At that time, he secretly made up his mind that one day, he would let that man pay for his blood. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Su Jian thought of this, and she couldn't say what it felt.

She knows better than anyone the pain of losing a loved one.

But she felt that Long Yu seemed to be even worse than her.

She lost her loved one because of Xia Song, a strange outsider.

And the dragon he lost his mother, which was caused by his father.

Imagine what it would be like to hate your father because of your mother.

Since he was a child, he had hoped to see his father one day, and then show him the results of his hard work day and night in front of him so that he could praise him, but before he saw his father, his father had become his enemy.

That unbridgeable chasm has been dead between them, and it is destined to be impossible to cross in this life and this life.

This kind of pain is known only to him.

He was so lonely, silently calculating all the way, in that distant frontier, he was so lonely, all the pain could only be told to the bright moon on the night of the full moon.

In this world, family affection has nothing to do with him from now on.

What it's like to know that you're going to be alone for the rest of your life.

He silently calculates in his conspiracy, he kills people, he counts people, just to make the man regret it.

He hated and ached at the same time.

Hatred and pain actually exist at the same time.

It's just that he doesn't want to admit it.

He was reluctant to admit the affection between them.

In fact, he is far from being as resolute and ruthless as he imagined.

Deep down, he always wanted to get affection.

But he had to kill the man himself.

is like Su Yanjing, who is infatuated with him, knowing that he still loves him, but he still forces himself to take revenge on him and makes him miserable for the rest of his life.

The two of them, in fact, are still somewhat similar in this aspect, otherwise they would not have come together.

The desolate sound of the horn came from Biansai, and every time he was so heroic on the battlefield.

He risked his life to win those military exploits, just so that he could leave here and return to the royal capital as soon as possible, so as to officially take revenge on that man.

The scars slashed at his body, and he gritted his teeth and stood up, he felt that as long as he could get revenge on him, it was all worth it.

Before he reached the age of his establishment, his face was already so deep.

is not at all like a young man in fresh clothes and angry horses, but more like a wanderer who has experienced thousands of vicissitudes in the world.

He once fought with an alien princess, and the princess of the alien race took a fancy to him.

The princess looked at him on the battlefield on horseback and said, "Although she is heroic and very scheming, it is not very good to be so young and like an old man." ”

That's what many people who met him thought.

But they didn't know that those young men in fresh clothes and angry horses who were as bright as the sun needed money and thousands of favors to build.

And he, since he was a child, has had no fate with these things.

The only one he loved was his mother, who had been away from him for so long that he felt so lonely.

He never spoke to anyone about his loneliness.

He never showed his loneliness in front of anyone.

He was so heroic, he was so fearless, he was so powerful.

In front of others, he is a person who will never be pitied.

I just thought that he had given all his sorrows to that bright moon.

He was unpredictable, so he never wanted to trust anyone, not even his brothers who fought side by side with him on the battlefield.

He could risk his life for his brothers when they were in danger, but he would not tell him about his own thoughts.

He took his life to save them just to entrap them, not really care about them, even if he used his life to envelop them, but use is use after all, no matter how it is, he is not really in it.

He has gained a lot from this kind of entrapment, and he has established prestige in the army, and those people respect him very much, treat him with a sincere heart, and treat him as a brother.

So he was always lonely all the way.

He regards the sincerity of others as a tool for his own revenge.

This kind of loneliness, I don't know whether to be pitiful or deserved.

Su Jian thought, perhaps, his heart is already cold!

A boy so young had experienced the pain of losing his mother, and his father was so cruel to him, it was good that he didn't think about it at that time.

But later, Su Jian couldn't imagine how it would be like for him to personally poison his father.

Even if he doesn't love him, even if he doesn't treat him as a son.

However, the line between father and son cannot be ignored!

Presumably, at that time, his heart was also painful!

It's like the mood that Su Yanjing had when he was taking revenge on him.

Who wouldn't want to be filial to their parents?

However, his life was doomed to be bumpy from the beginning.

Every emperor in the past must go through such pain in order to ascend to the throne, which symbolizes supreme power.

If he wants to ascend to that throne, he must be ruthless and cold-blooded, and only in this way can he be able to defend that huge country.

However, isn't this a bit cruel, Su Jian thought.

Emperors are also human beings! Emperors also need family affection!

Isn't a person who has no family affection a monster?

Thinking about it this way, it seems that the emperor is indeed a monster.

A pathetic monster.

But what is the use of that supreme right?

The Celestial Clan in the past also had some supreme rights.

But in the end, they still perished, and it was so painful that they perished, so unforgettable.

Sometimes, rights don't mean you can do whatever you want.

The gods of the Celestial Clan have so much power, but they have to sacrifice their lives to fight against the evil spirits with ashes, so as to save the people of the world.

And the emperor is the same, he has the supreme power in the eyes of ordinary people, but they pay a lot of price.

They gave up family affection, they gave up friendship.

They are lonely, none of them can believe that they are really alone.

They thought they would have everything when they didn't ascend to that throne, but once they got to that much-anticipated position, they found that what he had wanted had already been thrown away by him in order to ascend to this throne.

Some things, once they are gone, then no matter how much power you have, it will not be irretrievable.

After losing it, they realized that it was too late.