Mu Yunzhi's words were very emotional, and it also made Chu Mo feel a lot of relief in his heart, but Chu Mo still cared about the matter of red dust and ink staining, that person obviously hurt Mu Yunzhi so deeply, why did Mu Yunzhi keep holding on?

"If I had met you earlier, wouldn't you have fallen in love with the red dust ink," Chu Mo suddenly sighed and asked.

This sentence made Mu Yunzhi silent for a long time, and after a long, long time, he replied: "No." Even if the person I met was you, I wouldn't have fallen in love with you at that time. You don't know what happened to me at that time, what I went through, and naturally you don't understand what the red dust ink stain means to me? At that time, I forgot everything, but I only remembered the pain of losing everything, at that time, my world was dark, I had no memory, I couldn't find memories, I didn't know where I came from, I didn't know who I was. ”

"When I first arrived in the Ghost Valley, there was no joy in my heart, only panic, I could feel the malice that the world threw at me, I had no sense of security, I couldn't sleep all night in the Ghost Valley, I could only huddle together with the only jade pendant left by my son. Can you understand that feeling? When one's world is endlessly dark, and suddenly there is a light, do you go after that light, or do you stay away?"

So when the red dust that saved my life, was so good to me, almost at will, came to me, I fell hopelessly in love, or rather, just grabbed the last straw. Maybe it's not love, it's just a ray of light that I found in the darkness. Mu Yunzhi smiled bitterly.

"In the first two years, he was really kind to me, he kept me by his side, knowing that I couldn't sleep alone at night, so he slept with me all night, taught me to practice his exercises, taught me to write, and taught me how to be a master. At that time, everyone who met me said that I was his favorite disciple, but he replied seriously, I was not his disciple, and he had no intention of accepting me as a disciple. ”

"He really didn't take me as a disciple, he just taught me to learn this. From the very beginning, he wanted me to fall in love with him, and then listen to him, to be the furnace of this heaven and earth, and to prevent all disasters for this heaven and earth. In this planning, he counted everything, but he didn't expect that there would be Gongzi and Yunmo. The appearance of Childe prevented a disaster for me and left a deep mark on my heart. And Yunmo's appearance was beyond his expectations, Yunmo's fate was not between this heaven and earth, and he couldn't infer his location according to the red line of fate. Therefore, when he instructed me to avoid all the people I knew in Bairongtang, he did not avoid Yunmo in Bairongtang who had the greatest influence on me. And the moment I remembered the past, his plan was flawed. ”

And this flaw was infinitely magnified by Yunmo, and finally tore all his plans, and also tore all the disguises he put on his body. Knowing the truth, I no longer believe in him, but there is still a glimmer of hope in my heart. Hopefully I was wrong about it, I was wrong, and it was just a misunderstanding. That person also loved me, and my heart struggled between belief and reason, and I began to be reluctant to go back to the Ghost Valley, and I was left out all day long. ”

"My life was bought by Gongzi with his own life, and I still carry the blood of millions of names on the Bairongtang Bone Mountain, I can't die in my own hands, at least I can't end my own life. So I began to go in and out of the major ancient tombs, looking for immortal tombs and seeking a dead end. Speaking of this, Mu Yunzhi suddenly laughed.

"But from that time on, there was one more person by my side, a person who had accompanied me through too many life and death situations, and he was also the person I owe the most in my life. If Yunmo insisted on following me back then, if I couldn't get rid of it, maybe I would have died in that immortal tomb like this, and there would be no more Mu Yunzhi in this world. ”

"Yunmo followed behind me, screaming at every danger, even if I wanted to ignore his existence. I couldn't get rid of him, and I didn't want Yunmo to die with me, so I simply took him to shuttle through the immortal tomb. We've been to a lot of immortal tombs, and we've encountered a lot of dangers, and every time I'm about to give up my life, Yunmo will appear in front of me, regardless of whether I'm really going to save him or not. ”

"In this way, we have been in the tombs for three years, and we have met many people and many things during this time. I have never dispelled the idea of seeking death, but Yunmo is by my side, and I can't do it. Later, Yunmo told me that if I lacked a goal to live, he would find me a goal to live. ”

"After that, Yunmo took me to Bairongtang and saw those old people back then, Yunmo said to me: Because of me, Gongzi has left, and those of them should be based on me, and I will be responsible for their future lives. At that time, I had already remembered most of the things, so naturally I would not object to his words. As a result, I really carried the life and future of Bairongtang, a hundred or so people. If I live, these people will definitely live well, and if I die, even if these people get rid of Bairongtang, there will be a second and third Bairongtang. So, I've been living a good life ever since. ”

But at that time, Yunmo said that it was not enough to just live, and he had to do something to say less, such as revenge or something. So I destroyed the four major families, and with the help of Yunmo, I also built the Pixiu clan. After the destruction of Bairong Hall, the old people in the past dispersed, protected and hid by me and Yunmo. The Phoenix Pavilion established to protect them was also established, and at the same time, the Pixiu Wargroup in the War Domain also began to emerge, and it seemed that everything was slowly getting better. I had a glimmer of hope in my heart for the scene Yunmo had said. And this glimmer of hope was also crushed by the red dust and ink dyeing with his own hands. ”

"The Pixiu War Regiment was forcibly taken away by them, and I was forcibly suppressed by Hongchen Ink, and was sealed and placed in Beichen, under the care of his henchman Chu Ze. Chu Ze didn't dare to do anything to me, he knew Hongchen Mozhi's attitude towards me, and he was actually okay with me. But they forgot that I, who had been sealed with my sanity and cultivation, was just a teenage girl, and how could I compare to those women in the Mu family's back house? This is why I was bullied so badly in the Mu family at the beginning, isn't it ridiculous that the dignified Lord Mingyan was reduced to being bullied by a group of mortals, and even almost lost his life. If it weren't for the sudden appearance of Yunmo at that time, I am afraid that at that time, I would have been eaten by the people in the back house of Mufu and all my bones would be gone. ”

"The seal of the red dust ink stain can't be sealed for a long time, my sanity is slowly recovering, that is, at that time, Yunmo gave up asking me to live and carry so much to live, he changed his goal, he planned such a big plan, to pull the red dust ink dye into the water and let him fall off the altar. Also to find a future leader for those old people, Chu Mo, you are the final level in our plan, whether it is me or Yun Mo, we will do our best to help you, your meaning to me is no worse than that of Hongchen Mo, and even more important than him. You are the one who walks side by side with me, and you will be the same as Yunmo at the beginning, so don't be presumptuous, you are really good. ”

Mu Yun stopped on Chu Mo's shoulder: "I made a wish, and I don't know if it can be realized, if it can, I'm afraid that the person who brought me this wish is you." No matter what happens, you are strong and stand up to all the burdens that I will put on you. ”