Zhang Chenfan always felt like a stone in his heart.

"You can't understand his pain!"

Paschia's heavy roar hit Zhang Chenfan's nerves heavily.

Incomprehensible pain...... Is it?

Zhang Chenfan pondered the meaning of this sentence repeatedly, and his thoughts gradually moved to the illusion.

In the illusion, when he met Xu Tian, what was his situation?

Desperately rushed to the cliff, constantly shouting "no" and "don't leave", his voice was almost hoarse, full of despair, and he was sad to hear it at that time.

But I still don't know what he went through before that.

How much pain does it take to make such a cheerful person show such a look?

Zhang Chenfan couldn't imagine it, but he knew what happened next.

After some struggle, Zhang Chenfan suddenly broke away from the illusion under the effect of the purple-gold aura, and at that time, Xu Tian was still in the fire spirit vine, and all he could grasp was his own hand.

disappeared by himself, what can Xu Tian do, Zhang Chenfan is already very clear. He didn't dare to think any further.

What Xu Tian experienced before this, could it be a torture that can be compared to this?

When he and Yuan Yaoling completed the descent of the God of Fire, Zhang Chenfan was stunned. It turns out that the Soul Fusion Soul Technique can be transferred? Could it be that Yuan Yaoling deliberately snatched away the Soul Fusion Soul Technique from himself and Xu Tian? However, Zhang Chenfan's thought only lasted for a moment before he denied it. After the arrival of the god of fire, Yuan Yaoling's expression was also full of incredulity, remorse and confusion.

But Xu Tian must think so. At that time, Xu Tian's gray eyes were full of determination, which made Zhang Chenfan feel a little strange. Xu Tian left, but it wasn't him who was wrong, it was us.

……

Ling'er was rarely in a daze. After more than ten minutes, he came back to his senses from his complicated thoughts, took out a pen and paper from the bracelet casually, bit the tip of the pen quite tangled, and finally put down the pen.

"My current name is Yuan Yaoling," she wrote, "and this is my third name." ”

"When I had my first name, I gained a special ability in the underworld to be able to pass between reincarnations without losing my memory. It's just that the memories will be sealed and randomly unlocked later. The side effects of this ability are significant, and after I have a third name, I can forget something at any time, important or insignificant. What is clear now is ......"

"I've forgotten everything before the level 30 tribulation. ”

"Of course, this forgetting is not forgetting, but the memory is sealed, and it is completely possible to unravel it by chance. However, forgetting certain things can have irreparable consequences, so I wrote these down and if I feel that something important was forgotten from now on, I can check it here. ”

"It's just that I've only recently fully discovered this matter, and it's still a little late to say it, otherwise there should have been some more important things before the catastrophe. Although there are losses, it is still not too late. Here's a summary of what happened before that. Coordinates, Soul Continent Plane, Local Soul Calendar, 5773, December. ”

"When I had the first name, there was another person who acquired this special ability with me, and his name was Zhang. The chapter is branded between reincarnations, and its name is the Eye of Reincarnation, which is the key to the two of us being safe and sound through the reincarnation, through which we can return to the underworld, or the next random plane. ”

"So I had a second name, successfully opened the previous round of sealed memories, and began to look for the chapter. It's hard and simple to find a chapter. It is difficult because the plane is too vast, and it is simple because the chapter has a unique feature, that is, it is used to brand the reincarnation between the supreme treasures obtained from the underworld, 'writing the eye of reincarnation'. It has its chapters, its eyes are golden, and the image that anyone sees in it is the appearance of their previous reincarnation. With these two characteristics, it took me twenty-three years to find him again, but his memory was not fully unraveled like mine, or even at all, that is, he was no different from an ordinary person who passed through the cycle of reincarnation. ”

"I didn't give up easily, and I struggled together for four years in his team, hoping to find a chance to recover his memory, but until the end he killed me with his own hands, I didn't succeed, but it seemed to have some effect. ”

"But I didn't have a chance to confirm it again, and I was forever disqualified from using that second name. Back in the underworld, I went to question the Immortal. The Immortal told me that the two of us who have acquired special abilities together, and whoever has the Eye of Writing Reincarnation will take all the risks of not being able to unseal the memories in his hands. ”

