Chapter 546: Can't Live

With this in mind, he nodded more firmly and leaned against the gate to wait.

An hour, two hours, in the blink of an eye, three hours passed.

Seeing that there was still no movement in the door, he was finally disappointed, knocked lightly with his right hand, and said with a reverent attitude: "Xiaojian, can you open the door?" Xiaojian? I know that you and your sister must be hiding inside. Don't worry, I won't break in, as long as you open the door and let me see you again. Xiaojian?", but seeing that there was still no movement, the more he talked, the more sad he became, and the more sad he was, the more unwilling he became.

After asking questions seven hundred and seventy-seven times, only to hear that it was still quiet inside, he finally shed a tear of sadness and said, "It can't be like this." If you don't want to see me, you should always come out and take out the garbage or something. But now there is no movement at all, Xiaojian, are you really, really leaving me again?

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm the one who hurt you again. It's all my fault. Xiaojian, I'm really sorry. Looks like I'm wrong again. Your sister Ni Yan is right, I shouldn't have wishfully sent you money in the first place. If I hadn't forced you, you probably wouldn't have quarreled with your sister.

If you don't quarrel with your sister, you shouldn't be in danger, after all, your sister is a policeman. It's all my fault. I know. You must have been killed by the monks. Those people must have been Shi Hai's original enemies, and they happened to see that I was very close to you, so they took revenge on you after I sent you away. It's the same as the first two times.

Xiaojian, I'm sorry. Ni Yan, I'm sorry for you too. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have been involved in such a danger. ”

The more he spoke, the more he blamed himself, and the more he spoke, the more he regretted it, and after leaning against the door and confessing seven hundred and seventy-seven times, seeing that there was still no movement, he finally turned around and left outside in despair. Just when I got to the mouth of the alley, bang. He accidentally bumped into a fashionably dressed female teacher, who was the same person who came here every day not long ago to inform Huang Fujian that he had been inducted.

"Why are you like this, don't you walk to see if there is anyone first?" the female teacher stood up, glared at him dissatisfiedly, and shouted a loud reproach.

Yang Qiu said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Miss." It's me who is bad. I'll pay attention later. I'm sorry. ”

The female teacher was originally annoyed and wanted to get angry, but when she saw Yang Qiu's sad appearance, she couldn't help but be stunned, and said secretly: "Why is he a big man crying like this? Is there something sad about it? No wonder I can't see people when I walk. Finally, he nodded abruptly and waved his hand indifferently. "Forget it." ”

"Thank you. Yang Qiu bowed and staggered away.

When the governess saw that he was unsteady in his walking, and fearing that something would happen to him if he was too sad, she cried out, "Hey, where are you going? Do you want me to send you?"

Yang Qiu shook his head gratefully, took two steps, and had already squeezed out of the crowd on the street, and he couldn't see it.

The female teacher shook her head speechlessly, turned around and walked into the alley, learning from Yang Qiu's previous appearance and continuing to wait in front of the gate of Huangfu Jian's old house. After more than an hour, seeing that there was no movement, he knocked lightly on the door with his left hand and shouted, "Huangfu, are you at home?" I brought the school notice slip. Are you home?"

Shouting like this repeatedly, tirelessly, without feeling tired, just after shouting for half an hour. She only felt that her throat was dry and painful, but there was still no response from inside the door, and she finally sighed helplessly. With his right hand, he took out an alloy laser plate from his bosom and attached it to the door.

A row of clear laser fonts emerged - Huang Fujian, congratulations on your successful admission to our Destiny Star Police Academy and become a new student this year, please come to the school in time to report within a month. Otherwise, the processing is automatically discarded. Thank you.

The female teacher looked left and right at the laser font, looked up and down for two minutes, and finally smiled and said with satisfaction: "I'm still smart." In this way, no matter when Huangfu comes back, he can always see it. There is still a month to go, and it must be in time. That's great. I can use it from today onwards. ”

After speaking, the more she looked at it, the more satisfied she became, the more satisfied she was, the more she couldn't help but admire herself, nodded affirmatively, and strode away outside the alley.

