Chapter 83
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Sitting in a sedan chair that does not represent Xie Fu.
But she didn't blame him, she still thanked him, and she liked the decision.
The moon is extremely bright tonight, and unlike the night that was sometimes obscured by thick clouds in previous days, tonight, it is exceptionally beautiful.
Countless moonlight poured down into the sky, illuminating countless scenes ahead.
In it, she saw the familiar fiery red of her memory.
His eyelids were slightly closed, as if he was taking a nap. On his head, his body was sprinkled with falling begonia flowers, which was as poignant as a beauty in the court.
The farthest distance in the world is not that you are on this side of the world and I am on the other side, but that you are so close that you have no self in your heart!
Slowly pacing closer, Fu Jiayue almost smiled like a flower, looking at him with a depth in his eyes that he had never seen before: "You are really here, do you know it, but you are worried about me." ”
As he spoke, he slowly squatted down and took off the begonia flowers that remained on his hair little by little.
"Why don't you go to the doctor after such a serious injury, but you can't heal yourself while sitting here alone?"
"My clothes are all in disarray, and I don't know how to put them on, so come, get up. ”
As he spoke, he put his hands on his shoulders.
Qiao Yushu, who had been staring at her for a long time with raised eyes, finally said slowly: "Jia Yue, are you okay?"
There was forbearance in his voice, as if he hated his own powerlessness.
She shook her head slowly, still with a smile like a spring breeze on her face: "It's obvious that you yourself are so badly injured, but you still come to worry about me." ”
"He, you ......"
"I was fine, he just bit me on the shoulder. Don't worry about me, come back with me, okay?"
That scene was terrible, so terrible that she didn't want to think about it anymore.
However, the man was not interested in her, and seemed to just want to use his last scream to stimulate the man in front of her now.
The tooth marks on the shoulders are still deeply imprinted.
As she spoke, she reached out and brushed a strand of hair from his face.
But I saw that he turned his face away and stopped looking at her: "Don't touch me, I'm dirty." ”
There was anger in his voice, helplessness, and even more despair.
Seeing this, her nose was sour, but she still had a smile on her face, holding his cheeks with both hands, looking directly into his eyes, and whispering: "What nonsense, but where is it dirty? In my eyes, you will always be that beautiful little Joe who is close to the demon and a little stinky fart." ”
"No, I'm dirty, I'm dirty. ”
A tear slipped from the corner of his eye.
God knows, he, never shed a tear.
Even in that case, it was never.
"It's really not dirty, you trust me. Believe me, no matter what you become, you will always be the little Joe in my heart, and you will not change. ”
There was already a little eagerness in her voice, as if she was afraid that the person in front of her would not believe her words, and would not believe her truest thoughts in her heart.
But this, this is not something she can control with a few words.
For the first time, she felt that she was so incompetent, so incompetent that she thought that she could control her own destiny, but in the end she only relied on the protection of others, and even affected others.
was silent for a long time, and all that came out was his faint voice: "You go, I want to be alone." ”
She had never seen him so lonely, and she had never seen him so depressed for one thing.
She was really anxious, scared, she was afraid that she would never be able to enter his heart again.
Grabbing his hand, the strength tightened a little, as if he wanted to use the pain in his body to regain his almost numb consciousness: "Really, Qiao Yushu, you believe me! Qiao Yushu! Did you hear me!"
Shaking him desperately, but he still didn't realize it, just closed his eyes slightly.
Tears rained down in her eyes, and she repeated over and over again with a choked sob: "Who is that man, who is that? I'm going to kill him!"
Finally, he raised his eyes to look at her as if he had just woken up from a big dream, but he examined her carefully for a long time as if he didn't know her, and then just smiled and shook his head and said, "No, you can't fight him! Even I can't fight him!"
There was endless ridicule in the laughter, and the despair that was still the same.
"Who is he?" Qiao Yushu, you say!"
"Don't ask again, please don't ask again!" the words were almost pleading, and a tear slipped from the corner of his eye again.
