Chapter 180: I'm Not a Star

The night is like a glamour.

Hidden growth.

Fan Xizi hasn't appreciated the night of this world so seriously for a long time.

She became famous at a young age and became popular overnight, but no one knows how long she walked silently alone on the road to popularity, and how long she waited.

Everyone only sees the prosperity in front of you, but no one will pay attention to the countless long nights you have experienced, and the countless days and twilight that you have worked hard for.

Looking up again, there was no trace of tears in Fan Xizi's eyes.

"You cried?"

Chen Feng still found clues from Fan Xizi's well-disguised makeup.

"Is there anything you have here?"

Fan Xizi avoided answering. He's just her agent, he's her partner in business, but her private life is her independent kingdom, and she doesn't want anyone to break into.

Even if he is Chen Feng.

"Why are your eyes so strange?"

Chen Feng looked at Fan Xizi, he felt that this woman was so beautiful that she lost her conscience, but she was also indifferent and angry. Even though he always thought he was as close as they were, it always made him feel that the woman in front of him was always like fireworks on the other side.

He can only watch from afar, but he cannot close relatives.

"Let's talk about things, Chen Feng, I don't really want to talk today. There's been so much talk these days that I want to be quiet for a while. ”

Fan Xizi looked at Chen Feng's eyes, she knew the man in front of her too well, this is a working machine, when she works, she will never be selfish, even if she is as beautiful as her, she still ignores it in his eyes.

"Xizi, I know you're tired, but today is the celebration party for your movie "Kabuki" to break 400 million at the box office, how can you suddenly disappear, you don't know how many investors, producers, and directors are waiting to talk to you about your future work plans and plans. ”

Chen Feng looked at the woman in front of him, it was not that he would not feel distressed, but the entertainment industry was so cruel, the front wave had never gone far, and the back wave had already rushed desperately. They can't be taken lightly.

"I know. ”

The box office of "Kabuki" sang all the way, which was indeed unexpected by many people, this is a literary film, different from commercial films, the audience of literary films has always been very narrow, this era of accelerating pace of life and increasing pressure of life, no one is not easy to live, they just want to simply laugh, simply go hi, rough adrenaline surge, and then go home to sleep, the next day, they will forget all about the movie they watched last night, the adrenaline that has surged.

This is today's movies, and this is the ecology of the film industry. Therefore, Fan Xizi's "Kabuki" suddenly broke out, making film critics and investors seem to smell the spring breath of literary films. So, tonight's celebration banquet is not so much a celebration as it is another new investment game. It's just that she doesn't want to be the protagonist tonight. She was indeed a little tired.

"Xizi, I know that since you invested in this movie, you have been working non-stop for more than half a year without a day off, but this is the ecology of the entertainment industry, and you should know the cruelty of this ecosystem better than me. ”

Chen Feng looked at Fan Xizi with a blank face and said that it was false not to feel distressed, who else in this world could be insensitive to a face like Fan Xizi.

"I know, Chen Feng, it's just that I'm very tired today, and I really want to take a break. ”

This is also the reason why Fan Xizi sneaked to a private villa on the outskirts of Beijing alone and didn't want to be disturbed, and she even turned off her mobile phone in order to be quiet for one night. But she still underestimated Chen Feng's understanding of her, they had been together for many years, and he knew her well.

"I know, anyway, today's dinner is over, and I've explained to a few investors and producers that you're in a temporary condition, and they all understand. Don't worry too much, according to the current box office trend of "Kabuki", the box office of 400 million is just around the corner, and the next celebration dinner will definitely meet again. ”

Chen Feng is very confident in "Kabuki", this movie under the persuasion and request of Fan Xizi, he also invested a lot of money, as a small investor, the box office of the movie is a big hit, he is also surprised, and he cares more about the box office trend of this movie than everyone else, he has seen the data of major theaters and the analysis of film critics and the comments of the audience, he believes that this investment is definitely a very rich return.

"Are you so confident?"

Fan Xizi looked at Chen Feng, who was excited, and asked.

"Don't you have faith in yourself?"

