In the family area of the World Truth Academy, there is a house where Xu Guo lives. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info Xu Guo has tried to set up a stall these days. He bought some goods in the wholesale market of small commodities. Some time ago, he spent sixty yuan to buy a hundred pairs of socks, and this wholesale price, he later knew that it was still expensive. A few days ago, he took 100 yuan from his body and bought 20 pairs of slippers, including four yuan and five pairs and five yuan each. In the past few days, he has not only bought slippers, but also combs, hairpins, hairpins, yellow paper, etc., which can be sold in other places with items bought in the wholesale market.

Xu Guo took his goods to set up a stall on the street and also on the overpass. On the first day he went in and out eighty-nine, on the second day he earned one hundred and one, on the third day he earned one hundred and five, and on the fourth day he received only fifty. On the fourth day, he was stopped twice by the security guards and asked him to put away the stall, and on one occasion, a security guard told Xu Guo, don't come again next time, you won't have such a good attitude towards you next time.

Xu Guo had to go to another place, which was a community, and there was a recreational area next to it, similar to a park, where Xu Guo put it until dark and sold some socks. There was a man who bought a handful, and Xu Guo earned fifteen yuan. There was also a man who said to buy a pair to wear and try it out. Xu Guo received two one-dollar steel hammers from him.

The next day, a few minutes after Xu Guo set up his stall, he met the chengguan and knew how to pack up his things and leave. He went to a certain overpass in the distance, and after about ten minutes, a security guard came up, commensurate with comrades, and asked Xu Guo to pack up his things and leave. And asked Xu Guo where he was from, how old he was this year, and he had to introduce Xu Guo to a job, saying that he could find a job, work as a security guard, wash dishes in a restaurant, and always earn more than 2,000 a month.

In the past few days, Xu Guo has tasted the happiness of setting up a stall, and this happiness is brought about by the work of setting up a stall. Freedom and plenty of time to study. But there is also a lot of distress, being driven away, shame, this is a small shame. Xu Guo thought that in the future, he could bring fewer things, put them on the side of the road, read books, sell things, and buy and sell books. If someone buys, they sell, and if no one buys, they read.

Xu Guo has not been engaged in a long-term job, and the only things he has done for a long time may be traveling, reading, and writing. After a long time, Xu Guo began to doubt his ability to survive, he also thought about giving up traveling, traveling, just wandering, giving up writing, writing is just a word game like a child putting blocks, code words and code blocks, they are all games, reading, but counting stars, counting stars and reading as many words as stars in a book, are ridiculous things.

Xu Guo doubted the value of his existence, thinking that he had nothing to do but eat, drink, and Lazar. He is in a different place, in the strange place of the lost prairie, he often feels a chill in his heart, this frost-like coolness, makes him feel that there are so many colds in life. In fact, Xu Guo has not experienced great suffering, and he has not suffered a lot, but Xu Guo still feels the coldness in his heart, and he can't tell how this feeling is caused. Life is bleak, more than warmth and laughter.

Xu Guo suddenly discovered that writing cannot be discarded. If you lock a person in a room, feed him and drink, and don't let him do anything, he can go crazy. People need to communicate, and people are lonely animals who can't always close themselves in a small space. Writing is a vast space, and people can get the opportunity to communicate with others in this space, and more importantly, they can express their inner feelings about the world, which is very important.

Xu Guo found the thing he wanted to discard again, this is like a toy, after playing for a long time, he wants to discard it, after throwing it away, he didn't go far, he was reluctant to give up, and the kind of need in his heart was born again. So, he went back again, retrieved the toy, picked it up, looked at the toy, and the toy was still familiar.

Xu Guo wants to establish a certain state, wants to change his state of existence, always feels desolate in his heart, can always see the pessimistic factor from many things, and from it, he feels some sadness. This seems bad. Xu Guo didn't want to be like this all the time. For him to change, he may need to make a lot of money, which is important, and he also needs to make some friends, which may also be important.

In fact, Xu Guo doesn't need to feel sad at all, he can regulate his inner state. He can think about it for a moment, he is a person with a rich spirit, and his experience is rich. He's done a lot of work that no one else might do in a lifetime, and I'm talking about quantity. Even though there were some jobs, he only did it for a few days, but he was all about experiencing life, about experiencing that job, about experiencing that life. For a long time, Xu Guo was not for making money, but only for experience. He felt early on that man should fully understand the world. I was exposed to a lot of work, although many of them were superficial, but it was irrelevant, and after being exposed to these jobs, Xu Guo learned more about the world.

