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Or maybe it's early in the morning.

In Li Xun's room in the secret base, the lights are still on.

Li Xun lay on the bed and looked at the headlights above his head intently.

The woman was like a kitten, lying in the quilt beside him, her skin clinging to Li Xun's sturdy body.

Maybe she dreamed of something sweet, Xu Qianyun in her sleep, a faint and sweet smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, her hand unconsciously hugged Li Xun's body, and her face gently rubbed against Li Xun's chest.

Li Xun looked down at Xu Qianyun, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Li Xun knew that at the moment of Fang Cai, Xu Qianyun had already saved his mind and was willing to sacrifice everything for him.

But Li Xun did not take the last step after all, did not cross the last boundary between men and women, and did not let Xu Qianyun become a woman in his true sense.

It's not that Li Xun doesn't like Xu Qianyun.

On the contrary, Li Xun has become more and more concerned about her, what Li Xun said to Xu Qianyun last night, which made Xu Qianyun so excited, was not said casually, it was a man's solemn promise to a woman.

But last night's Li Xun actually had a knot.

Li Xun knew it very well in his heart.

Because he saw Shui Xinyu last night, and Shui Xinyu reminded Li Xun of her.

At the same time, I also remembered her passing.

Her death was an unbearable pain in Li Xun's life.

In Li Xun's life, Huangshan eight years ago was an important milestone, and Li Xun eight years ago, like a normal young man, had a wanton, flamboyant and high-spirited personality.

And because of his strength and excellence, his flamboyance and wanton are even more than ordinary young people.

But that night in Huangshan changed everything.

In fact, the change began long ago before the night in Huangshan, but unfortunately Li Xun didn't care, including her death before Huangshan.

At that time, Li Xun tried his best to save her, and even used methods beyond human ethics, only thinking about saving her.

Just like Li Xun cares about Xiaobao now, he must save Xiaobao even if he goes bankrupt.

One is brotherhood.

One is the love of others.

In Li Xun's view, they are all equally important.

It's a pity that all Li Xun's efforts at that time were in vain after all.

But at that time, Li Xun didn't know why all this happened, he only complained that God was unfair to him, let his beloved leave him, let his happiness be so short-lived, and let him miss and grieve for her in the rest of his life.

It wasn't until the last time at the top of Zhongnan Mountain, Dawen Gong Temple, that Li Xun woke up after listening to the words of Lao Dao and Xue Qizhen.

She can't be saved.

She will never be saved.

Because she is his Li Xun's woman, because he Li Xun has created too much murder, and the karma on his body is too heavy.

The mysterious creatures in the mountains are not ordinary beasts, they are spiritual.

Li Xun has been hunting the creatures in the mountains, which was originally a very evil thing.

Li Xun himself has the protection of bloodline power, and the super murderous protection of the sky-shaking bow that has been proven for thousands of years, which can resist the monstrous karma, so Li Xun may be safe in his life.

But the people around Li Xun, especially Li Xun's women, not only can't be safe, but because of their intimate relationship with Li Xun, they have to bear karma for Li Xun, so they have always had a bad fate.

The stronger Li Xun is, the greater the killing, and the more miserable the fate of the women around him.

This made Li Xun finally clear why their Li Men disciples seemed to have a brilliant life, but most of them were lonely all their lives, including Li Xun himself, Li Xun didn't even have any impression of his mother.

Li Xun's father never talked about Li Xun's mother.

Li Xun asked when he was a child, but what he saw was the deep sadness in his father's eyes.

This made Li Xun think that this was the fate of the Li Menmen people.

But after listening to Lao Dao and Xue Qizhen's words, Li Xuncai finally fully woke up.

It turned out that everything came from himself, from the karma he created.

He originally thought that he was roaring the mountains and forests and killing powerful creatures at his fingertips, protecting the world and benefiting the people in the world, which made him quite complacent and happy.

But he didn't know that while benefiting the people of the world and improving his strength, he was also accumulating his own karma.

Regarding the statement of karma, Li Xun didn't believe it at all before.

He was originally an atheist, did not believe in any ghosts and gods, and believed that everything could be explained by science.

I can't explain it, it's because science hasn't discovered it yet.

But now, he is more and more convinced.

At least in this regard, there is a growing conviction.

I have to believe it.

