"Hey, what's wrong?"

Xu Ran stretched out his right hand and waved it in front of Zhu Quan's eyes.

"It's nothing, I just feel very confused!" Zhu Quan didn't blink his eyes and continued to empty himself.

Hearing this, Xu Ran immediately retracted his steps, turned around and turned from behind the sofa to Zhu Quan's right, put the cold drink on the coffee table, and looked at Zhu Quan with burning eyes, "If there is anything confused, tell me about it, we can discuss it together!"

Only then did Zhu Quan retract his gaze and glanced at Xu Ran, "Do you say I'll live like this for the rest of my life?"

"What do you mean by 'just living like this for the rest of your life'?" Xu Ran didn't understand what Zhu Quan meant, and frowned slightly.

Zhu Quan straightened up, he planned to talk to Xu Ran about his problem and see if she had any better insights.

After all, it is said that women are a very delicate group, although they are sometimes very mother-in-law, but maybe they can provide him with good ideas?

"Look, I'll write now, and I'll have a little martial arts or something, you can show me, how should I plan my career in the future?"

Suddenly asked such a serious question, Xu Ran was also a little stunned, looked Zhu Quan up and down, and then slowly spoke, "You, didn't get any stimulation, right?"

"No, I'm normal!"

"Then why did you suddenly think about career planning?"

"I think it's boring to have a day like this. Zhu Quan's gaze penetrated through the floor-to-ceiling window of the living room, looking at the flowers and plants on the side of the road, his eyes were confused.

"Every day I write, as if I had been reduced to a yardyard tool, and an emotionless machine. ”

"I have a lot of stuff that I know, but I don't always feel like I need it, you know?"

"And I think, I don't have a purpose in life now, I don't know how to spend the money I earn, I don't have to worry about eating and drinking, I still live in such a high-end villa, I can drive any car in the garage, you say, where is my value?"

Zhu Quan looked at Xu Ran with a wistful gaze, like a lost puppy, feeling particularly lonely and helpless.

Xu Ran probably knew what the situation was, this kind of thing had also happened to her, and with the knowledge she had learned, Zhu Quan was in a 'self-doubt'.

This is actually a kind of mental illness, most of which occurs in wealthy families, these people, as Zhu Quan said just now, have detached themselves from the most competitive bottom life in society, and suddenly entered a very leisurely circle, completely unable to adapt.

The purpose of their previous struggle was to have no worries about food and clothing, luxury cars and bungalows and even beautiful wives and concubines, but when they got them all, due to the limitations of their own pattern, they could no longer customize a higher goal for themselves, so they lost the motivation to live.

For the sake of excitement, some people choose illegal roads such as pornography, gambling, and drugs; another part of the people simply eat and wait for death, go shopping and walk their dogs every day; and only a very small number of people, whether they wake up themselves or are guided by others, finally touch the threshold of another level, regain their life, and continue to struggle for it.

The other level is very simple, that is, from the realization of self-worth, to the popularization of influencing the people around you, so that they recognize your value, and in the process of recognizing your value, let their own life also stand out from the most competitive part.

Xu Ran organized the language for a while, and then slowly spoke: "Zhu Quan, I have also encountered this situation of yours, let me tell you about my experience!"

"For as long as I can remember, I was sent to the countryside by my family, and at that time I didn't know that I was a rich kid, and I often did some naughty things, such as digging birds' nests on trees and so on. ”

"Later, when I grew up, I realized that my family was very rich, and my parents were trying to train me, let me experience a poor life, and let me know that money is not easy to come by. ”

"I was in high school and a sophomore in high school, and suddenly my worldview collapsed. ”

"I used to study well, in order to study hard, get into a good university, no longer like my former neighbors, facing the loess with their backs to the sky, thinking that my parents would no longer have the Spring Festival every year to reunite with the family. ”

"That year, my grades plummeted, from the top 10 in my age to the bottom 10 in my class, and although the teachers still tried to persuade me, I was so stupid at the time, and I said a lot of nonsense, I couldn't listen to it at all. ”

Zhu Quan slowly withdrew his gaze from the window and began to listen to Xu Ran's story.

