As soon as he thought of this, he was depressed and speechless, only feeling upset and at a loss, and secretly said: "It's really difficult." Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoI suddenly feel like my brain cells are running out of cells. I haven't felt like this in a long time. Could it be that I've reached a bottleneck?

No. Absolutely not. Even if I really knew that I had reached a bottleneck, I couldn't give up at this time, and if I gave up, then my previous efforts would be completely in vain. However, if you don't give up, should you continue to stare at the problem just now? I always feel that I will end up at a dead end.

Damn! This Lord Shihai and the number one killer are indeed not ordinary people. At that time, the complexity of things was far beyond the limits of an ordinary person like me. What should I do? Do I have to take a break and keep thinking? Surely not either. That's right. If I have the idea of resting, I slack off.

Even if it's just a short break, it's not good. It makes me feel dependent. I've already taken a break anyway, and the feeling of relaxation is so desirable. So, I can't do that anyway. Now is the most critical moment, as long as I rest, then I am finished.

But it's really difficult. I can't rest right now, and I haven't made any progress. What can I do about that? No. If I don't rest, that's the best progress. Because, as long as I don't take a break and keep thinking, I can always come up with good ideas. Even if it's not a great idea.

It may not have helped me in the past, but it has helped me a lot now. A little breakthrough is also a breakthrough. No one has ever said that every improvement has to be great. That's right. It's like climbing a mountain, it's always the fastest and the most progressive at the beginning, but the more you go up, the slower it becomes.

Because, the higher you go, the greater the physical exertion. The greater the physical exertion, the more difficult it becomes. If you find it difficult to move forward, in fact, from another point of view, it means that you are about to reach the top of the mountain. So, there is no way out, I can't give up, I have to keep thinking about it.

It's just a difficult question about how to think about it, right. Didn't I just come up with a great idea? I can change the angle. It's true that I can't move forward with the current problem, but that doesn't mean I can't move forward from a different perspective. It's still like climbing a mountain. There is no road ahead, how can I continue to climb up?

Of course, it's a different way. There must be other mountain roads that lead to the top of the mountain. If I look at it from a different perspective, I might find something new. ”

As soon as he thought of this, the more he thought about it, the more reasonable he felt, the more he felt reasonable, the more affirmed, nodded, then smiled again, and said secretly: "Very good." It's really good. I should have thought that way a long time ago. Good put. Now let's look at it from a different perspective. First of all, this matter is extremely unfavorable to Lord Shi Hai, and I have only seen the unfavorable side of Lord Shi Hai all along.

I get it. That means it's time for me to see the good side of the matter. Only in this way can we continue these powerful sides, so that Lord Shihai can completely find the opportunity to leave the planet. Otherwise, he probably wouldn't have left the planet.

After all, there was one more person who came to kill him. This is a fact that cannot be ignored in any way. So what exactly will be the benefits of this assassination encounter? I seem to have been ignoring one fact all along. It should have been brought in early to understand.

Isn't that Lord Shihai being liked by the number one killer? Isn't this the best opportunity? Although it's a bit of a shame to say that such a thing is liked. But there's an old saying that says it well. Being liked is not a shameless thing. Also, there are many benefits to being liked.

For example, you can make people who like you obey you. I see. That's how it works. I said it was a little strange to say, and I couldn't think of a good answer anyway. It's not that I can't think of it, it's that I haven't been thinking about it.

As long as Lord Shi Hai knows through words that the other party likes him, can't he make good use of it?And Lord Shi Hai should find out this, because he is not stupid, and his observation is very good. So, he should have said so. Don't be surprised, I'm not blind, I can see it in your eyes.

But there are some things I have to tell you. You like me, but please don't force me. Because, I don't like men. I will respect you. What? You think I'm hurting you? No, no, no. Don't get me wrong. I'm just confessing to you.

Frankly, do you understand? I want you to know my heart. It's such a simple idea, and I don't have any other selfish thoughts. As for whether I want to hurt you on purpose, I don't have that kind of thought at all. I just want to talk to you. Or you can understand it as a fight to the death.

The reason is simple. I'm a monk, too. While we are both killers and the mission is to kill the target, and my mission is complete, yours is not. So, there's nothing wrong with you killing me, but if the situation really forces me, I'll kill you too.

That's why I confessed, and that's the purpose. I hope we get to know each other before we duel. Why? Don't you think that's enough? You need to know more? It's better to have physical contact? It's not okay. I said, I'm a man, a decent man.

And what I like is women. Not a man. You see, you're a man, so there's no way I'm going to like you. Unless you're a woman. But that's obviously not true. You know what I mean? Absolutely. You can be transgender and be a woman for me, it's your own business, it has nothing to do with me.

But just because you do that doesn't mean I'm going to accept you. Because, you see, it's my business to accept or not to accept. So, the two of us are concerned about different things. What's wrong? Are you sad? Don't be sad. There's no way around it. Who made our ideas so inconsistent?