Chen Feng knows the woman in front of her too well, the ups and downs of the entertainment industry, she is no longer a simple actress, her vision, her courage, and her investment methods have long been better than the blue. She has never been a woman who is willing to be plain, in her world, she is the one who wants to be the master of her own destiny.

"Of course not, it's just not as strong as you. ”

Fan Xizi smiled bitterly, this "Kabuki" almost exhausted all her blood and energy, several times on the set she doubted that she would finish this scene and have a chance to shoot the next shot, she felt that she was on the verge of collapse many times, the ups and downs of the fate of the prototype of "Kabuki", the tumbling torment of Kabuki herself in the world of love, she sank into the world of the character again and again, and she couldn't extricate herself. Many times, she wondered if she was suffering from depression.

"It's okay, Xizi, the hardest time is over. In the future, you don't need to work so hard, we won't accept such a nerve-wracking movie in the future, and in the future, we will star in commercial blockbusters, and our salary will still be higher than this. ”

Chen Feng looked at Fan Xizi distressedly, this woman he supported with one hand, his eyes were full of pride, if Fan Xizi's work is a movie, then his most successful and outstanding work is Fan Xizi.

"No, I'm an actor, I'm not just a star. ”

Fan Xizi's voice was weak, but strong and powerful.

"Xizi?"

Chen Feng was distressed again, the reason why Fan Xizi was persistent was also because the outside world's evaluation of her has always been in two poles, on the one hand, her peerless beauty has been admired by thousands of people, making her commercial value rise all the way, on the other hand, her acting skills have always been criticized, and both the audience and film critics have labeled her as a vase without exception.

She is like a high-end commodity, but she is spurned by countless people.

Therefore, Fan Xizi also tried her best to prove herself this time, not that she has no acting skills, but that the director who asked her to star in the movie has always taken a fancy to her beauty, and the role arranged for her is a vase itself. No matter how well she acts, it's just a beautiful vase!

This has almost become her fate as an actress.

"I want to prove myself, I'm not just a star, I'm a star actor!"

Fan Xizi suddenly cried bitterly.

"Xizi, I'm sorry!"

Chen Feng saw Fan Xizi's sudden collapse, and was a little panicked for a while, she knew how much the world had endured how much cynicism, incomprehension and suspicion Fan Xizi had endured, and even a director once said in public that she was a star, but the supporting actress in the same movie as her was an actress -- what a heavy blow to an actress! Fan Xizi has been popular in the entertainment industry for many years, but her dream is to be an actor, not a star, and a star is undoubtedly synonymous with a vase! That kind of deep humiliation, that kind of unspeakable anger, she hides it in her heart, under the camera, she is still humble and polite, she is still smiling, but who is the sister of her hurt and pain?

Fan Xizi kept crying uncontrollably, Chen Feng sat next to Fan Xizi, gently put her head on his thigh, and gently stroked her soft hair with a pair of hands.

It seemed that after a long time, a long time, Fan Xizi raised his head again.

Chen Feng took out a handful of tissues from the coffee table and handed it to her, Fan Xizi took it, silently and gently wiped the tears on his face.

Her makeup has long since been spent.

"You wait for me. ”

After Fan Xizi finished speaking, he turned around and walked into the inner room.

Ten minutes later, Fan Xizi had already put on her makeup again, and she appeared in front of Chen Feng again, still with exquisite makeup, still elegant temperament, and still gentle and quiet. The collapse and pain just now seem to have never happened, and she is still the screen queen admired by thousands of people, the most valuable actress loved and hated by the world.

"Xizi?"

Although he has been familiar with Fan Xizi for many years, Chen Feng still felt uncomfortable for a moment when he saw Fan Xizi coming out again. Her changes are always too amazing.

"Chen Feng. ”

Fan Xizi sat down gently, looked at Chen Feng, and said.

"Xizi, do you have something to say?"

Chen Feng is also very sensitive tonight.

"Yes. ”

Fan Xizi smiled lightly.

"Say it. ”

Chen Feng looked at the woman in front of him, his heart churned, he knew that every time she looked at him so solemnly, it was when she had a new decision.

And tonight, Chen Feng's feeling was even hotter and more nervous-