Chapter 2: Drinking to Kill Sorrow and Sorrow
Why? Could it be that in this era of looking at faces, if you don't have good looks, you have to lose everything?" Li Ruoying was unwilling.
She felt that she had really fallen into eight lifetimes of blood mold, and after experiencing such two big things on the same day, all of a sudden, she seemed to have nothing.
When she was at the lowest point in her life, there was no one to tell, and she still remembered the last time when her parents died in a car accident, it was Lin Haoran who accompanied her through the darkest days.
After those days passed, she and Lin Haoran have been together until today.
"Dad, Mom, I'm so sad, woo woo woo woo ......"
After crying for a while, Li Ruoying got up and went to the toilet to wash her face, looked at herself in the mirror, and smiled self-deprecatingly.
He is an ugly duckling who is alive, with a yellow face, serious dark circles, a hairstyle that has not changed for thousands of years, and a slightly chubby body, which is incompatible with this city full of fashion.
In fact, Li Ruoying's own foundation is not bad, the problem is that beautiful people can't compete with old-fashioned matching, plus she has been sitting in front of the computer desk for a long time, her body is a little meaty, and she has a little belly.
It is said that three points depend on talents, seven points depend on dressing, no matter how natural and beautiful people are, if they don't know how to maintain, they will be grinded into a scum by the years.
Li Ruoying originally thought that career depends on ability, love depends on sincerity, but after such an experience, she understood that everything must be based on her own beauty, no matter when, beauties can always get preferential treatment.
"From tomorrow onwards, my mother will also join the army of beauty, and I must make everyone who abandoned me regret it!" Li Ruoying swore a vow.
"Alas, after such a big event, let's have some wine to kill away our sorrows first!" Li Ruoying opened the refrigerator, and there were several cans of ready-made beer in it.
That was what she prepared for Lin Haoran, but she didn't expect that in the end, it entered her own mouth.
She took them all, opened a bottle and took a sip.
"Ahem, ahem!" was choked on her face as she moved too violently.
"Even you bully me!" Li Ruoying shook the wine bottle with a wry smile, drank the wine in a few sips, threw the wine bottle into the trash can like a vent, and reached out to open another bottle.
sat in front of the computer desk and clicked on a very sentimental song 'She slept with someone else'
"That person is not me, he is not me, but you slept with him, what do you want me to do, how do I say, how can I not be sad............"
"If it's lonely, you still love me, why don't you say it, the final picture is so profound............"
"This song is a true portrayal of me, hehe!"
Accompanied by sad love songs, Li Ruoying poured bottle after bottle of wine into her mouth, and even she didn't know how much she drank, until there was not a drop of wine left in the bottle.
"Vomit!" It didn't take long for a vomiting sound to sound in the bathroom, and Li Ruoying, who had never drunk alcohol, could stand such a heavy drink.
"Well, I don't know why everyone else likes to drink!" Li Ruoying felt that her stomach was about to vomit.
"I don't know if the dog man and woman ruined my bed. Drunkenly pushing open the bedroom door, the bed was neat, still the same as when she left in the morning.
Seeing that her bed was fine, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief, if they did it in her bed, then she would not be disgusted to death.
Throwing her body on the bed fiercely, smelling the smell that belonged to Lin Haoran, Li Ruoying began to feel sad again, thinking of the bits and pieces they had been getting along for four years, and her heart was extremely bitter.
Thinking about it, maybe she was tired of crying, maybe she was drunk, Li Ruoying fell asleep unconsciously.
"Eh, it hurts!" Li Ruoying patted her head, the sequelae of the hangover were really uncomfortable.
looked at the time, it was already ten o'clock: "Oh no, it's late!" Li Ruoying jumped up from the bed, hurriedly dressed and combed her hair, and after a while, she remembered that she had been fired by the company.
"Hehe, this was suddenly fired, it's really a little unaccustomed!" Li Ruoying threw away the comb in her hand and walked on the bed again.
In fact, if you think about it, it is also good to be fired, at least you don't have to go to the morning bus every day, and you can be careful in the company every day.
"How can I make myself beautiful?plastic surgery?," Li Ruoying sat on the bed and thought wildly.
"Forget it, I don't want to think about these useless things yet, I have to clean up the battlefield first. With a ponytail casually, Li Ruoying walked out of the bedroom in her SpongeBob pajamas.
I poured a glass of water, took a headache medicine and a stomach pain medicine, and scooped up rice to set up the porridge cooking function.
Li Ruoying originally wanted to make buckets of instant noodles to solve breakfast, but she was too crazy last night, causing her stomach to hurt like a fire now. Depending on the situation, you can only drink a little porridge.
While waiting for the porridge, Li Ruoying took a quick rest for a while, perhaps because the medicine worked, and after eating the porridge, she felt that her stomach was not so uncomfortable.
"I won't drink anymore when I'm killed, it's too sour. Ruoying muttered as she cleaned up the wine bottles on the floor, she wanted to vomit just by smelling the wine.
"His clothes, lost, his shoes, lost, his ......" Ruoying picked out all the things that belonged to Lin Haoran very seriously.
Now that this scumbag is gone, Ruoying's things are all lost, and she wants to start a new life, a life without Lin Haoran, when it is interrupted, it will be chaotic.
opened the photo album, it was full of bits and pieces of the two of them getting along in the past four years, and every time she flipped through it before, Ruoying felt extremely happy.
Now it's open, but it's so dazzling, and the warm scenes in the photo are like a sharp knife, which is stuck in her body.
"I thought that we would go on for the rest of our lives! It doesn't matter, there is no need for nostalgia for people who don't love me. ”
Ruoying closed the album heavily, raised her hand, and threw it in the garbage bag, not looking at it.
After a noon struggle, Ruoying finally cleaned up the things that belonged to Lin Haoran. As for the two of them, such as computers, furniture, etc., Ruoying didn't throw them away, she is a good child who is thrifty, and there is no need to lose a lot of money that should not be spent in order to be angry for a while.
"Hey, what is this?" Ruoying pulled out a small dusty box from the bottom of the cabinet, probably because it had been too long to see the original color of the box.
Patting the dust on it casually, Ruoying opened it, and inside the box was a very simple ring, dull, like a dusty pearl.
I tilted my head and thought about it for a while, but I didn't remember when I had bought such a ring.
"It's pretty good!" Ruoying casually put the ring on her index finger and found that the size was just right.