Chapter 603: Loneliness and Emptiness
The time that followed was really unaccustomed, and because of the runes, I couldn't be close to the boss anymore.
Runes are really something that people love and hate.,The distance limit of five meters,Completely blocked all my "physical" contact with the boss.,I wanted to turn off the switch several times.,Even did it secretly.,But the boss immediately found out and stopped.,He's like a police officer who enforces the law impartially against criminals.,It's not accommodating to let me be coquettish or mess around.。
He didn't work this way, so I started the idea of a rune, and I specifically found Qi Ran for this matter, and asked her if she could improve the rune, so that I could turn on the switch and get in close contact with the BOSS without hurting the BOSS.
Qi Ran looked at me like a fool after hearing my words, and she said, "Isn't the function of the rune to prevent the ghost from approaching, if you don't even have this function, can this still be called a rune?"
Well, I know I asked a stupid question, and I had to dismiss the idea of improving the rune that I thought was clever.
I don't know where I saw a quote that said: "When you fall in love with someone, you want to be close to him and rely on him, and when dependence becomes a habit, you can no longer imagine how you spend every day every moment before you meet him." ”
The person I want to say this sentence must have encountered a state like me, so he can understand my heart so well.
I'm in this state now, although I've only been with the boss for more than a month, but when I think back to the time when he didn't appear in my life before, I was like crossing over, from my previous self, I tasted loneliness and emptiness, obviously I had never felt this way before, obviously I had a small plate by my side at that time, and my father and mother.
Not to mention before, even at this moment, he is obviously as far as my eye can see, just a few meters away, we can talk to each other, we can watch the same movie, eat the same meal, play the same game, I often feel lonely and empty.
I finally realized the taste of "that person is obviously around, but I still miss him madly", I really miss him madly, I miss his cool breath, I miss his comfortable natural air conditioner, and I miss his ice cream kiss that makes me blush and heartbeat but is already addicted.
Especially when I think that this kind of longing may become endless, when the last moment passes, I may no longer have the opportunity to be intimate with him, and the feeling of loneliness and emptiness will increase exponentially, and I can only keep looking at him idiotically, until I can see that my eyes are full of nostalgia and resentment.
Whenever this happens, he sighs helplessly, then closes his eyes and pretends to close his eyes, probably because he can't see it, but I obviously see his eyelashes trembling and trembling, and his Adam's apple moving and moving, his fists clenched, and I know that in fact, he misses me just as much.
More than a month has passed, but the last few days feel that time has become the most difficult moment, Wang Bihua made an appointment with the last two hours of the last day, and the time vacated at this time seems to have become a waiting for the last grievance.
It seems that apart from waiting, I don't know what else I need to do, or what else can be done.