Tan Zhimeng was alone upstairs, sitting with a thick quilt in her arms, looking through the gauzy curtains into the dark night. Even though Qi Yu was downstairs, she felt that he was by his side at this time, just like the distance when he was dancing with his hand just now, which was very appropriate. But the unique aura on his body had already surrounded her tightly, and even at this moment, it had not dispersed.

She ran from China to the United States, and from the United States to China, all in order to give him a chance to herself, and now that the opportunity is in front of her, why is she not so happy.

Once in the United States, he hugged his waist every scene, which seemed intimate, but in fact it was embarrassing. Tan Zhimeng sighed, she only now understood that her feelings for Qi Yu were just wishful thinking for her own satisfaction, which she could get when she was out of reach, but once she got it, it was tasteless.

Over the years, she has not only been difficult for others, but also for herself.

In the second half of the night, there were even meteors in early winter, Tan Zhimeng was stunned and watched the brilliance between the stars flickering and disappearing, just for a short moment. In the vast sky, it is fleeting, like a bunch of insignificance in the sea.

It's not unheard of the legend that if you make a wish on a shooting star, your wish will come true. It's a pity that she doesn't have the mood to make a wish at this time, or rather, she doesn't know what kind of wish she should make......

Sometimes, she also wondered if she really couldn't let go of Qi Yu, but now it seems that she has let go.

As soon as the empty door entered, the red dust was clear......

Qi Yu didn't understand Tan Zhimeng's plan to go back to Beiping the next day, her father was still in Nanjing, but she wanted to go back to Beiping? It stands to reason that she threw out an olive branch, Tan Zhimeng shouldn't be so indifferent, Qi Yu couldn't understand Tan Zhimeng, who was now in and out of place.

It seems that compared with Tan Zhimeng who I met in the United States, she seems to be a lot more mature now. Qi Yu felt that she was also pleased that she could grow so quickly, and she shouldn't be causing trouble for herself. Naturally, there is no need to treat a girl whose nose is not a nose and whose face is not a face.

"General, I'll be in Beiping for you. This is Tan Zhimeng's last sentence to Qi Yu before getting on the train.

It's a little inexplicable, but there's always an elusive eccentricity.

What kind of intersection do they have to have?

Qi Yu nodded his head plausibly, whether it was the subtext or the literal meaning, he didn't have time to think about it now.

……

An Chuchen knew that Tan Zhimeng was back, so he ran to the courtyard where she lived now to find her. The reason is that she knows what she did between Shanghai and Qi Yu. Now that rumors are spreading, Su Junge will know sooner or later, what should she do?

Su Junge sent her husband to the battlefield with her own hands, should she also send her husband to the arms of other women?

"What are you looking for me to do?" Tan Zhimeng asked An Chuchen with an indifferent face.

"What did you do in Shanghai?" An Chuchen asked Tan Zhimeng with a frown.

"It's the ...... you hear"

An Chuchen's heart was cold, and the person himself admitted that what else did he have to ask, and how could he ask it......

Tan Zhimeng turned around and sat back at the desk, leaving An Chuchen aside.

"Director An, do you want me to send off the guests personally?"

"Miss Tan, forgive me for being rude, I still have something to ask for. ”

"Say it. ”

"Miss Tan, we are also bosom friends, can we go further?"

"Make it clear. ”

"I want to marry you. ”

“……”

The words echoed through the room.

Tan Zhimeng burst into tears, and the tears fell on the pages of the book, wetting a large amount of handwriting.

An Chuchen stood in place, clenched his fists, and tried to control his breathing.

I only heard the wind outside blowing the fragile fallen leaves in all directions, making a loud noise, mixing with dust, and even more chaotic.

"You want to marry me?"

Tan Zhimeng turned around and looked at An Chuchen's righteousness seriously, is this what he looks like he wants to marry her? This is clearly the virtue of being generous to death.

If you marry her, you really have to work hard?

"Yes, we are like-minded, and the combination is not an accident. ”

"Is it for the power of our Tan family, or for your business, or ...... In order not to make Su Junge sad?"

“……”

"Director An, you and Lin Yan got married and divorced, it's not that I can't guess the reason, and now that you're doing this again, do you think that repeating the old trick is simply insulting you and me?!"

“……”

"Then let me tell you, Qi Yu, I have to marry, because if it weren't for me, there would be someone else, if it wasn't for me Tan Zhimeng, someone else would be arranged for him, can you guess who it is? I can't guess ......"

