Chapter 21: Don't Fall

The blind girl said that although she couldn't see with her eyes, her heart could see, her eyes were dark, and her heart was bright, and she said that Lu Cun didn't understand women, because Lu Cun was not a woman, and the blind girl said that she was not blind before, because of certain things, she was blind. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Here's the thing, the girl was walking on the street, and saw a girl who was not pleasing to the eye, one day, gathered a few girls, to beat the girl, who knows, the girl who was beaten, is not a vegetarian, with the key on her body, poked the girl's eyes. She became blind. The blind girl, originally wanted to find a group of sisters to beat a girl, but was poked blind in both eyes, she later regretted a little, after being blind, life was inconvenient, but she still insisted on surviving.

The blind girl is still a student at that school, but when she is in class, she can hear the teacher talking, but she can't see the teacher's figure, she can hear the laughter of her classmates, and she can't see the way her classmates fight.

Lu Cun comforted the blind girl, saying that she was a journalist, and the blind girl was very interested in Lu Village, so Lu Cun told the blind girl that she was in college, and she had made up classes for many students to earn some pocket money. For a while, he rented a house outside of school, and during that time, he made himself something to eat every day, something very simple. Put more than half a jar of water in a small pot, heat it, add three spoonfuls of soy sauce and one spoonful of soybean oil, and after the water boils, pour the stirred two eggs into the boiling water. In this way, you can eat, two steamed buns, one of this, after eating, it is a meal.

When the blind girl complained that it was inconvenient for her to study, Lu Cun told the girl about her hard years to inspire the girl. But no matter what Lu Cun said, the girl always had an indelible sadness in her heart. She really regretted that she shouldn't have asked her sisters to beat that girl at that time.

When Lu Cun chatted with the blind girl, he realized that there was a thing, this thing is the will of man, and the will of man supports people to do all kinds of things, and the will cannot fall, only if the will does not fall, it is possible to do things, but if everything is done, it must be the will of this person. And this blind girl was a little depressed, and Lu Cun encouraged her, saying that he had a friend, could he make an appointment with her. The blind girl agreed. Lu Cun wanted the golden girl to talk to the blind girl, and the conversation between them could be on that women's magazine.

Lu Cun had other things to do, about nine o'clock in the evening, he went to the cinema to watch a movie, halfway through the movie, he fell asleep, and before the movie was finished, he came out of it, came to the street, walked a little forward, and didn't want to go back to sleep. He walked like a man who had just arrived in a strange land, walking a somewhat cold street.

There are people talking on the street, standing in the cool breeze and talking, this is probably the cool words, Lu Cun walked past those people, and he couldn't hear what those people were saying. In this land, there are many streets, and in different places on the streets, there are always people in twos and threes, talking, they talking, they have their stories. Lu Cun knew that there were many, many stories on these streets, but Lu Cun didn't know what those stories were, even though he walked past them.

In the same way, Lu Cun walked past them, or they walked past Lu Cun, and they still didn't know each other's stories. The people on the street are all people with stories, and these stories seem to be private. People on the street, everyone has one or more stories to tell.

Late at night, pedestrians are scarce, cold winds blow the face, and the cold invades. Lu Cun felt a little hungry and didn't want to eat too much, so he saw a restaurant with bright glass and bright lights. He went in, ordered a bowl of porridge, and when the porridge was ready, he brought the porridge to the table, placed the gun next to the porridge, took a small spoon, and began to drink the porridge.

He lowered his head and concentrated on drinking the porridge, and quickly drank this bowl of eight-treasure porridge, just now this eight-treasure porridge was full of a spoonful of sugar, this porridge is sweet.

After drinking the porridge, Lu Cun picked up the gun, the gun was in his right hand, and he walked out of the restaurant.

His daily life is strikingly similar, and like many others, his daily life is amazingly similar, eating, sleeping, sleeping, eating, the difference is only the quality of sleep, the deliciousness of eating. Living like this mechanically, Lu Cun was somewhat disgusted, so he wanted to change it. One night, he should have slept, but he didn't.

The night life is rich enough to go singing, dancing, drinking, and only amateurs, that is, amateurs in singing, dancing, drinking, etc., have plenty of fun. Because I am not a professional singer, dancer, or drunkard, I don't have that kind of tiredness, and I do these things completely by interest, just to have fun, and do whatever I want.

This year, the climate was different from previous years, it was extremely cold, and it was warmer when I entered the bar. But this time Lu Village was fooled, this bar, the courtyard is cold, few people come, to put it mildly, no one comes, the business is so bad, the tickets are correct. Because there was almost no one inside, Lu Cun came out, and he stayed in it for a maximum of fifteen minutes.

On the street, there are few pedestrians, Kelu Village is unwilling, or refuses to sleep, the night is good, the lights are red and green, those neon lights, how charming and charming, the sky, how high and how high and how far away, if you go to sleep, wake up, such a night, there is no more, Lu Village is not so cruel, he has always been a kind person.

