Chapter 718: New Ideas
After 79 attempts, he said in disbelief, "No, no? Why is this happening? Isn't this scientific? Isn't there only about 20 combinations? Then why haven't I tried so many times and still haven't tried it?"
It stands to reason that I should have found that guy's name a long time ago. But why? why? why hasn't we found it yet? why? Just kidding! What a joke. I don't want that. I don't want that. I really don't want that.
Something must have gone wrong. Yeah. It must be so. Otherwise, how could I not have found out what the problem was? It's terrible. It's horrible. If I can't find the problem, won't I be dragged to death again?
Although I have a lot of time since I have this disease, and I can't even use it up, of course, it's just my own feelings. Actually, it's impossible to run out of time, it's just that my feelings are too sensitive, and I will feel a minute as an hour or a day.
However, for so much time, I have been in the whirlpool of time and I can't get out of it, it is too painful, and I have to find a way to solve it. Right. I'm going to have to find a way to solve this problem. I've been trying for so long and can't find this name, there must be something wrong.
But there are only six words here, and if there is a problem with these six words, since it is not a problem with pronunciation, then what else can it be? Let me think about it. Is there any other problem hidden in these six words? It stands to reason that it should not be possible.
If it's a word, I can use the same other word instead, and besides, when looking for a surname, didn't I already use this method? It is because of this method that I can find the real surname. Otherwise, there is no Wu in these six words, and I must still be worried about what surname to call now.
As you can see, I have now taken a big step forward. In that case, there is no room for retreat now. But what else could be wrong? I didn't find it even after thinking about it. Could it be because I'm too nervous, too anxious to see? No, no. It stands to reason that you should be able to see it.
Strange, strange, strange. Why is this happening? I know, I know, oh my god I know. Could it be that the problem is not with these six words, but with words other than six? So, his name is really three words instead of two?
Oops. It's terrible. If it's three words, not two, then where am I going to find the third word? Oh my God. Oh, my God. Oh my God, didn't this open a trench for me in front of the door of success? How could this be? I don't think so.
Am I really that unlucky? Oh my God. That's bad luck, isn't it? I can't stand it. I can't take it anymore. Please, give me a little bit of luck. If that's the case, then I won't be able to find it even if I have more time. There are so many words in the world, do you want me to match them one by one? Isn't that going to kill me?
What can I do? Am I going to give up again? Yes, yes, yes. If that's the case, why should I work so hard, so hard? I might as well give up. At least that's a little easier for me. Right. Isn't life just for ease?
If it can't be easy, then what's the point of working hard all your life? Yes, yes, yes. I really lived to be a dog. Why should I be so scared before I knew this? Anyway, this disease can't be cured, anyway, I'm hopeless, why should I have to work so hard? Rather than end up dying and dying and resurrecting, and I can't get a bargain, it's better to give up now.
At least I won't regret it. Yeah. As long as you give up, then there will be no regrets. Because, I gave up everything. Right. I gave up everything myself. I gave up everything. I gave it all up. I gave up on myself.
I gave up on my wife, I ...... No...... No, no, no, no, no. It's not me. It's not me. It's not me! I'm deceiving myself. Yeah. I'm deluding myself. How could I give up on my wife? If I gave up on my wife, wouldn't I just bungee jump from here?
That's the end of it, I'm dead, and I won't have any more troubles. It's just a momentary pain that hurts. Yeah. It's just that the moment I jump hurts, and I can't stand it. Then there won't be any feelings. A man dies like a lamp goes out. Isn't that the easiest thing to do?
However, I couldn't give up on my wife. Right. Not only can't I give up on my wife, but I can't give up on my children. He had only been born for a short time, and I wanted to watch him grow up. Right. I also want to watch him go to school with his school bag, watch him meet new classmates, and hug him every day when he comes home in the evening to watch TV and chat with him. I also want to watch him go to university and see him graduate and find a job.
I'm more like watching him bring his girlfriend home, watching him get married, and watching his baby be born. Isn't that what parents are all like? In that case, how can I give up? If he can't get married and have children, how can I leave this world with peace of mind?
He certainly can't take care of himself alone. Yeah. You have to have a partner. It doesn't matter if I don't like that partner, as long as he likes it, they like each other and love each other deeply. As long as my children are happy, then I can leave with peace of mind and give up everything with peace of mind.
Now that my child has just been born, it's time for me to give up on him. I can't. I can't. I can't. Yeah. It's not just that I can't do it, no father in the world can do it. Unless the child is not his own. All right. That being the case, that means I have to fix my condition as soon as possible.
Otherwise, how would I go back to see him? Yes, yes, yes. If I can't go back today, then how will I go back in the future? If I am found to have this disease, I will be sent to the hospital and isolated forever, and I will never have the chance to touch my child again. It was torture.
I'm going to get better. I have to get better. I'm going to get better, if not for myself. Yeah. I have to get better. Let me think about it again. I am one of the best officers in the Force this year, and I am the best person in terms of my relationship with the Commissioner.
If such a person can't solve today's problems, then no one can solve them. It's an unexpected situation that I'm going to get sick all of a sudden, but, but, even so, I'm going to solve today's problems. Right. It's not just about solving things perfectly. I'm going to be cured.