Right? Of course. In fact, if you don't have the same ideas, you can be friends or even lovers. It's just that I don't like you. That's the most important thing. Actually, it's not that you're not pretty. But the problem is that you're a man. That's the biggest reason why I can't accept it.

It can be said that Lord Shi Hai's words may not necessarily say this, but the meaning should not be much worse. That's basically what it means. Because, if you want to say something else, it is not appropriate. Although he rejected the love of the number one killer, he did not completely refuse, in fact, it was also for the other party's hope.

It's just that this hope is very small. However, as the number one killer, he must have the pride to complete the task and the sense of victory. It's easy to understand. He was facing a man who had never failed. If the Shi Hai Lord in front of him has a poor record, or his ranking is much lower than him. He probably doesn't even look at it twice.

However, the person he was dealing with was not the kind of person who could be completely ignored. Even in comparison, he had to bother anyway. Because, who made him like Lord Shihai. It's just that liking it wasn't enough to inspire him to get the job done. Even if he saw through Lord Shi Hai's thoughts, he wouldn't let Lord Shi Hai get his wish.

However, his obsession is not necessarily going to complete the task immediately. For example, really de-transgender. Even if he really knew that sex change didn't have much effect, he wouldn't allow himself to give up without even trying. However, before he really did this kind of thing, he would most likely test Lord Shi Hai.

In other words, it is more of a gamble than a temptation. Because, if he is successful, he doesn't need to do anything transgender. As long as you keep your original gender, you're fine. So, he's probably going to say that. What are you excited about? Don't get excited. Don't talk nonsense either. When did I say I was a man?

Don't look at me dressed like this, in fact, to tell you the truth, I'm a woman. I really am a woman. The reason why I dressed up like this is because I was afraid that I would be bullied after my identity was exposed. More importantly, I'm used to it.

The way those women dressed and behaved as you remembered, I had completely abandoned at a very young age. Because, at that time, I was miserable, and if I hadn't abandoned those things, I wouldn't have survived. And as long as I can't survive, I won't be able to have the cultivation I have now.

Without such strength, I would not have the reputation, status and influence I have now. How can I see you without influence? In so many years of assassination missions, I have actually met countless types of men. However, only you are the most special.

Because, I have never met a man who can complete an assassination mission to such a high rate. Before you came along, I always thought it would be okay to just increase the completion rate to nine. Because, as the old saying goes, it's good. Perfect. There will always be times when you miss.

And we killers have to be desperate every time they carry out their mission. Therefore, in many cases, it is better to choose to give up than to choose to die and lose your life. Only in this way can we continue to live for a long time, and only by living for a long time can we become stronger and more reassuring.

That's what I've always been and why I'm doing it. The reason why I dress up as a man is to give up decisively so that I can give up a lot of times. In fact, I am also reminding myself that you must not spoil a big thing because of impulse or emotion.

However, all that changed after meeting you. You don't know. My heart was beating fast and my breathing was rapid, something I hadn't experienced in all these years. But just because I didn't have that doesn't mean I don't know what it's like.

Of the women I've killed in the past, someone has already told me that it's what love feels like. It's a reaction that only happens when you fall in love with someone. So, I love you. If you want, I can even restore your daughter's body. Even if it would have a very bad impact on my future, I don't care.

Because, for me now, no, not just now, you must not get me wrong. For me in my life, being able to be with you is my greatest happiness and only happiness. I can give up everything for you, even where I am now.

If you want my title of number one, I can give it to you. As for whether you want my life or not, then I can give it to you as well. I'm willing to sacrifice myself for you as long as you're willing. Of course, I hope you don't do it if you can.

After all, if I were to die, I wouldn't be able to experience the joy of being with you. You'll be lonely forever. I don't want the rest of your body to live in eternal guilt. So, I hope you can continue to be happy. And the only person in this world who can bring you happiness and joy is none other than me.

That's why I oh don't want you to kill me. It's just me with you. You will be able to experience happiness. Otherwise, the back half of your body will be boring. Let me stay with you. All right?

I'm alive, in fact, there are many, many more benefits for you. You can learn my exercises, you can also have my wealth, and as for my influence and network, I can give it to you if you want.

Of course. I know you're going to have a lot of needs, even something that I don't have. That's okay, as long as you can accept me, then whatever you ask, I will do my best to complete it for you. Even if it is for this, I have to pay with my life.

How's that? Accept me. Okay? That's all I have to ask. Oh. That's right. Your problem now is that you can't get out of this planet, right? As long as you accept me. Then, I can immediately go and tell the most powerful rich man on the planet that you have been killed by me.

Then, if you are not at ease, I can ask to meet with all their rich lords. When all the rich men come, I will kill them all myself. Then no one will dare to kill you again. Is that good? What? Do you still think it's bad?

That's okay, we can think of something else. All in all, I will do everything in my power to satisfy you. You have to trust me, it won't be difficult to take you off this planet at all. Oh. I know. You're worried about the counterattack of other killers on the planet, right?

You don't have to worry about that. I'm the number one killer, they don't know you, but it's impossible not to know me, not to know me. I'm their common idol, and as long as I say a word, they won't kill you. ”