"I cried, yes, I love Zhang, since I only had one name, I love Zhang, and Zhang loves me, but we have only been together for ten years, so after we arrived in the underworld, we worked together to get this reward, at that time, Zhang went to the Hades to receive the reward, and when he came back, Zhang said that the owner of the Eye of Writing Reincarnation will have more power, so I gave it to him, and he gladly accepted it. But now, the Hades King actually said that writing the eye of reincarnation itself is the price of this ability. ”

"I thought I didn't love him anymore after he killed me with his own hands, but now I find that I love him even more. I can never forget him again. I swear I will get him back again, and unseal all his memories. ”

"But I didn't die with him this time, he killed me, and I don't know how long after that he came to the underworld. Reincarnation waits for no one, I can only bet. No matter what, I have to do my best to find him, even if the reincarnation era is misplaced, there will always be a time to meet again, and I bite this glimmer of possibility. ”

"With a third name, I quickly found a person who seemed to be him, although I didn't see the eye of reincarnation for the time being, but the aura was very similar, and I was glad that I didn't want to miss even one possibility. ”

"According to the energy circulation system of this plane, I began the tribulation. After that, I had to give up on this person, because I could feel that if I still couldn't see the Eye of Writing Reincarnation after the tribulation, it wouldn't be him. ”

"The side effect of not being able to unlock the memory seal for him in the last cycle has finally come, this time, even my memory has become very difficult to unseal, and the memories before the tribulation are all sealed, and with some memories after that, I can roughly deduce the outline of what happened before that. ”

"This time my identity has become very delicate, I am a parasite cultivated by another plane in this soul continent plane, I have to say, this is also an external reason why my memory is difficult to deseal. Fortunately, the seal was lifted, so the many abilities that the plane had exerted on me in order to achieve the invasion had provided me with convenience. In this plane, I have several good companions, so I don't want to be the sword that plane inserts into the soul continent. ”

"Xu Tian is one of my partners, and he is also the candidate for what I thought was the 'Zhang' before the tribulation. Before that, I had intrigued, fought and killed on various battlefields, and more people died at my hands than he had ever eaten, but my heart was never touched by this, because I had only one goal, and that was Zhang. But this time, it's different. ”

"Because of a small carelessness, I fell into a trap and took away his 'Elemental Glass Soul'. After that day, I sought relevant information from Sect Elder, Xing Lao, and Ji Ling Academy's Soul Book Library. The Soul of Elemental Glass is definitely an extremely strong existence. How strong it is, there is no way to evaluate it on paper. Xu Tian is really a very ordinary person, there is nothing outstanding in athleticism, intelligence, and personality, there is only one spatial soul person's ability, or an ability that will strangle him during the tribulation, not to mention, the usual space soul person already has the ability to make a spatial horcrux before the tribulation, but he can't. This may be a side effect of the Elemental Glass Soul, and its main credit is to help Xu Tian survive the first tribulation. Indeed, after surviving the first tribulation, Xu Tian seemed to be much more confident, and even because of his all-elemental affinity, I didn't have the confidence to defeat him in that state. ”

"I don't know what happened to Xu Tian in the white mist, but after I snatched his Elemental Glass Soul, his almost desperate eyes were deeply imprinted in my mind, such a child who has never been in the world can actually have such eyes, I feel that I am deeply guilty, I know that I have taken almost all of him, not only his powerful ability, but also the last trace of the bond between him and his original partner, and Zhang Chenfan's, and Ling Fengjian's, two magical-level soul fusion soul techniques. ”

Eventually, he left, and his beast spirit, who seemed to be called Paschia. Maybe in his opinion, we people are more ruthless and cold-blooded than soul beasts. Especially me, who once took the initiative to get close to him, and then took the initiative to distance himself from him, but at this time he already had some special feelings for me. Now, I have extinguished all his hopes. ”

"I ruined his future, ruined his life. I failed him, and I will be sorry for him for the rest of my life. ”