Chapter 62: Farewell

"Miao'er, it's me. The unclear black shadow suddenly spoke, and his voice was so low that he couldn't make out his voice, but he knew it was a man by looking at the outline. And it was a man that Shen Miaolan was not familiar with.

Breaking into a strange man in his boudoir, this thing is simply too weird and terrifying, okay? Shen Miaolan was already soaked with sweat because she was nervous. A white brocade tunic with dark moire clings to the body. She stepped back slightly, leaned against the wall, and forced herself to compose, "Where's the lark?"

"I ordered her sleeping hole and was already asleep. The man replied in a low voice, paused and said, "The others have already smelled the incense, and they won't wake up for a while." ”

It's over, isn't that called the heavens and the earth, and the earth and the earth are not spiritual? Obviously, this person came prepared, Shen Miaolan closed her eyes depressedly, and leaned against the wall again.

"My father gave Zhaohe to the great prince of Mongolia, Darshan, and I will personally send her to kiss her next month. The man groped for Shen Miaolan's hand and held it tightly in his hand. I was going to say something more affectionately, but I suddenly discovered Shen Miaolan's abnormality, and I changed my words and said in surprise, "Miao'er, why are you so nervous?"

There are many people on the bedside in the middle of the night, who is not nervous? Shen Miaolan could discern who he was from his words, and her originally tense nerves relaxed. He breathed a sigh of relief, withdrew his hand, and said, "The black light is blind, you go and turn on the light, and we will talk again." ”

"I don't know where the candles are. The prince was a little aggrieved, he didn't listen to the call of his beloved girl, but his eyes were really black, and he couldn't find anything.

Shen Miaolan rolled her eyes and patted the prince to signal him to dodge. I groped my way out of bed and put it on the emergency lamp at the head of the bed. The lights and candles suddenly turned on, and although the light was faint, it brightened the eyes. Shen Miaolan confirmed the identity of the comer, but calmed down. When he turned around, he saw the prince standing in front of him with his armrest.

The young man in front of him was wearing a dark robe, the collar and cuffs were embroidered with gold thread and moire, and the bright yellow coiled dragon belt around his waist showed the special identity of his identity. Although the clothes are very low-key, and the hair is simply tied up with a jade crown, the whole body exudes a noble style. The long-eyed phoenix is very handsome, but there is a majesty between the eyebrows.

For the first time, Shen Miaolan felt that she felt a strong air pressure. This is probably the so-called majesty of the prince. Compared with the nobility of the four princes, the crown prince seems to be a little more noble.

"No one serves the tea anymore, some cold tea, make do with it. Miao Lan walked to the table of the Eight Immortals covered with a large embroidered peony tablecloth, and carried a small teapot and poured a bowl of tea for the prince and herself. He took the lead and sat down at the table.

The prince sat down opposite Miaolan, full of longing, but when he saw Shen Miaolan, he didn't know where to start. Although the person in front of him was still the same as before, his eyes were misty and made him feel strange.

"As is customary, you will be in the palace next month. The prince took a sip of herbal tea, his voice a little bitter.

Miao Lan nodded, "Coincidentally, you are going to send the princess and relatives." Do you want to send it to the border with Mongolia?"

"Yes. The prince nodded. He obviously felt the coldness in Shen Miaolan's attitude, and he realized that she was angry that she hadn't appeared for a long time. Especially when she was in trouble, he abandoned her. I wanted to explain, but I felt that no matter what I said, it was in vain.

"I have been with Zhaohe for three years, and now she is going to marry far away, but I can't go into the palace to say goodbye to her. Shen Miaolan lowered her eyes, brewing a little sadness.

The prince sighed, "If I hadn't tried my best, you and I wouldn't have had a chance to say anything else." ”

Shen Miaolan raised her head in surprise and asked the prince with her eyes.

The prince smiled bitterly, "When I was a child, I thought that if I was happy, I could stay together, but when I grew up, I knew what it was to be involuntarily." Miao'er, I have caused you a lot of grievances. ”

"Are you here to say goodbye or apologize?" Shen Miaolan suddenly felt a little irritable. "There is no one who is right or wrong in emotional matters, and no one is sorry for anyone, everything is nothing more than fate. If you and I have no fate, we can't complain about others. If there is fate, no obstacles will eventually become a family. ”

The prince's eyes moved slightly, three points of pain, and seven points of confusion looked at Shen Miaolan.

Miao Lan smiled lightly, and the green onion white jade hand covered the prince's hand on the table, and patted it gently, "You can't have both fish and bear's paws, do what you want to do, I don't blame you." ”

"Miao'er...... I ......" The prince felt as if a blunt object had pierced his heart, and the pain was sharp, but he couldn't make a sound. He held Shen Miaolan's hand tightly, not knowing what to say.

Probably the original owner still has a trace of affection in his body, like a feeling in his throat, which makes Shen Miaolan very uncomfortable. Holding back her tears, Shen Miaolan still smiled very sweetly, "It's always good to have the past, put it in your heart, and it's not a beautiful thing to take it out and recall it when you're old." ”

The prince has a thousand words to say, but he is choked up. After all, he was the woman in front of him. He stretched out his hand and took Miaolan into his arms, unable to say a word.

He didn't have much to say. The emperor and the queen mother sent him to send Zhaohe and his relatives at this juncture, just to ask him to avoid the draft. With Shen Miaolan's appearance and background, there are not a few princes and generals who ask to marry. When he returned to the court, she was afraid that she would become someone else's fiancΓ©e. The matter of meeting Li Yujin privately is a prelude to the seizure of the heir, no matter what the old lady of the Marquis of Ningyuan Mansion thinks, the Queen Mother will not let the girl of the Marquis of Ningyuan Mansion be the crown princess. His biological mother died early, and there was no foreign race to rely on, only the queen mother had a backer. He can't disobey the queen mother, for the queen who died early, and the grandfather and uncle who died violently, but also for his own future.

He didn't know how to say the reason for giving up Shen Miaolan like this, but fortunately, she understood it and didn't blame him. The guilt in his heart made him hug the soft and boneless person in his arms even more.

Shen Miaolan leaned into his arms and listened to the powerful heartbeat. I feel that life is really boring.

Shen Miaolan, who really died for the crown prince, would definitely die of sadness if she knew that the person she was thinking about had sacrificed herself for the throne. Fortunately, this cruel distinction was completed by her instead.

As long as you don't move, you won't be sad. No matter who the person holding you becomes, you won't be sad about whether you treat yourself well or not. In this way, life can go on peacefully.

Shen Miaolan pushed the prince, "Let's go." ”

By the candlelight, the prince took another serious look at Miaolan, and then nodded. Pushed open the window and jumped out.

Shen Miaolan stood by the window, looked at the prince who was standing under the plane tree and looked back at her, and gently closed the window.

Closing the window, she said goodbye to her original owner's past once and for all. From now on, her life is her alone.