"Yushu, why are you so stupid? You shouldn't have come to save me at all, why are you so stupid?"
I hugged him and cried almost hoarsely.
The sky seems to have fallen.
"Jia Yue, will you look down on me?"
The faint voice came to my ears and I remembered it clearly.
She hugged his hand tighter and tighter: "No, no, Yushu, what do you say? Believe me, no." ”
The tone was still faint, with endless bitterness: "No, you will, you left me because of this before, you pointed at my nose and scolded me for being dirty, and later, you didn't come to me here at the Begonia Tree anymore, because you don't like me anymore, you like Xie Bai." ”
Gently lift her away.
She panicked: "No, everything is because I am ignorant, I really can't." ”
She didn't know if she was Fu Jiayue now, but the deepest emotion in her heart was telling her.
If he wasn't there, she wouldn't be able to live alone!
However, she didn't know what kind of relationship they had before.
She didn't know what to do, so she could only hold on to his sleeve tightly and in the simplest way possible, not to let him disappear from her eyes.
After a moment of silence, he finally raised his slightly closed eyes again, did not look at her, and said in a tone more like to himself: "You know what? I don't want all this, and I'm disgusting." On weekdays, he sent me out on assignments, but when he was interested, he pressed on me for fun. I hate him, I have dignity, but I can't resist.
Do you know? Once, he had to have fun with me in broad daylight behind a rockery, but do you know how scared I was? I was afraid to see his disgusting eyes with lust, I was afraid to see his rude movements twitching on me, and I was even more afraid of being bumped into and you to be known.
But I could only bear it in humiliation, and I couldn't resist his rage. Originally, I wanted to kill him with my own hands one day, but since I met you, I want to protect you and be with you for the rest of my life. So, no matter what, I can't take my own life.
I'm waiting, waiting for me to slash him one day, waiting for me to marry you in style. However, everything is self-righteous to me. You finally knew all this filthy everything, and finally left me, and finally married Xie Bai as his wife. And I still can't escape from the devil's hands, let alone the ridiculous oath he swears.
What's even more ridiculous is that I originally swore to protect you, but it was even more useless to implicate you, implicate you in disgusting treatment, implicate you in seeing and hearing this disgusting scene. ”
Countless tears of despair slipped from the corners of his eyes, and he finished the long sentence in a staccato cough.
After saying it for a while, there was only the sound of the wind blowing the begonia flowers and the falling leaves.
Countless fears suddenly welled up in her heart, she was really scared, she felt that the man in front of her seemed to be saying goodbye, as if he would never appear in front of her again, never smile at her evilly, and never tell her some specious things again.
Tears fell again, and all that remained in her mouth was the repetition of the words: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”
"Don't say sorry to me, it's not your fault for all this, it's just me who is at fault, only blame me for being too useless, just blame me for not being able to protect you!"
"No, it's not ......"
"Shall you stop talking? I just want to talk to you quietly. ”
Her gaze touched the blood red of his abdomen, and she faintly saw blood oozing from his dry clothes again, obviously it had already flowed so much, as if it would never be exhausted.
As if a corner of her heart had been slashed off by a short fine knife, she tried to persuade again: "Shall I take you to the doctor first?"
"After a while, will you listen to me for a while?"
There was hope in his eyes, a nostalgia for the past.
She couldn't refuse.
I only heard him speak slowly, talking about the memory from his perspective: "Do you remember? The first time we met was on the begonia tree in your palace. As now, I was wounded in the abdomen, and for the first time, I had the idea of holding a woman hostage. To my surprise, you were not afraid, and even helped me to escape from the palace. But I am not grateful to you, because, even if you don't help me, I can hold you hostage and leave the palace easily.
Later, I would appear on that begonia tree from time to time, but not because of you, but because the begonia tree is a common tree in my hometown, but I haven't seen it for many years, and I can't help but feel a little nostalgic when I see it. But you seem to be very happy to see me again. I don't see the slightest fear in your look.
