Chapter 624: Desire (1)
This fire is provoked, and it is really not so easy to extinguish, although Qu Ziyan is a veteran of the love field, but in the face of Xia Qing, he felt nervous for the first time.
Every time before, no matter where he was or which woman he was with, Qu Ziyan was the one who enjoyed it, no matter what he did, that woman not only had to cater to him but also to please him, so as to ensure that he would come to pamper her next time.
So to be honest, Qu Ziyan really hasn't received any cold reception and hasn't done anything that needs to please another woman, this is the first time he needs to please another woman, and he needs to do something to make another woman comfortable.
"You...... I haven't experienced any ....... so if you're really clean, then I'm going to be your first and last man...... Don't hate me, I love you very much......."
Xia Qing is still asleep, with no expression on her face, but no matter from which angle she looks, she is quiet and cute, and people can't help but love her.
Although I don't know if she will feel comfortable, at least today's fire was ignited by herself, not forced by others, and Qu Ziyan was just doing her best.......
"You...... It's always a face that rejects my expression, I look really uncomfortable, you're still so arrogant, you don't want to tell me what feelings you have, what are you happy, what are you sad, you don't want to tell me. ”
Qu Ziyan is very calm, not in a hurry to do step by step movements.
He kissed the little mouth that had always been stubborn to him, and he had never been willing to be honest, and he seemed to be able to imagine her waking up and knowing that she was ...... by him How will she scold? Will she be the same as before, the same uncomfortable, the same people can't help but want to kiss her and tease her more?
He remembered the days when he and she used to quarrel with each other, quarrel with each other, and cold wars with each other.
At that time, how distressed was he? He felt sorry for himself and even more sorry for Xia Qing. He thought he was capable enough, but he still couldn't escape the net of this so-called love.
Lust is intertwined, and he begins to think crankily, thinking about things that even he feels very inexplicable. He remembered the first time they met in the Drunken Immortal Building, she seemed to fall from the sky, and suddenly appeared in front of him, and he himself didn't expect that this girl, who originally made him feel a little beautiful and probably very promising, would suddenly enter his heart.
For the first time, he had a nostalgia for a woman, he wanted to see her a few more times, he wanted to know her recent movements, he didn't want any man to have a chance to get close to her, he wanted to control everything about her, he wanted to know, he wanted to figure it out.
He and Mochen already had a grudge, but it was even more intensified because of Xia Qing's appearance.
He was indeed sorry for Ji Ya, but he swore that the first time he saw Xia Qing, he didn't even think about Ji Ya in this direction, he thought that she was just a little familiar to him, but he didn't want to think that this familiarity actually came from this old man.
Ji Ya's liking for him, he knew, he ran away, he didn't want to accept it, because at that time, he knew Mo Chen's heart for Ji Ya, he didn't want to rob Mo Chen, Mo Chen, he liked someone, how difficult it was.
However, his evasion only exacerbated the tragedy.
This tragedy happened so suddenly, he didn't expect it to be such an ending. He didn't mean to kill Ji Ya, Ji Ya was Mochen's friend and his.
He really wanted to explain to Mo Chen, explain why he killed her by mistake, but Mo Chen didn't intend to understand him, let alone listen to his explanation, those things that sounded like excuses to him were all despicable.
The friendship between them, the brotherhood between them, was just broken.
And he can only choose to forget this incident forever, seal this person in his memory, don't think about him, don't miss him. Even if he comes to Zuixianlou all year round, even if he often orders Xia He to drink with him alone, even if he is often asked by Mei Niang, why he is unwilling to play with Mochen.
But he can't say anything to anyone.
He didn't want anyone to know how sad he was crying alone in the Lihuan Palace after that day.
They all said he was a heartless man.
Yes, he was a heartless man.
But he has a conscience and a good heart.
It's just that he hid it all and didn't want anyone to find out.
His subordinates were all very important to him, so he never asked them to expose the order, he avoided the possibility of them being in danger, and he protected them.
But in their eyes, he is still the one who has no heart, no conscience.
All this, he is clear.
He is all and does not want to talk to others.
But when he met Xia Qing, everything seemed to have changed, he became, wanted to confide, wanted to let a third person know his past, wanted to have a warm person, a warm embrace.
Even though. He may lose his current position, he will lose everything, and he will become unstoppable.
He is like this, so inexplicable, such that people have to doubt his intentions.
However, how much hostility can a person with poison have towards the world?
He can live now because of his determination and patience.
He would not forgive himself for wasting his precious time anywhere else.
"Xia Qing, do you know...... It's my greatest luck to meet you, it's my true words, but I know that you're like them, and you won't believe me. ”
As he spoke, he began to take off Xia Qing's robe, and there was still the wine that Xia Qing had just drunk on it, which made the robe suddenly become something with a stronger and stronger smell of wine.
He lowered his head and sniffed the wine, and he found that Aunt Hu's craftsmanship was really good.
If you don't get drunk, everyone gets drunk, and he doesn't know what to do just by looking at Xia Qing's sleeping face.
He loves her so much, wants her so much, his heart, she must be able to understand, right?
He looked at Xia Qing's mouth and took it again, he pressed against her lips, feeling the heat exhaled from her body, the heat coming from the tip of her nose.
Since he was poisoned, it has been difficult for him to have a warm temperature anymore.
He has become a person full of cold breath, but is this what he wants?
He also longs for warmth, so he can't let go of this woman.
He stroked Xia Qing's face, a face that fascinated her and couldn't do without.
"I love you so much......"