Chapter 84: Trees are afraid of peeling, and people are afraid of sadness!
Ding Xinhui was frightened when she saw Shen Yan's tears, and hurriedly asked, "Yanyan, you always cry today, are you in trouble?"
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In front of Su Yichen before, she didn't want to ask too deeply.
Shen Yan cried and shook her head, "Mom, I haven't encountered anything difficult, and I don't lack anything, but I feel sad when I think of so many stupid things I've done over the years." โ
"For fifteen years, you have worked hard and done everything for me, but I have done against you everywhere, and sometimes I don't even want to call you Mom, I always put on a face for you, I am such a bastard. โ
"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I will definitely change well in the future, be filial to you well, no longer do those things that hurt you, and no longer say things that hurt your heart.
Sorry ......"
Shen Yan clutched her mother's hand tightly and cried silently.
Most of the contents of this box were requested by her mother in letters, and her heart wrenched when she thought about how much her mother had paid for these things.
Ding Xinhui's tears welled up when she went back, and she hugged Shen Yan into her arms, crying and said, "Silly girl, we are mother and daughter, where is the use of saying sorry."
If I really say I'm sorry, I should be the one who says it. โ
"Leaving you alone in the countryside for so many years, letting you send people under the fence, and watching other people's faces live, is my mother's dereliction of duty, my bastard.
Yeon-yeon, mom is sorry for you. โ
Only Ding Xinhui knows how hard he has been over the years.
Every time she went to see Shen Yan in Dingwan, she was not only happy to see her daughter who had not seen her for a long time, but also nervous, afraid that her daughter would ignore her and hate her.
Her daughter is her spiritual pillar to live, if she doesn't even want her daughter anymore, why is she still alive?
She also fantasized that one day, her daughter would be able to put her arm around her, throw herself into her arms, and cry sweetly, 'Mom, I miss you, Mom, how are you doing?'
But she knew that she couldn't wait, and her daughter would definitely not forgive her.
But now she's waiting!
"Mom, you have given everything I have done all these years, and I have never been sorry for me, but I am ignorant and always make you sad. Mom, can you forgive me?" said Shen Yan crying.
"Yanyan, mother's good daughter, with your words, even if your mother dies now, it is worth it. Ding Xinhui cried.
This time, Shen Yan didn't stop Ding Xinhui from crying.
She knew that half of the depression in her mother's heart came from that family, and the other half came from her stupidity
Not only did her mother pin all her hopes on her, but she also felt a deep sense of guilt for her, so she did everything possible to meet any of her requests.
Mom did this because she really loved her, and she was afraid that she would not get what she wanted and be wronged.
In addition, this is also a disguised compensation, the mother hopes to reduce the damage caused by foster care to her young mind through material things.
Ding Shi'an and his wife grasped the psychology of their mother, so they dared to open their mouths and ask their mother insatiably in her name.
And in the face of her mother's dedication, she not only turned a blind eye, but spoke ill of her, hurting her mother's fragile heart again and again.
As the saying goes, trees are afraid of peeling, and people are afraid of sadness.
Under her stimulation, my mother's body deteriorated day by day.
The words she just said can make her mother feel more relaxed, and crying is an outlet for emotional catharsis, and it is also a good way to dissipate the depression in her heart.
That's why she didn't stop her mother from crying.
The mother and daughter opened their hearts and cried happily.
After crying, Ding Xinhui was surprised to find that her heart didn't seem to be so blocked, just like the stone that was pressed on her heart before was moved, and her breathing became much easier.
"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Shen Yan looked at Ding Xinhui with her hand on her chest, thoughtful, and hurriedly asked.
"Yeonyan, I feel a lot more comfortable here, I haven't felt so relaxed for many years. Ding Xinhui replied with a smile with tears in her eyes.
Shen Yan held Ding Xinhui's hand and said very solemnly, "Mom, please remember that you are my only relative in this world, so you have to be good, and you will be well, otherwise I will never forgive you for the rest of my life." โ
"Uh-huh, mom promised you. Ding Xinhui choked up and said that she was full of joy and sorrow at the moment.
I am happy that Shen Yan's attitude towards her has changed dramatically, which is the result of her years of unsatisfactory begging.
The sad thing is that her body is too useless, and I don't know how long I can stay with my daughter.
"Mom, you sleep for a while, and when you're recuperate, we'll go out for a walk and then talk.
It's been a long time since I've seen you, and I have a lot to say. Shen Yan's eyes were red and swollen, and she said softly.
"No, Yanyan, you tell me, what is going on with your third uncle, why did you use a fake telegram to trick me into coming back?" But Ding Xinhui didn't want to sleep, frowned, and asked.
Su Yichen explained the reason for picking her up here, and it was done according to Shen Yan's wishes.
When she knew from him that Shen Yan was not sick, she wanted to ask Su Yichen about the telegram, but thinking about how he knew about the Ding family, she didn't ask more.
But after seeing Shen Yan's amazing changes, Ding Xinhui thought that something big must have happened, and it was related to Ding Shi'an.
Shen Yan handed the cup to Ding Xinhui again, "Mom, you drink some more tea, sleep for a while, and we'll talk about it later." Be obedient, or I'll be angry!"
Ding Xinhui saw that her daughter had become a little adult overnight, and smiled with satisfaction.
She didn't want to go against her daughter's kindness, and she didn't want to ruin the mother-daughter relationship that had been established with great difficulty, so she drank flower tea, then took off her coat and lay down to rest.
Shen Yan sat on the wooden stool in front of the bed, looking at her mother's aging face and feeling heartache.
Ding Xinhui originally thought that she couldn't sleep, but she didn't expect that soon she would make an even breathing sound.
Seeing this, Shen Yan got up and checked whether the door lock was locked, and then pulled the curtains tightly, then went to bed and lay down beside Ding Xinhui, and hugged Ding Xinhui's arm.
If there was a third person in the room at this moment, he would definitely think that there was something wrong with his eyes, because Shen Yan's mother and daughter suddenly disappeared out of thin air.
Because Shen Yan brought Ding Xinhui into the space.
The air in the space itself is good for physical and mental health, and it is very good for Ding Xinhui's physical treatment, and Shen Yan will certainly not let go of such a good opportunity.
Shen Yan was worried that Ding Xinhui would wake up halfway, and she was suspicious when she saw the scene in the space, so she deliberately put some soothing medicine powder in the glass of water.
She plucked a lot of flower petals and spread them on the soft and dense grass, like a bed of colorful flowers.
At this moment, Ding Xinhui fell asleep lying on the flower bed, sleeping with the fragrance of flowers.
Shen Yan was not idle, and was ready to take this opportunity to give Ding Xinhui acupuncture, medicine, and massage.
She took the medicine and silver needles she needed from the wooden house, but as soon as she lifted Ding Xinhui's clothes, her hand froze.
Shen Yan's eyes widened in disbelief.