"Xiaomei, do you think we have any regrets in this life?" I asked tentatively. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Does it matter if you don't have children?" Xiaomei leaned against me and fanned her fan.

The wind passed through her body and hit me, cool.

"Count, there is no hard work in this life in the next life. I said with a wry smile.

"Who will follow you in the next life. Xiaomei stopped the fan and sneered.

"What's the matter, have you been so aggrieved with me in this life?" I said lightly.

"No, not aggrieved. Thank you, if there is a next life, I hope it will still be you. Xiaomei said in a choked voice.

"Don't cry, if you don't have a child or anything, you won't have it. I touched Xiaomei's head.

This year, Xiaomei and I are the same age, both 52 years old.

We may not have any children in our lives because Xiaomei is infertile.

We are childhood sweethearts, and when I was five years old, I was the king of children in the pile.

And Xiaomei follows her grandmother every day to lie on the wicker chair on the corner of the street to enjoy the shade.

Later, I learned that Xiaomei envied me and could play with the boys carefree.

And I don't envy Xiaomei, who is taken care of by relatives.

That's right, I was an orphan in an orphanage.

Every day, carefree, chasing and playing with a group of wild children around the alley in front of the orphanage.

Now that I think about it, I really miss those days, but unfortunately they no longer exist.

I remember meeting Xiaomei in elementary school.

I became the same table as Xiaomei, and when I saw Xiaomei for the first time, I was confused.

Who would have thought that the girl who would lie on the wicker chair on the corner and watch us every day would become my tablemate.

And who would have thought that we would meet like this and spend half of our lives afterward.

After school, I started to invite Xiaomei to join our gang to play together, and for this she was inevitably beaten by her grandmother.

From then on, follow your childhood sweetheart to play the world together.

After graduating from college, he walked through the wedding hall holding his lover's hand.

Married and living together, silently dedicated for a place to live.

With gray hair, he relied on his wife to talk about the past.

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There are basically no regrets in this life, only no chance with children.

Xiaomei was diagnosed with severe polycystic ovary syndrome at the age of 20.

The trouble caused by menstrual disorders is small, but the inability to have children has become a major illness in the heart.

At the beginning of the early twenties, you can still raise cats and dogs, but cats and dogs will die.

But at the age of thirty-seven, the last big dog, Xiaobai, also died.

Xiaomei almost quieted down, but she nestled in the corner alone and began to cry.

I also secretly mentioned the adoption of a child.

After all, I'm an orphan, and it's not a bad thing to go to an orphanage and adopt one.

But Xiaomei told me like this: "If it was because you adopted a child, he came out of the orphanage and left his childhood sweetheart. Is it possible to kill a pair of children like us by mistake?"

I can't find a single loophole in Xiaomei's logic, after all, it is terrible for a woman's sensibility to reach a realm.

Who dares to reason with a woman?

Most of the time.

As the years go by, the two-person world also has the benefits of the two-person world.

At the age of sixty-five, I retired, but Mei and I found that we couldn't take care of each other anymore.

Because the days go by day by day, but our body is not as good as day by day.

I had a brief period of Alzheimer's disease, and I had a chance of going out without my keys.

And Xiaomei seems to be even more serious than me, she will forget that she is cooking because she watches TV shows.

During this period, there were almost fires several times.

I think we're all starting to get Alzheimer's, and there's nothing the hospital can do about it.

We discussed it for a long time and it seemed like a good option to hire a babysitter.

But we are also afraid that the nanny has other plans for us, and Xiaomei often talks about the news she sees in the newspaper.

What nanny theft, the case of nanny arson is vivid.

Besides, we don't remember anything now, and we won't find anything missing at home.

I chatted with Xiaomei for a long time, and asked someone to sell the house I live in now.

Sold 200w and put it in the bank card.

I lived in a nursing home together, and my life was pretty good.

The chess of the same age is not my opponent, and Xiaomei also found a group of old ladies who are willing to dance with her.

Because Xiaomei's dementia is more serious than mine, my money is in my hands.

And because of my dementia, the password was written directly on the back of the bank card.

But the good times did not last long, and the third year of physical examination in a nursing home.

Xiaomei was admitted to the hospital because of stomach cancer.

It was late when I found out, and I was running around the hospital with my bank card in my hands.

Xiaomei took my hand and said tremblingly, "Forget it, old man." If it's gone, you can keep the money. ”

I was so sad that I cried all the time.

I asked Xiaomei when her stomach started hurting, why didn't she say it.

Xiaomei just smiled and didn't speak.

I told the doctor to use the best medicine and equipment.

But the doctor just shook his head and said it wasn't a few months.

Xiaomei entered the hospital, and I began to go in and out of the hospital every day.

In her third week in the hospital, Mei was taken to the emergency room.

When I was told to rush to the hospital, the doctor took out a critical illness notice.

But before I could sign it, the waiting in the operating room went out.

Xiaomei is gone, forever.

I cried all night and fainted in the hospital.

When I woke up, the doctor told me that my heart was not very good either.

That night, my mind was full of Xiaomei, and I pulled out the back of the bedside medical record card.

Write the will with a pen on the back of the blank.

All the money in the card was left for the nursing home, and the nursing home was told to buy a few more new chess pieces.

By the way, the square was renovated, and Xiaomei also said that the sound quality of the horn was not very good.

I finished writing this and walked slowly onto the rooftop of the hospital.

After thinking about Xiaomei's appearance, she got up and jumped downstairs.

I probably wouldn't have been able to take a day without her.

The speed of the fall is fast, and I am reminded of the pirate ship that accompanied Xiaomei when I was twenty years old.

The bumps up and down the pirate ship are very similar to what they feel now.

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The night was dark and the road was long.

The body began to strengthen, and the bent waist straightened.

I remembered a lot of things, many, many things.

I walked forward unintentionally, and there was a big river at the other end of the road.

The more I looked, the more people walked slowly forward with me, all of them seeming to have their own concerns.

There is no scenery by the river, and the bunches of flowers on the other side are in full bloom.

I followed the crowd and I heard something strange.

A big man with a horse's face held an iron chain and shouted, "Don't worry, go inside one by one." Reincarnation, reincarnation, being a new person. ”

I reluctantly walked forward, the bridge was very narrow, and only one person could cross at a time.

I saw many people standing on the edge of the bridge, and one of them was Xiaomei.

Very young and beautiful, frozen at the age of eighteen.

I immediately ran over and shouted, "Xiaomei, where is this?"

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