In the dark, there are these mysterious existences, such as the bottom of the sea, which has been passed down for I don't know how many years, and the legends about the ancestral gods and spirits are general.

Mysterious, unimaginable, yet it does exist, and has existed for more than a thousand years.

The four families originated in the Tang Dynasty, when did the ancestral gods have to be?

It was also because of the belief that Li Xun was in awe from the bottom of his heart, unlike when he was young, he was not afraid of heaven and earth.

So last night, Li Xun didn't take that last step after all, and didn't let Xu Qianyun become his real woman.

Although with everything they did when they were passionate last night, and the bits and pieces of how he and Xu Qianyun got along before, Xu Qianyun is no different from his woman.

First, Li Xun didn't want to treat Xu Qianyun badly, and didn't want Xu Qianyun to become a substitute for Li Xun's thoughts about her.

This is unfair to Xu Qianyun.

Everything last night started because of Shui Xinyu, because Shui Xinyu was too much like her, so everything that Li Xun had buried in his heart for eight years was unearthed, so that Li Xun became so abnormal.

The second reason is that although Li Xun has now learned from Xue Qizhen and Lao Dao, he knows that he has gradually eliminated his karma, and from now on, the women around him should no longer suffer from Li Xun's karma.

But Li Xun heard another statement from the Yunhai monk.

That is, in addition to eliminating karma, there is also the saying of doing good deeds and accumulating blessings.

Don't look at the relationship between the two, these are actually two theories, one is about Taoist cause and effect, and the other is Buddhism's theory of cause and effect.

It's all cause and effect, but it's different.

Lao Dao and Xue Qi are really Taoists, talking about Taoist cause and effect.

Yunhai is a high monk, so naturally he is talking about the cause and effect of Buddhism, doing good deeds and accumulating blessings, which is indeed the saying of Buddhism.

In fact, Taoism also has the theory of good and evil, and also talks about doing good.

However, the goodness of Taoism comes from the "Tao Law and Nature", such as "goodness is like water".

Lao Tzu's "Tao Te Ching" has clouds:

Water is good for all things without fighting, and it is evil for everyone, so it is more than the Tao. Dwelling, good land, heart, good abyss, harmony, good benevolence, speech, good faith, government, good governance, good work, good energy, movement, good time. The husband is indisputable, so there is no especially.

In fact, it means that the best way to do good is to be like water, which nourishes all things, but never competes with all things, and water acts according to the laws of nature. And people who have the way to act, always choose to act at the right time, because doing things does not violate the laws of nature, so they never bring troubles, in short, people should be obedient to the will of God, go with the flow.

This is the Taoist Tao of nature, and it is also the Taoist goodness of water.

Therefore, Taoism's goodness, Taoist cause and effect, and Buddhism's good deeds and accumulation of blessings are different.

One is to pay attention to doing good without doing anything, and the other is to take the initiative to do good and accumulate blessings.

Li Xun doesn't understand both causes and effects very well, but after all, he still has some understanding, and Li Xun has a faint feeling in his heart.

That is: you should believe some of them.

Since Li Xun does good deeds, it is good for Xiaobao, it is naturally good for Li Xun himself, and maybe it is also good for Li Xun's women, such as Xu Qianyun.

Therefore, Li Xun also wanted to wait.

Karma is partially eliminated, and we have to continue to eliminate our sins, and at the same time, accumulate some more goodness.

For Xiaobao, for himself, and for Xu Qianyun.

Li Men has been glorious for a thousand years, but it is also burdened with a thousand years of suffering and fate.

Li Xun thought that this fate of suffering must be broken by his own generation.

It can't go on like this.

From today on, if Li Men can continue, if it can spread out, it will be his descendants of Li Xun.

For example, thousands of years ago, Li Men branched out to the ancestor Li Jin.

Li Xun didn't want his descendants to repeat the suffering of his ancestors.

That kind of glory at the cost of suffering and fate, Li Xun doesn't want it, and he doesn't want his descendants to be like this.

This is Li Xun's realization lying on the bed.

Li Xun looked down at Xu Qianyun.

Xu Qianyun seemed to have dreamed of something sweet again, and smiled even sweeter.

Li Xun also smiled.

In fact, all this is just for the future, every night, I can look at my beloved woman like this, lying in his arms, and smile sweetly.

And don't worry about her passing away at any time.