Chapter 1036: Forget Yourself

With a faint smile on her face, Mama Rong looked at the girl in front of her who had grown up and matured, "The county lord has grown up!"

Hua Jin shook his head, "I feel like I'm old, it's only been a few days, who can last for many years like this?"

"Because the county lord has no greed, he won't be confused, but others are different!" Rong Mama went over to help Hua Jin tie the strap of the cloak, "The inner courtyard of the palace, the ministers of the previous dynasty, and the calculations of those nobles are just greed, and the county lord is not greedy, but he reluctantly does this by himself, so he will be tired." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"No greed, me? Why do I think I'm greedy?" Hua Jin looked at the full moon in the sky, "Do you remember when we were in Lijia Village, the first time Furong made moon cakes, it was really delicious, and I really didn't want anything at that time!"

Mama Rong stood beside Hua Jin and also looked at the moon in the sky, "At that time, the slave maid felt that she had followed the county lord in Lijia Village all her life, and she was really good in this life, who knew that she would be in this capital again!"

"Mama regrets it, this is like a swamp in the capital, I have fallen into it!" Hua Jin did not look at the people around him, still looking up at the moon.

Hua Jin is a psychologist, she is good at guessing, and she is also good at looking at people and analyzing people, but every analysis in the past brought a sense of achievement, a sense of accomplishment to make the client comfortable and solve troubles, but now, she feels as if she is far away from the self she once was.

The thoughts at that time, the pursuit at that time, after that incident, the only force that could make her endure it came to this time and space, and it seemed that they were all gone.

"The county lord is helpless, the slave maid said that the county lord should not be angry, when he was in Lijia Village, the slave and maid were worried about what kind of fate would the county lord meet such a smart and beautiful woman. "The master and servant haven't spoken like this for a long time.

Kikyo saw that the hour was not early, and was about to enter the door to remind the county lord to sleep, but was pulled by Fleur, "Don't worry, let the county lord relax!"

Their county lord has no father and mother, no elders, even if it is Wang Ming and Zhao Hongxia, they have their own children, and other disciples, how can they really take care of their father and mother, Hua Jin's side, only Ning Hao, only Hua Gong, they hug each other and warm each other, but sometimes, Hua Jin has some things that he can't say to them, and he will be very tired if he holds it alone.

Mama Rong is like the one who reassures Hua Jin to confide, after coming to the capital, it has only been more than half a month, but it is one thing after another, they will feel tired at the moment, how the county lord is not tired, no matter how powerful, he is also a person!

Lily and Begonia are careful and sensible, they both stand outside and wait quietly, without speaking, so that Hua Jin and Mama Rong can talk with confidence.

"Haha, Mama will definitely still think, such a background, what should I do, at that time, Mama still misunderstood that I liked Chang Yulei!" Hua Jin laughed.

Mama Rong also felt a little embarrassed, "It's the slave maid's eyelids!"

"Mama is not shallow-eyed, she has seen too much, just like me, she has seen too much!" Hua Jin smiled, "But do you know Mama, no matter where it is, which time and space, which era, the door is very important to these four words, similar backgrounds and environments will create similar personalities, and climbing high branches will only end up unworthy, can't catch up, why bother?"

Seeing that Mama Rong didn't seem to understand, Hua Jin continued to smile, "He's a phoenix man, I'm a phoenix woman, he's an affordable man, I'm an affordable woman, this is suitable, others can't understand me like him, so it's called matching, climbing high branches will be tiring, I'm really lazy!"

"The county lord is not lazy now!" Mama Rong still didn't understand what Hua Jin said, but she knew why she liked Ning Hao and why it was impossible to talk to Chang Yulei.

"Yes, it's too diligent, it seems that for many, many years, I haven't been so diligent, in fact, it's very pleasant now, do you know, in the past, I was always reluctant to get up, and then there was a person, who took the trouble to call me early in the morning, and made a lot of food to tempt me, it really caught my weakness, how lazy I am, I haven't been late for five years, and I'm used to it, and then I don't want to go to work on time, because there is no one who works hard to get me up!" When Hua Jin recalled, there was nostalgia in his eyes, and there were tears.

Rong Mama looked at Hua Jin quietly, she felt that what Hua Jin said was not Hua Jin, but another person, another life, "So, Mama, do you know, I always seem to be so diligent for a man!"

"So, is this the real me?" Hua Jin said and laughed, inexplicably, but it made people feel a little thrilling.

"Actually, this is very good, at least I'm busy again, Mama, you say, will one day, you think that I am not the same person I used to be, and feel that I am another terrible person?" Hua Jin sighed, his fingers touching his fair face.

Rong Mama stretched out her hand and took her hand, "The county lord has always been the county lord, very kind, very smart, the county lord has helped a lot of people, the county lord is unwilling to hurt others, the county lord has always been the county lord, now he is just more mature, so he is better!"

Hua Jin smiled and shook his head, "But I sometimes feel that I don't know myself anymore, who am I, Hua Jin, or Du Feifei......"

In the end, Hua Jin's voice was very low, and Mama Rong didn't hear clearly, "What did the county lord say?"

Hua Jin shook his head, "I probably haven't drunk red wine quietly for a long time, that's why there are so many grievances, haha!"

How many people can understand their true selves, even if she has a predicament that she can't get out of her past and this life, she can't get over the hurdle, some people say that she doesn't forget her original intention, she has to always, but she has been lost for too long, and now she has found the direction, is it the direction that should be pursued at the beginning.

Step by step, she has taken on more responsibilities and the fate of more people, so she is destined to be more and more tired.

"Don't worry about the county lord, the slaves and maids have always known that the county lord is still the county lord, without the county lord, the fate of the slaves and maids will be different, and the slaves and maids know better that the county lord works hard to make the people of this country live a better life, so don't worry, the people will always remember the kindness of the county lord!"

Ordinary people have always been the simplest, even now, how many coastal fishermen in the south of the Yangtze River are grateful to the county lord of Jiashan for cracking down on the Japanese group, what they have done is what they have done, and they will be remembered.

Hua Jin chuckled, yes, what she looks like, someone will always sketch it, if one day, she forgets, someone will help her remember.