。 "I can understand your feelings. Li Yuanxiu said miserably.

Cheng Xingtao was stunned for a moment, she didn't plan to let Li Yuanxiu understand her feelings at the moment, but these things pressed on her heart, which was very uncomfortable, and she wanted to find someone to talk to, so that her heart could be a little more happy.

In the past, when she watched those love TVs, she always felt that the women in them were hypocritical.

If you love, you love, if you don't love, you don't love.

Say what you think in your heart, why bother with everything in your heart, and then cause misunderstanding between the two parties, and finally miss the relationship for many years.

But once she was caught in the whirlpool of feelings, she realized that feelings couldn't be so rational at all.

It's love, but there are always such and such concerns.

Looking ahead, thinking about the east and west, and finally making yourself embarrassed, in the eyes of others, it is just a one-man show.

"Didn't you say that you haven't experienced true love?"

"Who said it has to be love! So you women, your thinking is narrow-minded. Li Yuanxiu took a sip of wine and couldn't help but ridicule Cheng Xingtao.

Cheng Xingtao snorted coldly, she is so narrow-minded now.

After a sad song, there were already a lot of people in the bar.

As there were more and more people, when Cheng Xingtao thought that the band on the stage would keep chanting and singing, the band members who were dressed as young people in very literary and artistic clothes suddenly threw away their hats and took off their coats, revealing their muscular arms.

The group of people sitting in the middle of the stage obviously came for the band, and when they saw the people on the stage exuding hormones, the guests in the seats immediately cheered and screamed.

For a moment, compared to the silence just now, the bar suddenly became extremely restless.

may be the reason for drinking a lot of wine, following the melody of the music, Cheng Xingtao also became crazy and wanton.

She took the wine, stood up, and looked through the gap in the crowd at the performers on the stage.

The four people above were all young people in their twenties, and their faces were full of unbridled expressions.

She didn't look at it carefully before, thinking that it was all men, but now that she looked closely, she found that the person playing the drum was actually a girl. She has short ear-length hair, black and cold makeup, and a black sleeveless vest, which looks cooler than ordinary boys.

These people on the stage still look very young, and they can't hide their youth between their eyebrows.

Cheng Xingtao was suddenly very envious.

In her life, it seems that she has never been so high-flying.

"Li Yuanxiu!" In this small bar controlled by music, Cheng Xingtao raised his voice and shouted at Li Yuanxiu.

Li Yuanxiu heard it and didn't answer, but turned his ears in the direction of Cheng Xingtao and made a careful appearance.

Knowing that Li Yuanxiu was listening, Cheng Xingtao continued to say loudly: "Have you ever given up everything in your life and let yourself go willfully?"

"Huh?" Li Yuanxiu reacted for a while, understanding Cheng Xingtao's question, but didn't understand Cheng Xingtao's intention in asking this.

"Probably. Li Yuanxiu was not very sure, if he really wanted to answer, he thought, the probability of not having it would be relatively high, but answering like that would inevitably make him feel a little pitiful.

No, Xing Tao talked a lot more than him.

"Li Yuanxiu, do you know?" Cheng Xingtao said, "My parents didn't care much about me since I was a child, and I grew up all the way, almost always according to my own wishes. Sometimes, though, I still feel pathetic. ”

Li Yuanxiu was puzzled, how rare is it to be able to choose a life independently, why do you still feel sad?

Cheng Xingtao looked at the hot scene, with a cold appearance, as if she was in two different worlds with the excited crowd, she took a sip of wine, her voice was low and sad.

"Do you know what is the most pitiful thing about man? Those who are bound by others are at least free in mind. But the one who binds herself to herself, even if all the roads are open to her, she can't take a step in the ground. ”

Cheng Xingtao's life is freedom, but in fact, it is not free.

Her sense of morality, her sense of justice, and her strong self-esteem shackle her all the time.

Let her not do things beyond the scope of morality, let her not ignore the weak, let her not show weakness to others, let her always sacrifice herself to the altar.

No one asked her, but she demanded that she have to be.

Unable to break free, morality, principles, responsibilities, that kind of nothingness and real existence, bound her.

Li Yuanxiu looked at Cheng Xingtao quietly and did not speak.

With his understanding of Cheng Xingtao, Cheng Xingtao has high requirements for himself, he carries everything by himself, hides everything in his heart, and does not consult with others.

She just blindly wants to make herself perfect, not for vanity, not for showing off, everything she does, what she wants to meet is what she requires of herself.

Most of her mentality was when she was young, she didn't get attention, and then she realized that as long as she did it perfectly, she could get attention, so subconsciously, she thought that as long as she did it perfectly, then she would be happy.

A perfectionist is often painful because there is no such thing as perfection in the world.

"Cheng Xingtao......" He just shouted, wanting to say something comforting, but as soon as the words came out, he was drowned in a group of screams.

Then I heard the lead singer on stage take a breath and say: "I'm happy today because I found a partner I want to spend my life with, and I know some of my fans are going to be sad, but I want to say, don't be sad." I hope you can also find the other half of your love and spend your life happily. ”

There was a wail and screaming from the audience.

The lead singer paused, still with a sweet smile on his face, and said, "Because I started with her from a kiss that I never met, so tonight, if someone is willing to kiss another stranger they don't know, I'll give him a signed CD that our band doesn't sell, how about it?"

As soon as the lead singer's voice fell, the scene was full of exclamations and laments.

Before Cheng Xingtao could react, Li Yuanxiu walked up to her side and said, "I want that CD!

Maybe he drank wine, Cheng Xingtao's reaction was half a beat slower, and then he was stunned: "Did he just say that he was going to kiss a stranger?"

"Didn't you just think you weren't good enough to indulge yourself? Go ahead, find one that pleasing to the eye, and kiss it. Li Yuanxiu pushed Cheng Xingtao, who hadn't figured out the situation yet, into the crowd.