With so many life experiences, Xu Guo is a person with rich spirits, and his body has not encountered any torture, so he should feel happy. Xu Guo reads history books, literary books, documentaries, etc., and can always see the lives of many other people, and some of those people's lives can be called miserable, and Xu Guo is much luckier than those people.

Xu Guo is currently facing a survival problem, in the lost city of the lost prairie, Xu Guo needs to make money so that he can afford his rent. The rented house is not expensive, even with such a small amount of money, Xu Guo's current situation is not optimistic.

Xu Guo thought about his current state, and a little sadness was added to his heart. But fortunately, he is not disabled, he is not blind, he is an able-bodied person, he is a literate person, he is a knowledgeable person, he is not a scoundrel, he is not a bad person. Such a good person should be able to develop very well.

Xu Guo felt for a long time that his heart was hollowed out, and what kind of happiness, happiness, etc., seemed to have been robbed by robbers, who stole Xu Guo's heart? Xu Guo felt sad about this, but when he thought about it, no robbers robbed him of anything in his heart. He can find his own happiness, there is no need to be in such a bad mood every day, there is no robber in the world who robs other people's hearts, no, Xu Guo firmly believes that no, the inner feeling may only be established by himself. If you feel hollowed out in your heart, what you have lost in your heart must be related to your own factors, and there are no robbers in the world who steal and rob your heart.

Xu Guo told himself that it was okay, he had a bad experience before, and compared with those experiences, the current situation was much better. At least now I have a house to live in, and I still have a few dollars in my hand. And you can continue to earn money. As for travel or something, it's all back. Later, he decided to gradually build his own kingdom, and not be too shabby in all aspects. Slowly, the state of life will be enriched.

Xu Guo found Lu Village and wanted to drink with Lu Village. Xu Guo wanted to drink, so Lu Cun accompanied him to drink. The two went to eat kebabs, but they didn't eat much, they mainly drank alcohol, but they didn't drink much.

When Lu Cun met Xu Guo, he talked to Xu Guo about aliens. It is said that aliens have been to the earth in ancient times. In this kind of words, Lu Cun Lao told Xu Guo that Xu Guo is now about to become an expert in aliens.

Xu Guo feels very interesting, Lu Cun is a person whose mind is full of strange thoughts, he pays attention to news such as aliens, and the work he does is also related to extraterrestrial things.

Lu Cun knew that Xu Guo's current state was not good, he lacked money and love, and he seemed to lack everything. Xu Guo used to be with others, others regarded him as a friend, but he didn't treat others as friends. Even if it is a friend, after a while, he will leave his friends, familiar rooms, etc., and he will completely isolate himself. He always seems to have to put himself in a lonely environment, everywhere, with no acquaintances and no familiar landscapes.

Lu Cun knew that Xu Guo was such an eccentric person, and Lu Cun couldn't control Xu Guo's eccentricity. Xu Guo's path can only be walked by himself.

Xu Guo suddenly talked to Lu Cun about the topic of growth. Xu Guo said that when he was a teenager, he thought he was the center of the world, and he felt very good about himself every day, thinking that he was the smartest person in the world. This state is a bit interesting, as if everyone in the world is drunk, but he is the only one who is sober. What a state of self-absorption.

Now, Xu Guo knows that in the world, there are people who are taller than himself, some are smarter than himself, and there are others. People who are richer than themselves, there are. There are people who are happier than themselves. There are people who are happier than themselves. Of course, there are people who are stupider than themselves. There are people who are more painful than themselves. The world is so rich, and everyone is not extraordinary, they all have strengths and weaknesses.

Xu Guo drank the wine in the bowl and stopped drinking. Drinking, it's fun, when you start drinking, wait for yourself to get drunk, and get yourself drunk little by little. When he was drunk, Xu Guo stopped drinking, waited for himself to wake up, chatted with Lu Village, and stopped drinking, he understood, chatting and chatting, he would slowly wake up.

Lu Cun said, "Aren't you drinking?"

Xu Guo said: "I don't drink anymore, you can drink it." I've just drunk so much, I've finished drinking, I've drunk so much. ”

Lu Cun said, "Okay, I'll drink a little more." ”

Xu Guo said: "If you feel lonely and desolate in your heart, you will devote yourself to the world, so that you will experience richness and noise." ”

Lu Cun said: "You are drunk. ”

Xu Guo said: "I am not drunk. ”

Lu Cun said: "If you are not drunk, drink some more." ”

Xu Guo said: "I don't drink it." I said I wasn't drunk, I just said that. Actually, I don't know if I'm drunk or not. ”