I don't rely on anyone, I just rely on myself to get rid of my illness. Because. Because. Because my body can only be understood by myself. My body can only be felt by myself. My body is cold and no one else will know. My body is hot, and no one else will know. I felt pain, and no one else would know about it.
Only if I manage to solve this thing will everyone else know. No, no, no, no, no. Others still won't know. However, the director knew. Yeah. As long as the director knows. Then everything will be easy to do. Yeah. All I had to do was let the Director know that I had completed my mission.
Until then, as long as I have cured myself, then, then, then, the courier must have come. The reason why he hasn't come over now is not that he won't come, that he is afraid to come, and that he is too busy to forget. At this point in time, how could the courier be busy?
There is only one possibility why he hasn't come here yet, and he didn't come because the time hasn't come yet, right. I feel like it's been a long, long, long time, but it's not really that long, so I can't rush it. Yeah. If I rush it, the problem is serious.
I'll be stuck in this disease for the rest of my life. I'm finally getting a little bit of it now. Why is this disease more terrifying than the terminal illness of the earth's civilization, and why are people with this disease locked up in the isolation area of the hospital. Because, after suffering from this disease, almost no one can survive, let alone recover.
And after knowing that there is no recovery, then the person who gets sick will definitely go crazy, just like me just now. I almost went crazy. Once you go crazy, you are not human, and you will attack other people indiscriminately. This is like those wild beasts in the period of civilization on the earth, after seeing humans, they will attack people without purpose.
I don't want to be like that. So, now the only person I can rely on is myself. Good, good, good. Let me rely on it and give it a try. Because, without relying on myself, I wouldn't be fine. If it doesn't get better, then I won't talk about seeing my wife and children again.
I want to see them. I want to see them. I must see them. For a long time to come, if I don't see them, I'll go crazy. Yeah. I'm going to go crazy. I'm going to find a way to beat this disease. Absolutely. There will definitely be a way. It's just that at the moment, we humans haven't found such a method.
No, no, no, no. It's not that we humans haven't discovered the way, it's the Federation. Yeah. It's just a federation. That is, there is no such disease in the Empire. Why? Is it really just because the Imperial people are more capable of medicine than we are? No. Definitely not. So what is the reason exactly?
Odd. You shouldn't be surprised. Ahh Could it be that it is not because the people of the empire have not had this disease, but that there are people in the empire who have had this disease, but then they have been cured? After being cured, the people of the empire have completely cured this disease by some means? So now I can't see it?
If that's the case, then I'll just ask the Imperials if they get the vaccine? The Imperials must have a vaccine. Yes, yes, if there is no vaccine from a small seed, someone will inevitably get this disease. At the moment, it is not known whether the disease is contagious.
If it's contagious, it's pretty scary. But whether it is contagious or not, the Imperials must have a vaccine. But as good as this method is, where can I find the vaccine? Damn! Damn! Damn!! I can't have time to go out now, because, in my current situation, it's too dangerous for me to go out.
I'm already a patient, and my illness can be discovered at any time. Doing the subway or something will definitely leave an anomalous behavior. There isn't much in the federal right now, and the most is the camera camera, and it's no wonder that the police on night duty saw my strange behavior under the camera and didn't report it to other police officers.
Although I am a police officer, I am not the only police officer in the entire police department. The Chief doesn't dislike me now, precisely because he still needs me. However, there is a premise for this kind of thing, if he doesn't need me anymore, or if he knows that I am sick, and it is not an ordinary cold and cough, or is it such a serious disease that is more terrible than a terminal illness, can he still help me?
He's definitely not going to help me. If they won't help me, then how can I continue to mess around at the police station? I'm sure I'll be taken to the hospital. As long as I get to the hospital, then I can't get out again. So, I can't go out, yes, only after I'm better. However, if you don't go out, you can't find the Imperial, and if you can't find the Imperial, you can't ask for a vaccine.
If I can't get a vaccine, I won't get it. If I don't get a vaccine, I'm going to be doomed, right? Damn! Damn! Damn!! I finally thought of some hope that might make me recover. Now all of a sudden, it's completely negative. What am I going to do?
Am I going to have to start all over again? I'm in real trouble. I regret it. I really regret it. I knew that there would be so many things tonight, and I wouldn't have come out 100 percent. Even if you don't become a police officer, it's better than the current situation. Never mind. There's no point in thinking about it anymore.
The key is how to cure my illness. Damn! Damn! Damn!Damn!! is there really no other way? Absolutely impossible. Absolutely not. Absolutely not! Yes, yes, yes. Since the Empire can cure or even eliminate this terrible disease, then I must have a way to do it.
Because, the Imperials and the people of our Federation are all human beings, so what is the difference between everyone being human beings? The only difference is the difference in identity. That's right. Everyone is just an ordinary person, and they are not quite powerful and terrific big people. The fact that the people of the empire are not suffering from this disease means that I, a citizen of the Federation, should be able to do it.
It's just, what do you do? Is it just exercise? It seems like there's more to it than that. (To be continued.) )