When Lu Cun met other women on the street, he would go over and talk to them, saying that he was making a magazine and needed to collect some women's stories, and those women were very enthusiastic and willing to provide materials. Those women, when they tell about what they have experienced, they often talk about it, like reading a novel, they often talk, so-and-so said, so-and-so said, so-and-so laughed, so-and-so laughed, sometimes added a word, said so-and-so with a smile, said with a smile, and told one after another, so that Lucun collected a lot of women's stories.

Being able to see that the work is progressing, the tasks assigned by the organization can be completed, Lu Village is fulfilling, he saw that it was late at night, it was twelve o'clock, and he finally decided to go back to bed. In the past few days, he slept very late every day, sometimes at two o'clock, sometimes at three o'clock, sometimes at four o'clock, sometimes in the morning, six o'clock, and once at such a time, sometimes he got up at ten o'clock, sometimes he got up at eleven o'clock, and sometimes, he got up at one o'clock. He didn't want to do this, it's twelve o'clock, he wants to go to bed quickly, he wants to get up early tomorrow, he doesn't get up so early in the morning, it's not a good boy.

Lu Village's body passed through the night.

Lu Cun finally got out of the sadness after the flood, he was in a much better mood, and now he had joined a mysterious organization, he couldn't see what kind of organization this organization was, he thought, and think of him as a reading club.

In the morning, Lu Cun still told himself in his heart as usual that the will cannot fall, and he often told others that the will should not fall, his so-called will is to explore a fresh life and grasp the lifeblood of life. When he got up today, he went to the toilet first, and when he came out of the toilet, he began to read. In the past two days, the first thing he did when he got up was to read, and he was willing to use reading to purify his spiritual world.

And the reality is that his body has not been able to get rid of tobacco. When he was less than eighteen years old in Lucun, he began to smoke, and then continued to smoke intermittently, and he quit smoking several times, but without success. Regarding tobacco, Lu Cun has seen many smokers, he has seen some slightly fat old men, drinking beer, smoking cigarettes at the hotel table, seeing old men at the bottom of the society, sitting on the TV, watching long-form TV series, smoking cigarettes, and also seen seventeen-year-old hairy boys, sitting on the broken sofa, smoking with their heads bored, and also seen some girls, slender fingers with cigarettes, these all kinds of people, close to cigarettes, so that Lu Cun has an illusion that cigarettes are not harmful to health, but not harmful to health.

To be sure, many people need tobacco, which is cheap, unlike some "toxic" items, expensive, and irreversible damage to the body. These people are fine, smoking, and on the surface they are cool, but they seem to be contemplating.

An old man I saw in Lu Village, said his life experience, he is in his fifties this year, said that when he was very young, his family was poor, and he couldn't afford to wear clothes, and then he went through a lot of things, and finally today, he is old. He said he had smoked all his life, starting as a teenager and smoking until now. His attitude towards life is that it is okay to be alive. If someone next to you can't bear the disgust, they can roll outside the house.

In the bathroom, Lu Cun met an older man who stripped naked and smoked a cigarette before taking a bath. He told a story, saying that there is a person in their unit, who is a good person in the eyes of others, who does not smoke or drink, works steadily, is very polite when he sees people, and is an excellent man of all standards. But he died last year, and he was not yet fifty years old. The man smoked and said he was more than a decade older than the man who died, and the man, who didn't smoke or drink, died early, while he was still alive. His point is clear, that is, if you don't smoke, you can die early, and if you smoke, you can live a long life.

Lu Cun has seen some poor people find relief for themselves, he faces up to his poor state, and has all kinds of troubles at the bottom of the society, but he often talks about some people, how to succeed, but encountered some misfortunes. When he does this, he means that although he is at the bottom of society, he has not suffered misfortune, so he is lucky.

Lu Cun has seen a man who hates his situation, he is in his fifties and is at the bottom of society. The old man complained that he was in his fifties, and he was still calling people to drink every day like his grandson.

In the days when Lucun came out of school, it was not uncommon to see those unsatisfactory men, including many unsatisfactory women.

There are too many interesting things, not one sentence or two sentences can be finished, all the things that Lu Village has seen and heard, can almost be written into a book. He knows that there are too many people who are not satisfied with their situation and always expect themselves to be in a gorgeous state. That's why so many people want to succeed, pay attention to what they learn from success, and want to succeed one day. However, the so-called success is not given to everyone, therefore, most people must be an ordinary existence. If it is an ordinary state, you need to be able to get bland happiness from the ordinary, the problem is, most ordinary people do not have the ability to get happiness from the ordinary, they are led by those successes, and as a result, in their own lives, they have produced a lot of idols, and themselves, have become the worshippers of others.

With these thoughts, Lu Cun began to plan his life, the first thing he had to do was to recognize this society, the society he was in, and then, recognize himself, and then, do those things that can bring him happiness as much as possible. Such a thing, of course, is important, and in order to achieve such a goal, it is necessary to put in all kinds of efforts for it, and these efforts can be called struggle.