"Until one day, I remember it was winter, it was snowing heavily, and the head teacher was giving us a lesson, and an old lady interrupted her in a hurry. ”

"Later, we learned that this old lady was her mother-in-law, and she went that day because the head teacher's daughter was sick, and the old lady was alone at home, so she couldn't come to school. ”

"It was originally a small cold, limited to the conditions in the countryside at that time, the little girl became dumb later, but my homeroom teacher still taught us conscientiously, and we didn't know that such a serious change had happened in her family at that time. ”

"Another monthly exam, I finally became the penultimate in the class, the head teacher called me to the office, patiently persuaded me, I was in the left ear and out of the right ear at that time, ignoring her words. ”

"But the little girl next to her attracted my attention, probably six or seven years old, honestly doing her homework there, occasionally looking up at me suspiciously, maybe she was very puzzled, why a student who studied so well could be the first in the exam. ”

Seeing that I was indifferent, the head teacher was also helpless, so she could only leave me aside and help her daughter with her homework. ”

I saw that she was talking all the time, and the little girl didn't say a word, so I asked the reason curiously. ”

The head teacher didn't hide it, so she told me the general situation, and said that her daughter likes to sing the most, and her biggest wish is to become a big star, and now she can't speak, so she wants to be a writer. ”

"I was very idiotic at the time, why is she a writer, the head teacher touched her daughter's head, the eyes were very gentle, very proud, she said, 'Yaya said that since she can't sing, she has to write down what she wants to tell others.' ’”

Speaking of this, Xu Ran was already teary-eyed, "I only realized at that time that I was not even as good as a six or seven-year-old girl, my conditions are much better than her, not to mention the conditions at home, at least I can still speak, right?"

"A child knows to tell others what she thinks, but what about me, I don't even have an idea, and I even refuse all the kindness of my parents, so I want to be a person who eats and waits for death. ”

"At that time, I promised Yaya: 'Since you can't sing, then my sister will sing for you,' I remember very clearly, after Yaya listened to my words, she happily wrote a sentence in her homework book: Sister, you are so beautiful, you will definitely be a big singer in the future!"

"Later, I asked my parents for money, and I said that I would treat Yaya, but my parents refused, and scolded me: 'There are many people in difficulty in this world, can you help me?'"

"I was so angry, so I saved up all my pocket money, secretly stuffed it in the head teacher's drawer, and vowed never to say a word to them again. ”

"Since then, I have made up my mind that I must be admitted to the conservatory, I must become a big star, and when I make my own money, I will treat Yaya, and I must cure her. ”

"Until I took the college entrance examination, I never went to the homeroom teacher's office again, I was afraid that when I saw Yaya, I would feel sorry for her, obviously my parents could help her, but they didn't help her, I felt that I was a sinner. ”

Speaking of this, Xu Ran was already crying, Zhu Quan handed her a tissue, patted her on the shoulder, and didn't know how to persuade her.

"When I got the admission letter, I walked into the head teacher's office again, fortunately Yaya was also there, I just wanted to tell her that her dream had begun. ”

"That day, Yaya was very happy, I didn't know why, when she called me 'sister', I woke up like a dream, it turned out that she could speak, although her voice was still very weak. ”

"The head teacher told me that there was a hospital with a new treatment and needed to do some clinical trials, and Yaya didn't know why she was selected, and then she was able to speak. ”

"Later, I found out that it was all a routine arranged by my parents, and they rejected me in order to stimulate me and make me want to make money, but how could they be cruel to a little girl who is so cute?"

"Although Yaya can speak, her dream has also become my official goal, maybe I used to be for Yaya, but I know that there are many people like Yaya, just like my parents said, they can't help everyone. ”

"I am even more determined to become a big star, so that the big star has enough influence to change more people's minds. ”

"I donated most of my income to the hospitals and schools in that county, I didn't want to see this kind of tragedy happen again, and I also gave advice to the authorities many times, hoping to pay attention to the medical care and education of left-behind children. ”

"What makes people happy is that the country has also paid attention to it, and the corresponding policies are also in place, I think, my dream has come true!"

After listening to Xu Ran's words, Zhu Quan was also deeply touched.

Xu Ran stopped sobbing, threw the tissue in his hand into the trash, and then said to Zhu Quan, "My dream was given to me by Yaya, I have almost achieved it, and I have also thought about the next goal, which is the actress, what about you?"

Zhu Quan thought of the stone tablet in front of the gate of the Gong Wei Division, which was engraved with three sentences: Gong Huaxia Gate, the benefit of the people, and the lawlessness!

It's for the arch guard!

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