“……”

"I really don't deserve Qi Yu, and I don't want to have anything to do with Qi Yu anymore, but Jiang Xiaoquan won't let us go so easily, whether it's the Qi family or the Tan family, we can't escape......"

“……”

"I'm not with Qi Yu, if I'm someone else, can I tolerate Su Junge and her children? Qi Yu is here to fight the Japanese, can you bear to watch him kill the enemy on the front line, but his wife is separated in the rear?"

An Chuchen was blocked in a panic, he couldn't say a word of counterattack, all of Tan Zhimeng's words hit people's hearts, and the pain was like a needle prick.

"Miss Tan, I was wrong, sorry ......"

"Actually, I'm also unwilling, but do you know how I escaped from Lingyun Temple?"

The sun is slanting in the west, leaving the last reluctance on the window lattice.

Tan Zhimeng told An Chuchen about her unbearable experience in Lingyun Temple, like a frightening nightmare, and she didn't want to mention it again in this life.

In the early morning, the glow was slightly cute, and Tan Zhimeng woke up early this day. But the bed was warm, and she woke up but didn't want to get up.

I lifted the curtains and saw that Lingyun Temple woke up as sleepy as her, and Ruizhu saw that she was awake, so he yawned and put cotton clothes on her.

Just because she has a big plan today......

The host heard Tan Zhimeng's request and shook his head, "Amitabha, Master Tan, you want to be ordained, but the poor nun sees that you are not sincere to the Buddha, but the fate is not over, and you are bent on avoiding it." It's just that the fate in this earthly world is not finished, even if you shave, you can't really do it, but the mundane thing, you better think about it again. ”

The host brought Tan Zhimeng's shaving utensils to the side, pushed them, and then continued to twist beads and chant Buddha.

Tan Zhimeng didn't have a strong argument here, but she heard the ghost crying wolf outside, and the howl disrupted the beating of people's hearts. The host was also panicked for a while, but he was still calm and calm, and explained that Ruizhu and Tan Zhimeng went to the backyard to rest first, and she went to see what was going on.

It doesn't matter if you look at it, Tan Zhimeng is the last time to see the host......

"You know, there are nuns in Lingyun Temple, eating fasting and reciting Buddha, and purifying all sentient beings, but after this team of Japanese soldiers broke in, none of them were spared, the host was humiliated, and the fire was lit*, and the others were also killed and crippled...... Ruizhu and I were in a hurry and didn't go well, so we fell into the hole you dug that time, which was in the basement of the Su family, and we escaped. Later, fortunately, a nearby villager went to report to the army, and then the soldiers came and wiped out this group of Japanese, and later learned that the soldiers who came to suppress the Japanese were the old Shanghai army. Otherwise, you wouldn't even see me standing here talking to you. ”

"An Chuchen, you said that we are confidants, bosom friends, and like-minded people, you can marry me, but you tell me, do you love me? If Ruizhu can also read and hyphenate and know poetry and songs, I think she can also become your bosom friend and confidant. I'm just a couple of talkable partners with you, whether there's love or not, we know better than anyone else...... You don't love me, and I don't love you...... Isn't that right? You say, right?"

"My promise to Qi Yu, my promise to Su Junge, let's show you first!"

From hoarseness to sobbing and muttering, Tan Zhimeng's words became more and more powerless, she reached out and pulled off the wig on her head, revealing her bare skull.

"Miss Tan......"

An Chuchen never expected a scene, she actually shaved all her hair for herself......

She was determined to accompany the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha from now on, but Jiang Xiaoquan's suspicion of Qi Yu made her have to sew her cut hair back into a wig and put it on her head, and even Tan Jiadong and her three brothers hid it.

"Miss Tan......" An Chuchen suddenly burst into tears, he wanted to solve the problem, but he didn't expect to hear this sensational story, and also saw such a shocking scene, in addition, he also underestimated Tan Zhimeng.

"Without the presiding officer's sacrifice to save my life, I can't survive, without the Su family's basement, I can't escape, and without the help of the old Shanghai army, I will also be brutalized by the Japanese. Now I don't have any thoughts about Qi Yu anymore, I just want to protect them, and Director An's heart is the same. Tan Zhimeng swallowed her tears, but her lips were still trembling, and she couldn't help herself for a long time.

This heart, they are confidants, and they can experience it without love.