I don't want to pay attention to you, so I'll take a break here after the night mission. But you, still looking for it, as if you didn't realize it, told me about the fun things you experienced. From small things on weekdays to big things such as the ups and downs of national fortunes, I will talk about them all.
I was impatient, but I still had some feelings for you, so I ignored you and just lay down. Until one day, you didn't come on time as usual, and even I waited for a long time that you were the future. For some reason, I felt empty, like there was something I hadn't done.
After waiting for a long time, just when I finally decided to leave, I saw you running panting. You seem to be very surprised to see me, listen to me, you didn't expect me to be here. You said that you couldn't get out because your father insisted on asking you to attend the dinner, and as soon as it was over, you came in a hurry. For some reason, after listening to your words, a stone that was originally blocked in my heart seemed to fall silently and unconsciously.
And thou hast told me many things about the feast that night, and I have been fond of hearing them from thee. You're talking so interesting, I feel like I'm there.
Over time, I found that I had a bit of a liking for you. Coincidentally, on the night I wanted to confess my heart to you, you confessed to me first. To be honest, I was a little stunned, even a little incredulous. Because I can't think of anything about myself that attracts you, you can't see what I look like, I'm usually silent, and if I had to say, I can't think of it. But the most in the bottom of my heart is joy, and I am glad that you also like me.
You gave me a jade pendant, saying that you caught it when you caught Zhou, and you have always taken it with you. But I don't know what to give you for a while, maybe I answered that sentence, you don't know what despair is if you don't work hard. So, I was just desperate because of fear. And everything you carry is soaked in blood, but you can't give it to you.
So, I folded a grass kite for you, this folding method was taught to me by my mother when I was a child, the folding method is fine, but it is also a token for the time being. What I didn't expect was that when you received this grass kite, you were extremely happy, as if you had received such a precious gift. ”
Speaking of this, he paused, and wanted to raise his slightly drunken eyes to look at her, but then a strong surge surged in his chest again: "Ahem-"
Seeing this, she hurriedly stretched out her hand to soothe his breath while soothing him, and said softly with a little happiness: "Don't say it, I know all this." ”
In a moment, his coughing face was flushed, and he could finally raise his eyes to look at her again. I saw that the woman's eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and her eyes were full of happiness, and she seemed to be glowing with scorching brilliance under the moonlight, almost blurring his eyes.
Dark.
Mo Wu couldn't stand the fact that his wife was on the wedding night, and the other men were like each other, and he glanced at Xie Bai at the moment, but he saw that his eyes were still faint, as if nothing had happened.
He could feel that Childe liked the princess. Otherwise, he would not have rushed to the flooded place in order to marry the princess as soon as possible, and personally solved the complicated and easily offended corruption.
After all, although the son has the ideal ambition of helping the world, it is inevitable that there will be a sleek time when he should be alone in the court.
Before, Childe wouldn't be like this.
Thinking of this, Mo Wu called lightly: "Childe?"
"Let's go!"
Xie Bai didn't look at him, as if he understood the meaning of his words, and turned to leave.
"Don't wait for Madame?"
Mo Wu was stunned for a moment, and when he saw Xie Bai's figure about to go away, he hurriedly called.
"This is the palace where she has been for more than ten years, and it will be fine. ”
"Whoa!"
For a while, Mo Wu couldn't help but glance at where the two of them were, and then followed Xie Bai's footsteps and left.
After all, she still has a secret guard by her side.
At this time, under the begonia tree, Qiao Yushu was half leaning on the trunk, and Fu Jiayue was sitting opposite. The two of them were just looking at each other and smiling like two wax figures, and if it weren't for the occasional blinking of their eyes, they thought that they were really not two living creatures.
For a while, the tears had stopped, and Fu Jiayue couldn't help but burst out laughing.
Seeing this, Qiao Yushu couldn't help but show his hidden silver teeth, smiling like a pale pink begonia flower swaying in the wind, scorching and dazzling. (To be continued.) )