I finally got to 400 chapters, and I was about to approach 1.2 million words, which was a little sad and a little touching.

If it had ended resolutely at 800,000 words and entered the palace directly, there would have been no single chapter today, treating boredom as an interesting fragment.

I know not many people are reading this book, and there are no formal reviews in the book review section, and no one is willing to correct the typo, not even a swearing comment.

In fact, I am not the only one who has not signed a contract, but it seems that I am the only one who talks about this book, and most of the books also have well-wishers who have sent a comment to encourage them, saying that they have not signed a contract and are not on the shelves, and they can write millions of words, come on! Author!

I'm the only one, of course, no, no cheers, no audience, no boos, and now I'm slowly getting used to talking to myself on my own stage, but fortunately, there are some recommended votes that moved me, silently shouting cheers on the side.

I didn't even know about signing a contract at the beginning, so I logged in to an account at the starting point, and since then I have embarked on a road of no return, which is hesitation and pain, but the most painful thing is not whether to sign or not.

The most painful thing is that at the end of August was inexplicably blocked for almost two months, at that time I was very depressed, and finally some readers cheered on the scene, and suddenly turned into ashes, and I didn't know how to explain to them, by the way, I decided to let the book enter the palace from now on, and never see the light of day.

Unexpectedly, the painful thing happened again, the shield was lifted, alas, it's ridiculous, it's very difficult to even want to be a eunuch these years, and finally choose to love Hongchen, the outside world is indeed tempting, don't go to the palace, by the way, say hello to the readers who voted for the recommendation.

However, some of the readers who encouraged me to vote for recommendations every day did not come back, and I still feel pain in this blow.

I once wrote that everyone can get together because of the fate of a book, this friendship is already something that money can't buy, it's a kind of transcendence.

People come and go, people come and go, it is a natural phenomenon, when everyone chases books, there will always be an original intention, there is a point, this original intention and the point, is the common fate and fate of this book, because a book is connected, the southeast and northwest pull together, this is the most valuable sense of accomplishment of tribulation.

I am still very grateful to those readers who take turns to vote for me every month, I remember your names, I hope you don't forget me, don't forget the rivers and seas against the current, because of you, the rivers and seas have the opportunity to write until now, you are the catalyst, is the engine of propulsion.

I have crossed the threshold of a million words, what else can't be crossed, now is the beginning of the sea and the sky, the rainbow is in front, I just need to follow my own ideas, step by step forward, even a turtle will come to the end.

In the past, there was a reader's name that was Wangcai Buwang, and I comforted myself with the words Wangcai Buwang every day, and I didn't think it was really spiritually curative.

In fact, what people are most afraid of is comparison, loneliness, and self-talk. 〞

Seeing that someone is a seven-day watch, a change of 2,000 words, hanging high to promise that there will be no eunuchs, and then full of recommendation votes, I think of the fraction of these votes behind me, I can hold the dream and laugh, this is the comparison, the mentality is hurt, self-seeking, forget the proverb, people are more popular than the dead, self-seeking troubles, why bother!

At the beginning, it was a simple idea, the recommendation vote is free, and it will expire after 12 o'clock at midnight, so I treat the recommendation vote as my own salary, and ask for a recommendation vote, but I was wrong, some people really read books and don't vote, and vote for books that have not been signed, which seems to lower the style, in fact, those of us who have not signed a contract are also people, and we also work hard to write, and live a serious life every day.

I am a serious writer, except for work and family, the rest of the time is dedicated to writing, although it is not a contracted book, no income, no applause, but I still seriously carry out the writing thing, which is and will be the case in the future.

Mood is a turning cycle, sometimes I see it very openly, sometimes I care about it, I do the same thing over and over again, torturing my mood, of course I know it's really boring, so just open a single chapter to vent, it's better than stuffy in my heart.

Readers, when you read the book, throw a recommendation vote casually, I will be very grateful, I don't want to vote, I don't want to force it anymore, respect for readers is king, readers are the greatest, about this, I am slowly learning.

After all, this book is written by an unknown author, there is no contract, it is not on the shelves, it is not written by some great god, there will be no gifts from heaven, there will be no free publicity, and the distance between man and God will always be out of reach.

After the small talk, the author will still face the reality, work diligently to weave a better plot, all the way to the end, and maintain the principle of constantly becoming more and more supreme.

Regarding the ending, I asked in the book review section, and no one has an opinion, maybe my readers are really silent people, so it's okay, I can do whatever I want.

I will follow my writing style and my thinking, give it a go, although there may be hundreds of thousands of words from the end, but always have to do a good job of foreshadowing, this is my personal habit, think about the next step in advance, and then live happily in the article.

I just got the freshly baked desk calendar for next year, and there is a warm feeling, and there is a line of words printed on the table calendar very clearly, which is really a coincidence, as if it was specially written to encourage me, and this sentence is also dedicated to all readers who have been, are and will like this book in the future.

"Writing, like life, is a journey of discovery. 〞

Bless all readers to discover their loved ones, discover their potential, discover what they want, and discover what it means to be alive.

Beautiful skies.