in the song, and these lyrics that reach the heart of the heart are not only about love, but also about life and faith, and some struggle with reality.
Lin Kai felt that the crazy longing for his lover embodied in this song could be used on Gu Chengfeng, a man who had lost his lover but had to face the collapsed world alone and still straightened his back.
Lin Kai shook his head for a while, it was rare for him to remember all the lyrics of a song, although the lyrics were very short and simple......
When he turned around from the state of closing his eyes and saying nothing, Yu Qin beside him had already stood on the stage to perform, and his melodious and tactful voice naturally won the praise of many guests in the bar.
Time passed quickly, but it was only 10 o'clock, and Gu Chengfeng showed the sign of closing, most of the customers who came were also accustomed to the willfulness of this store, and left with laughter in Gu Chengfeng's busy apology.
Closing the door of the store from the inside, Gu Chengfeng beckoned Lin Kai and Yu Qin to come over to the stage, but there was a handsome young guy standing next to him at this time.
"Let me introduce, this is my apprentice Yu Xiao, Lin Kai, the author of "Liangliang". ”
"Hello"
"Hello"
The young man looked a few years older than Lin Kai, handsome and a little shy, but he was generous and decent, looking up and down at this Lin Kai with a pair of eyes, it is estimated that he could not match the image of the real person and the songwriter in his impression for a while.
Yu Qin took out the pre-recorded accompaniment disc from his bag and handed it to Gu Chengfeng to play, the voice was not too loud, and the two of them didn't use the microphone, so they just sang like this.
What surprised Lin Kai was that this small stage was probably using some professional construction principle, which could transform the sound on the stage into a touch of mellowness, and the voice was not as harsh as imagined.
Seeing that Lin Kai seemed thoughtful, Gu Chengfeng next to him squeezed his eyes at him and pointed to the top of his head.
Lin Kai looked up and saw that there was a curved dome on the top of the stage, and then saw Gu Chengfeng make a face-to-face gesture with his hand, and suddenly became a little clear.
"The peach blossoms are cold, how can you give up in your previous life, this sea is vast, and you still pretend that it is not painful, itchy, or far-fetched, it is all an illusion......"
Well, that's the smell! Lin Kai closed his eyes and listened, his face showing a look of satisfaction that he was very enjoyed, and now the effect was almost the same as the impression left in his mind.
With Lin Kai's approval, Yu Xiao's face showed irrepressible excitement, and he could expect his fame to soar with the release of the song.
Looking at Gu Chengfeng, who was showing appreciation to himself, thinking about the strict cultivation of the master on weekdays, tears were already pouring out of the corners of Yu Xiao's eyes,
"Let's go, let's go to the barbecue at Niu's house, the grilled eggplant is a must, I have to toast you." ”
Yu Xiao cleaned up his mood and put his arm on Lin Kai's shoulder and suggested.
"This will have to wait a while, Brother Feng, I just came up with a song for you, but you still have to take care of composing the music, I'll sing it to you?"
"Oh, that's right, let's do it on this stage, my stage resonance structure is just right for a cappella, why don't I use the guitar to mix a chord for you?"
Gu Chengfeng was also a little surprised, why did this baby have a bit of a taste of coming when he said it?
"No, no, I don't have any tunes, I can only hum. ”
"Xiaolin, that song "Cool Cool" was originally hummed like that. ”
Yu Qin explained it again before dispelling the doubts of Gu Chengfeng and others, and they were all waiting for Lin Kai's performance with great anticipation.
After waiting for a while, Lin Kai finally spoke.
"I want to ......" Lin Kai touched his head a little embarrassedly, "Can the spotlights on this stage be turned off, and can you hide a little? I can't sing in front of someone!"
"Hahahaha"
The three of them were caught off guard by Lin Kai's words...... In the end, he hid in a corner that he couldn't see under the stage, and after waiting for a while, he heard the sound of "Didi Dudu" mobile phone operation.
Surprised, there was a sudden humming sound of "um, ah", the tune in the early stage was quite flat, and most of the humming was used in the "um" sound, and it was about three repetitions before the sudden "ah" was raised.
The three people in the audience glanced at each other, and they all read the surprise in their eyes, they were all professionals, even if it was only the sound of "uh-huh, ahhhh
Gu Chengfeng's arms were already waving rhythmically with the tune, and it was not a loss that he was once a first-line master, but he actually let him find the beat and rhythm in Lin Kai's dry and flat humming.
After a few consecutive high-pitched notes with a slight change in tail, Lin Kai had already sung with the lyrics.
"If you didn't light it with your own hands, it can't be called a flame ......"
His immature voice, stiff articulation, not to mention those professional transposition and exhalation skills, but it was his primitive taste that moved Gu Chengfeng from the first sentence.
“...... This heart will be sparse, and the whole world will collapse......"
When the tune suddenly rose when he sang, Lin Kai even had a broken note, but in Gu Chengfeng's ears, it complemented the meaning of the collapse, and it was completely a feeling of being shocked.
Something, in Gu Chengfeng's heart, collapsed and melted in an instant! It was as if there was something in his heart, lit up and then burned with all his might! In his heart, shouting desperately was like a warm call!
"In this life and this life, if you want to die, you must die, you must die in your hands......"
Lin Kai repeatedly shouted the sentence "It must be that you will die in your hands......"
Over and over again, and over and over again, the song is - death!
But what Gu Chengfeng heard in his heart was - we, all our lives, who do we live for!
This song is refreshing from the lyrics to the song. Its lyrics are too violent and even bloody, but who can deny that these sentences are so straight to the heart?
At a certain emotional stage, when everyone is particularly depressed in their hearts, they will have emotions similar to "wanting to die".
At this time, Gu Chengfeng seemed to have returned to the time when his beloved was far away from him, when he learned the truth, when he beat that scumbag, and when he was arrested and imprisoned......
After singing a song, Gu Chengfeng was already crying, who said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place.
"Brother Feng?"
After singing the song, Lin Kai turned off the recording function of his mobile phone, but he didn't see anyone coming for a long time, could it be that he was scared away by his lion's roar?
But I really enjoyed singing just now, I didn't expect it to be like this when I was put into it once? Look at the small stage where you stand, it is indeed very different from the bathroom in the bedroom.
After standing for a while, there was no sound of footsteps, but it was Gu Chengfeng who strode onto the stage a few times, and hugged Lin Kai tightly in a series of "thank you" sounds, and the slap on his back was still slapping hard.
"Thank you, brother!"
Gu Chengfeng patted Lin Kai again with red eyes and let go of his arm.
"Brother Feng, I recorded the audio. ”
"Thank you, you shouldn't need it, every word and tune of this song is imprinted in my mind, even if I die, I can't forget it!"