She felt that she was indeed very passive when she came to the demon world, and even said that she had paid a great price, her relatives had left her, and she was now left alone. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

However, she felt that what she saw was really good for her.

In the past, she was like a frog at the bottom of a well, looking up at the sky, the sky was always so big, but after she came out, she found that there was a sky outside the sky, and the world was so big, so big that she was dumbfounded, so big that she sighed, so big that she felt so small.

She also thought that if she hadn't met Su Liuche, hadn't met Dongfang Scarlet, hadn't been to the fox clan, hadn't been to Jiuyou, and hadn't come to the demon world, then she might have really spent her life in their town, and the only thing that amazed her in her years might be just the vine tree that grew on the top of the mountain, and she might tell the children in the town those fantasy stories about the vine tree until the day she grew old.

If it was in the past, Zhong Muxi would have felt very good, but now she doesn't think it's good, but she feels pity, if her life really goes on like that, she may feel sad.

She felt that she didn't care about what happened to her, whether it was a mission or a conspiracy, what she cared about was that it was good that she didn't live her life like that.

There are many roads in life, and since she has embarked on this road, she must take the initiative in her own hands.

She wanted to let the man who was in control in the dark know that he had forced her to take this path, but she would never be toyed with by him like a puppet.

All she has to do is break through that cage under his control, she wants to be an eagle that will not live in the shadow of others, will not live under the layout of others.

She wants to be her own master, she wants to live by herself, she wants to fight hard, she wants to soar by herself, and she wants to fight a bloody way for herself.

In fact, she feels that she has to thank the people she has met along the way.

Thank you Su Liuche for protecting her, thank Long Ji for directly exposing the truth that she didn't dare to accept hidden in the dark, thank Mo Yu for hurting her, and thank Shi Weili's family for taking care of her.

People have to grow up after all.

She used to be afraid of everything, afraid of losing, afraid of facing it, afraid of the bad things.

However, she later understands that she has to face both good and bad, so running away is useless, and will only lead her into a huge vortex from which she cannot extricate herself.

So she wanted to open it, she didn't run away anymore, she didn't fear anymore.

In this world, no one can protect her forever, so she has to work hard and realize her dreams by herself.

Zhong Muxi continued to walk forward, only to see a gorgeous rainbow hanging there at the end of the forest as if inadvertently, but the thinness made Zhong Muxi's heart jump suddenly.

There were a few little rabbits in the forest that had been running out with Zhong Muxi, and when they looked up and saw the brilliant rainbow in the sky, they all jumped up excitedly.

After Zhong Muxi turned his head and saw the rabbits behind him that were as white as snow, his eyebrows and eyes curled and he smiled slightly.

She was thinking that if she hadn't experienced so many things, maybe she would still be a weak woman, she didn't know what sorrow was, and she was still just a woman who liked to make a cup of flower tea and sit in a rocking chair to spend half a day at the spring equinox.

Some people say that plainness is eternal, and Zhong Muxi does not deny this view.

She also wanted to be bland.

If none of this had happened, none of this would have existed, and perhaps she would have been happy to continue living her old life, and be tireless and content.

However, facts are facts, and since they happen, then it exists.

Nakaki Xi doesn't like fantasies.

Since she is destined to embark on this road and has already embarked on this road, then she will not talk much nonsense.

This is an indisputable fact, and she accepts it calmly.

But acceptance does not mean that she does not resist, and acceptance does not mean that she has to linger like this.

She accepts it, but she still has to change, change the fate of the ** control, and change the situation where she can't see the truth.

Her fate cannot be controlled by anyone, only by herself.

In this world, the grass and trees are endless.

In this world, there are intrigues and wars.

In this world, demons rise together, stirring up the wind and clouds.

And she, to survive.

She wants to keep her own piece of the world.

She doesn't want to be a hero, she doesn't want to be a prince.

She doesn't want to do anything big to save the world

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What she wanted was freedom.

Yes, free.

The kind of freedom that can be controlled by others, you can get together with your family, you can not be on the move, you can have a place to live.

She wants to be free.

I really want to think about it.

And now, she is just a mortal body, against humans, impossible.

Defending against demons is even more fantastic

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So, the first thing she had to do was learn spells.

Spells are at the root of everything she pursues.

Without spells, she is destined to be played with by others, to be watched by others, and to be ridiculed.

Yes, she's going to learn spells.

Since she wants to learn spells, then she has to go.

Shi Weili also told her before that there are very few people in this Feng clan who practice spells, unless it is the royal family of the Feng clan.

But the path of apprenticeship to the royal family will not work.

The first is that the ink devouring level is sad.

Since he is the prince of the Feng royal family, and he will inherit the throne in the future, who would dare to accept her as a disciple when he gave an order.

So the Feng Clan is not a good place to practice spells.

Even if she can find a master who is willing to take her as an apprentice, and that master is willing to keep her secret, but the snobbery of the Feng royal family permeates everywhere, so it is difficult to guarantee that this matter can be hidden forever.

And on the day it was discovered, as long as Mo Yu gave an order, Zhong Muxi was the fish on the board at that time, and he could only let Mo Yu slaughter it.

As for the means of ink devouring, Zhong Muxi has also been taught many times.

Just said that when he first saw Mo Yu before, he teased her, which in the human world, can already be regarded as a means of punishing prisoners in prison.

And coupled with what Mo Yu did to his mother later, it had to make people hesitate.

So since that's the case, Zhong Muxi thinks she should go out and learn spells.

The price of learning spells in the Feng Clan is too great, and there is no guarantee that she will be able to learn spells immediately.

So be sure to leave.

But if you go out, where to learn spells is also a problem.

The demons, she has been there, there is miasma everywhere, and it is not a place to live for a long time.