10. The goddess of dreams

This primary school has been around for more than 30 years.

The former bungalow is gone, and now it is a three-story teacher's office building.

What made him feel relieved was that the jujube trees and apple trees that often climbed up and down when he was a child still stood in a corner of the campus and were well protected.

It's just that the ice cream shop where you have to eat one every day when you go to and from school is gone.

Continue along the red brick path to an empty playground.

When I was young, I was afraid that I would have to walk around with my friends for a quarter of an hour to walk a full circle.

At this time, passing by, I felt that it was only half an acre of square pond, and I could walk it in a few steps.

As people grow, their outlook on life and the world expand;

The same scenery, different age groups, the perception will naturally change.

When I came to the front of the teaching building, I looked through the glass window outside, as if I was also sitting in the classroom listening carefully, or teasing with my classmates, my childhood playmates are now married, right? Looking up at the statue of the horse on the roof of the building, the bitterness in my heart emerged like a sea of vicissitudes.

Quick, really fast.

In the blink of an eye, twenty years have passed!

He graduated from here, and so did her sister, maybe in the future he might have a future, right?

This elementary school should be able to wait until then, right?

Han Yu's father is currently the principal of this school, and some old teachers still remember Han Yu, and when they saw him walk into the office, they smiled and chatted with him, recalling the little kid when he was in school.

After a while, the bell rang, and a young female teacher wearing glasses and holding a math textbook in her hand walked in.

"Xiao Han, this is the girl from your Teacher Zhang's family!"

"Teacher Zhang, this is your father's student, Han Yu"

I knew that TMD must have an ambush! Han Yue expressed his helplessness, although it was not the first time, but this was indeed the second time, the legendary blind date.

Not in any café, cinema, not in any romantic-related location.

In a huge grade office, several veteran teachers who have gone through the ups and downs surrounded Han Yu, recommending, introducing, encouraging, and instigating him, and even half-jokingly begging for candy and asking how many children to have...

Han Yu's life has been planned by this group of half-aged matchmakers until 2025

At this moment, he felt that he was really a 'second generation official'! I didn't dare to look at the female science teacher again, but I still politely stretched out my hand and said

"Hello, Mr. Zhang, my name is Han Yu, hehe. ”

Is it embarrassing?must drop~~ Han Yue stood there nervously, with a stiff expression trying to make his smile as polite and self-contained as possible, and he must not embarrass his father!

Then the scene at this time is, a group of old teachers, a group of people who watched him grow up, a group of matchmakers, and a girl who has no feelings.

It's still the last script, all the irrelevant people in the office use the excuse to go to class, listen to class, prepare for class, go around, answer the phone, negotiate with the President of the United States, and have no water at home

Their purpose is very clear, that is, to create a private space for the two of them, a world for two.

Then the next set of shots is that Han Yue came out of school and looked at the time with his mobile phone

"Well, I've made progress, and this time I actually lasted 48 minutes!!Haha, my emotional intelligence has increased!"

This kind of 'blind date', which has no emotional basis and does not understand each other at all, has no more than two kinds of consequences -- possible and impossible.

The female math teacher doesn't seem to have a fancy for Han Yu, and she probably is also thinking, what's so great about a person who plays music, can she afford a BMW? The profession of a teacher in a famous school is okay, and she can barely match me!

It's all for the sake of dealing with parents and coping with parents, so both of them also noticed that the other party really didn't mean that, and neither of them was too entangled and too ambiguous.

But the 45-minute teacher's biological clock habit still lengthened their small talk time.

As soon as I got home from school, my father's phone called, "Stinky boy, really give your father a long face, such a good girl can't look down on you!!" "Yes, then you are a god!"

Toot toot

The other side hung up the phone angrily, and Han Yu also pressed his temples with a headache, lying on his back on the sofa, looking at the living room in a daze.

The décor of the house is still the same, spotlessly clean.

Han Yu did not inherit some of the characteristics of his parents that have been deeply rooted in his bones, but he is very casual, casual, not forced, and not active.

It is to be optimistic about the road ahead and slowly walk towards your own path.

Maybe he was lucky, his life goals were achieved too quickly, and it can be said that he never experienced any setbacks.

After two years in the army, he has gained a lot of social experience than others. I was also ordered by my parents to take the exam for a literary and artistic soldier, but I didn't know anything about the world at that time, so I didn't give gifts, so I exercised my body in the grassroots company for two years in vain

After being discharged from the army, I repeated my studies for a year, and I was admitted to the prestigious school of SH!

And Tong Guò's own efforts have been recognized in the circle, forming a band and appearing on the show

This qiē came too suddenly, but when he calmed down, he still felt that the success in front of him was not what he was pursuing.

Ever since he bought a debut album in 2000, he has been obsessed with her voice, the way she plays the guitar, and the songs and lyrics she writes.

At that time, my dream was to write a song for her, or form a band to become her queen's musician.

He should have done it, his band was already on that stage with high ratings, but the reality was not, no one made his dream come true because of his appearance.

She and a man are finally married.

After that, his life was like someone who pressed the pause button and stalled.

There has always been an inexplicably suppressed love, but it doesn't seem to be,

I always feel that there is something regretful in my heart, unfinished business,

But I just don't know what regrets are, what I haven't done,

This year is the fifteenth year since her debut, and she is thirty years old.

This time I went home to leave that environment for a while, to see if I could get rid of that melancholy and unrelieved feeling.

But after two days, I still feel depressed occasionally and feel a trace of inexplicable irritability, both psychologically and physically.

Growing up, men are all the same, and they can't do without the word impulsive.

As a junior brother, Han Yu has also understood and seen some of it, but he has never been on the 'battlefield' with real knives and guns.

When I was a child, I only held my sister's hand, and when I grew up, I hugged some female singers in front of the camera.

Maybe it's also out of some kind of 'loyalty'?

That's how he understands it, anyway.

I'm going to try, I'm going to struggle, I'm going to be close to you, I'm going to be close to you, I'm going to give you everything, just like the lyrics she wrote:

"Leaning on your fingertips and snuggling up to you

Hold it close to your heart next to the button of your shirt

Taken in by you, ignored by you

Let you shake off, let you forget

I was scattered in the endless sea of people

And I am a speck of dust, wandering in your air

It is always in the ends of your hair but not noticed

And I am a speck of dust that fills all around you

Precipitated in the palm of your hand, under your control

I am your dust"

"Hehe, it turns out that I still remember, even after fifteen years, every word, every scale, I still remember it clearly. ”

It's a pity that I won't love anymore, right?

Thinking of this, Han Yu seemed to feel that he had found the reason, the reason why he couldn't let go and couldn't leave this land.

He didn't know that he really needed a woman, not the goddess in his dreams.

I was stunned for a while, but I unconsciously lay on the sofa and fell asleep.