To the north, fifty kilometres away, there is an even more chaotic slum. Most of the people who live here are disabled, and most of them are sick even if their limbs are intact, and most of them are frail even if they are not sick, and they suffer from hunger all day long, and their faces are sallow, and their bodies are thin.

The architectural pattern in this area is dominated by alleys, although it extends in all directions, as if for the convenience of pedestrian circulation, but in fact, it is only after the houses and roads are damaged, they have fallen into disrepair. The age groups of the people living here vary greatly, with almost no young people, and more than 90% of the permanent population is made up of the elderly over 60 years old and children under the age of 12.

The entire slum area is not large, and it is only the size of sesame mung beans in the entire city map, but it is a refuge area for some special people. Huang Fujian is among them, since he heard that his sister Ni Yan died in a robbery, he has never returned to his old home, and he came here secretly.

When he heard the news of Ni Yan's death, he thought that he would receive some rewards such as hero's medals, but he found that the report published on the news was actually a deliberate rebellion by the policeman Ni Yan, and he was detained on the charge of conspiring with the criminal.

Some hooligans, scoundrels and villains who had been offended by Ni Yan before immediately came to his house to take revenge.

Huang Fujian had no choice but to escape from the house, and originally wanted to escape closer, so that when he missed Ni Yan, he could secretly come back and take a few more looks, recalling the good times he spent with Ni Yan at the beginning.

However, he found that those hooligans and scoundrels had always been entangled with him, and some villains actually fell into the well and took out some unwarranted huge IOUs for him to return, although he could see at a glance that the IOUs were fake, and the signatures on them were not Ni Yan's handwriting at all, but because of the strong power, he had to take out all his savings to exchange his life.

He thought that this matter was over, and he could finally sleep peacefully at home, but unexpectedly, more and more enemies came, and the persecution, threat, and revenge of those people became more and more ruthless, and finally cried aggrievedly all night, and had to make a difficult decision, gritted his teeth, and reluctantly sneaked out of the house, all the way north. The farther you escape, the more you flee, the more uneasy you become.

After he fled to this remote slum, and when he saw that no one was chasing him, he finally relented and said, "That's it." It should be safe. ”

From that day on, he stayed here to live, going out to work during the day and living in a dilapidated house at night, but the more he lived, the more sad he became, and the more he lived, the more sad he became. Every time I think of the days when Ni Yan was still there, I can't help crying. After living for two months, he finally couldn't bear the longing for Ni Yan anymore, and secretly ran out of the slum and went in the direction of his old home by night.

"Sister, I just wanted to come and see you. Although you are no longer there, I can't survive without you. In the past, when you were there, I never realized that it was so hard to live alone. I never thought that when you weren't there, sister, I would be so lonely, sister, I would go home and see you and leave.

It's our home. I really can't give up there. Please forgive me for my cowardice. I really miss you. If you really have a spirit in the sky, please bless me to go home this time. Otherwise, or I'll be caught by those people again, I'm really scared. I'm scared. When he reached the mouth of the alley, he was in tears and holding back his fear. Said.

After arriving outside the door, he saw that there was no one around, the night was very dark tonight, he couldn't see his five fingers, he looked at it, there was only a dark night, and there was no slight sound in his ears, the silence was terrible, he finally smiled, breathed a sigh of relief, took out the key from his arms with his right hand, inserted the door lock, opened the door, and walked in.

After arriving inside, he turned on the light, only to see that everything familiar entered the bottom of his eyes again, a familiar smell permeated the tip of his nose, walked two steps to the left, and arrived at a table with a missing corner, his left hand stroked it again and again, only to feel that the scratches and corners on it were very familiar, and a familiar memory was evoked, as if returning to the past.

"Brother. What are you doing? A good table is for things, what are you doing scribbling on it? Stop!" Ni Yan said dissatisfiedly.

