Plans can never catch up with change. After chatting with the curator www.biquge.info the curator, she seemed to feel a kind of aura that only a superior person can emit...... Xia Sang knew what it meant for her to leave, but she had to go......

When she got home, she knocked gently on Xia Mu's door. It didn't take long to see my mother, who was sleepy.

"Mom, I have something to tell you. "Hmm, Sangsang, it's so late, is there anything you can't say tomorrow?" "I'm afraid of me...... Can't wait for tomorrow. ”

Xia's mother forcibly lifted her spirits, pulled Xia Sang into the room, closed the door, and looked at Xia Sang quietly. Suddenly, he grabbed Xia San's hand.

"Sangsang, isn't it, do you have any plans again?" "Mom, I'm leaving......" Xia Mu subconsciously shook her head and looked at Xia Sang disapprovingly, "Who will take you away? How can you just leave here?" Do you want to abandon me and Xiaosi Xiaowu??? Sangsang, don't be willful, you don't have to be in such a hurry to make money. ”

Xia Sang closed his eyes and opened them repeatedly.

Xia Mu was scared...... Her daughter was so calm. It's not because she's not afraid, it's because she had planned before she came to her!!

"Mom, it's not that I can't wait, it's not that I want to abandon you. It's that I'm too weak. I have an empty mind. I'm talking on paper! I'm not realistic! Tomorrow, I'm going to be ready to fly...... Are you going to stop me?"

"Feixiang? Why do you say it so seriously?! Sangsang, don't scare me! Where did you get the money to leave? Don't you plan to take us with you? Mom is useless, Mom is poor, Mom is dragging you down. But, Mom, I don't want you to be so tired......"

Tired, tired? She didn't know, she just felt that she couldn't do these things. She can't afford to repeat the mistakes of the past. She can't afford to lose again! She is very timid, and she is also an ordinary person! In her last life, she was abandoned by the whole world and reduced to an underground queen, but she is still unwilling to abandon her family affection! If the master who has been in the competition field does not betray her, how can she take the initiative to attack?

She was afraid of being betrayed! She knew what it meant to leave! But she had no choice! How could she make other people's lives happier if she didn't push herself harder?

"Mom, this planet can't trap me, even if I don't rely on other people! And now, it's just a little bit earlier. ”

"You want to fly, you want to be free?" Sangsan, are you going to leave?" "What, when will you be back?" "You can get out of here, I can swagger and get you out on the day! Trust me!

Xia Mu smiled and reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Ergouzi, you have to hurry up for the old lady! Don't you haven't replied yet, the old lady will burp!" "Mom......"

"From the first day I came to this planet, I swore that I would leave in style next time...... Unexpectedly, my daughter went out before me...... I don't want anything, even if you don't come back. But you have to live well...... Find, find that family. Find the family that destroyed our family. ”

"It won't be far away, let them live for a few days now!" "Sangsang, tell me, will you stick to your nature? Take what belongs to you as what you deserve, and take what doesn't belong to you like grass. ”

…… Don't live for revenge...... How can she not live for revenge? the death of her loved ones, the betrayal of betrayal. The master she believed in the most was going to kill her behind her back! Her best friend died tragically because of her!! she lived for more than 20 years, is the meaning of living so miserable? Why? Why should she be spurned by others?

Tomorrow is happy, so why does the world leave yesterday to her? Is it her life that should be like this? How is it possible! Is she not ruthless enough! Is it that she still doesn't understand people's hearts! Is it that she practices herself!

"Sangsang, your heart. It's messed up...... "Mom, I don't understand...... Why don't we live for revenge, the more the enemy lives, the happier we are, while we can only live like years in this kind of place! How many of them were snatched from your family? Why did you choose to be a saint? If it doesn't go well with your eyes, wouldn't it be better to destroy it?"

"Really? Do you really think so? No, are you? You're just not reconciled. Sangsang, isn't this good? You can only live if you want revenge? Then after revenge? Don't you want your family to live happily? Dreams become great because of thoughts. Are you so easily defeated now?"

Xia Sang was stunned!! what was she just thinking? Revenge? Extinguished to the end? Why was she so inhuman? The days of rebirth had passed for so long, and she hadn't figured it out? If revenge could solve the problem, then why would there be so many contradictions in this world?

"Mom...... Just ...... "You're still young, and you don't understand some things...... The pain of living with revenge. I don't want you to try...... My Sangsang, I give up my freedom and reject life, let go of my self-esteem, and kneel down to survive. For what? Is there really no hatred in my heart? No, of course there is! But I can't make myself look like revenge! I have to say a word of reason for everything. What matters is not the result of revenge. It's somewhere in between. Who's right and who's wrong. ”

"Look, do you want to look like a cause?" "Yes, ask for the cause, don't ask about the effect, just the cause." ”

Xia Sang hugged his mother with relief, his eyes were dark, as if he understood something and as if he didn't understand anything. In this world, most things are still not understood!

"Mom, leaving doesn't mean giving up, tomorrow, I'll go quietly alone, magical I will remember to play, Mom, if you want me, come to magic to find me." I can tell you what happened to me in a magical way. ”

"What about the little four and five?" "I'll ask directly in magic." ”

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Author's note: Wow wow, I'm going to leave here in a spaceship tomorrow~\(≧▽≦)/~