Huang Fujian shook his head reluctantly, pursed his lips, stood up, pressed the table with his body, and said, "Don't." I'm going to carve something to play with. At school, everyone said that the animals I carved were beautiful. ”

"Brother. That's someone else messing around with you. How can you take it seriously?" Ni Yan pressed his forehead speechlessly, and persuaded: "Quickly take the carving knife away, this table is for your sister to spend half a month's salary specifically for you to study." You should treat it well. How can you be so uncherished. You're going to be sad like that. ”

Huangfu Jian was stunned for a moment, and said, "Sad, sister, are you joking with me? The table is not a person, where can you be sad? Sister, you are really superstitious." ”

"Sister doesn't talk nonsense with you. I'm going to be angry if I don't take my sister away. Hurry up. Brother, obedient. Ni Yan's face changed, revealing a look of dissatisfaction, and said impatiently.

"Don't. No, I made an appointment with everybody. Be sure to show them the pattern I've carved. I'm going to show them when I'm done. Sister, don't you leave me alone, haven't you already given me this table? You go get busy. I'll carve beautiful patterns to make the table happy. Huang Fujian replied reluctantly.

Ni Yan glared at him dissatisfied, raised his right hand, and slapped it on his head.

"Smack!"

A soft sound echoed.

Seeing that the situation was not good, Huangfu Jian was eager to dodge sideways, but the slap had already fallen on his face, and just as he stepped away, a sharp pain spread over his head.

I only felt as if my head was about to explode, Huangfu shed two tears in pain, pressed his hands on the beaten part, and said angrily: "Sister." You're going too far. I hate ......" but before I finished speaking, when I said this, I saw that the surroundings were empty, where was the shadow of Ni Yan, it turned out that everything was a dream just now, and finally suddenly, crying more and more sad, the more sad the more regretful.

"Sister. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Before, I shouldn't have done that to you. If I had listened to you at that time, you might not have gone to the police academy in a fit of rage. If you don't take the police academy, then you won't be sacrificed this time. You can still stay with me. But now that you're gone, I'm left here alone, and I don't dare to come back during the day.

Sister, I know it's wrong. If you could do it all over again, would you forgive me? Sister. Although I have never believed in ghosts and gods, don't the people of the empire say that there are ghosts and gods? I have also read some ancient classics that say that when we were civilized on the earth, there were ghosts and gods. I miss you so much.

Sister. Can you come back? If you come back now, I'm willing to change my bad temper. Sister. All I want you to do is come back, okay? My good sister, why can't you come back? Sister, after my parents passed away, I have always regarded you as my hero.

You know what? At a very young age, I was quite a police officer. But I've always thought of it as a fantasy. Sister. Do you know why I went to the police academy? It's all because of you. If it weren't for you motivating me. If it weren't for your success that encouraged me. Sister. Where did I have the courage to apply for the police academy?

Although it is not your dream to go to the police academy, I am your younger brother. When others see you admitted to the police academy, they will only think that you are talented enough, lucky enough, and hard enough to be admitted. But I know how difficult it was for you to get into the police academy at that time. I secretly watched the days when you insisted on staying up late every day, sister. Only I know how hard it is for you.

Originally, it was not difficult to take the police academy with your sister's grades, but when you took the police academy, the score line of the police academy enrollment was not the biggest problem, but the problem was the physical fitness test. At that time, I saw how weak your body was.

Your knees have broken again and again for your knees, and your hands have been pulled up for a pull-up, and you don't know how many calluses have been clenched. I've seen all of this in my eyes. Sister, I really want to see you again. Can you come back and see me again?

Even if it's just the soul to deceive me, it's fine. I don't want to see you more, I just want to see you again. You didn't even let me see the last time, you died outside, and now the police can't even find a body, how do you let me explain to my parents!"

In the end, his face changed, revealing a gaze that was desperate to die, and he said with a miserable smile: "Okay." Sister. I will call you one last time, if you really have a spirit in heaven, please answer me, otherwise, I can only go to accompany you. I realized that I really couldn't live anymore. (To be continued.) )