Chapter 1458: Life Experience

Yan Qingrui hurriedly went out and chased out, not far ahead, when she saw Jingqiu facing Jingchen Shitai and the leader came, she turned around with confidence. Lewen.

Although the words in that booklet are strong and powerful, Yan Qingrui knows them alone, but how to combine them into the meaning that Su Ruolan wanted to express at the beginning, I am afraid that I will have to study it carefully.

Yan Qingrui couldn't wait to go back and study it again, so she let Xingyun rest first, picked out the wick, and read the words silently according to the light, then sat on the meditation bed, closed her eyes, and began to combine these sentences in her mind.

It's like a jigsaw puzzle, but the jigsaw puzzle has a general picture, and she only has a bunch of pieces here, and she doesn't know what it looks like, so it's naturally more difficult.

Fortunately, Yan Qingrui's mind has always been cautious and meticulous, her memory is amazing, and she is keen and intelligent, so she first eliminated the twenty-eight characters of that poem, and after an hour of meditation, she finally got the result.

But this result made Yan Qingrui's face slightly weird, and even in her heart, there was a moment of confusion, and then, more questions surfaced, and she shook her head with a wry smile.

It was a letter, a long letter:

Qingrui Wu'er:

When I saw the letter, my mother must have been in trouble.

Growing up with you for five years, this is a gift from God to my mother, and I am always grateful for my mother. However, there is also a deep sense of unease.

My mother has always kept a secret in my heart, and that secret makes my mother contradictory and unspeakable. I wanted to wait until you were older to tell you. But there are unforeseen circumstances in the sky, and my mother is afraid that I can't grow up with you, and this secret can't go with my mother, so it exists here.

My mother has left relevant clues, if there is a fate, you will see it. If it is not fate, then it is also providential.

What I will tell you next, my son, do not be surprised: I treat you as my own, but you are not my own!

Five years ago, Yanfu Zhang's aunt entered the door and brought back two boys, when the mother was three months pregnant, Zhang's deliberate provocation, the mother's anger almost miscarriage, and then, Yan Hongyang on the grounds that I was pregnant and not suitable for work, handed over the feed to Zhang's care.

The mother put all her hopes on the child, and had no intention of these battles.

However, the mother never expected that Zhang's mind was vicious, and he actually added abortion medicine to his mother's drinking water, so the mother moved to Xianyunzhuang to raise the baby. This stay is a year.

In the end, Zhang's medicine damaged the fetus, although he tried his best to recuperate, the child still did not survive, and the fetus, which was five months old, died in the womb. The mother was heartbroken and hateful, unable to help herself, and spent her life in tears every time. My mother knows that it will be my mother's only child, Yan Hongyang has been borrowing your grandfather as a stepping stone from beginning to end, he is ruthless and I will leave, how can my mother give birth to the Yan family's flesh and blood for such a man?

At that time, my mother planned to live in Xianyunzhuang forever and never return to Beijing! Even when my mother had a child in her womb who died, she never sent anyone to Yanfu to deliver the news. Yan Hongyang has the Zhang family by his side, and his mother is not by his side, and he has never sent anyone to care for and inquire for half a sentence. Four months after the mother lost her child, under the careful care of her mother, her body has recovered, and her life is calm.

Yan Qingrui had a guess about her life experience before, but after all, it was just a guess, and at this time, it could be regarded as a confirmation of Su Ruolan's true authority.

Yan Qingrui hurriedly went out and chased out, not far ahead, when she saw Jingqiu facing Jingchen Shitai and the leader came, she turned around with confidence. Lewen.

Although the words in that booklet are strong and powerful, Yan Qingrui knows them alone, but how to combine them into the meaning that Su Ruolan wanted to express at the beginning, I am afraid that I will have to study it carefully.

Yan Qingrui couldn't wait to go back and study it again, so she let Xingyun rest first, picked out the wick, and read the words silently according to the light, then sat on the meditation bed, closed her eyes, and began to combine these sentences in her mind.

It's like a jigsaw puzzle, but the jigsaw puzzle has a general picture, and she only has a bunch of pieces here, and she doesn't know what it looks like, so it's naturally more difficult.

Fortunately, Yan Qingrui's mind has always been cautious and meticulous, her memory is amazing, and she is keen and intelligent, so she first eliminated the twenty-eight characters of that poem, and after an hour of meditation, she finally got the result.

But this result made Yan Qingrui's face slightly weird, and even in her heart, there was a moment of confusion, and then, more questions surfaced, and she shook her head with a wry smile.

It was a letter, a long letter:

Qingrui Wu'er:

When I saw the letter, my mother must have been in trouble.

Growing up with you for five years, this is a gift from God to my mother, and I am always grateful for my mother. However, there is also a deep sense of unease.

My mother has always kept a secret in my heart, and that secret makes my mother contradictory and unspeakable. I wanted to wait until you were older to tell you. But there are unforeseen circumstances in the sky, and my mother is afraid that I can't grow up with you, and this secret can't go with my mother, so it exists here.

My mother has left relevant clues, if there is a fate, you will see it. If it is not fate, then it is also providential.

What I will tell you next, my son, do not be surprised: I treat you as my own, but you are not my own!

Five years ago, Yanfu Zhang's aunt entered the door and brought back two boys, when the mother was three months pregnant, Zhang's deliberate provocation, the mother's anger almost miscarriage, and then, Yan Hongyang on the grounds that I was pregnant and not suitable for work, handed over the feed to Zhang's care.

The mother put all her hopes on the child, and had no intention of these battles.

However, the mother never expected that Zhang's mind was vicious, and he actually added abortion medicine to his mother's drinking water, so the mother moved to Xianyunzhuang to raise the baby. This stay is a year.

In the end, Zhang's medicine damaged the fetus, although he tried his best to recuperate, the child still did not survive, and the fetus, which was five months old, died in the womb. The mother was heartbroken and hateful, unable to help herself, and spent her life in tears every time. My mother knows that it will be my mother's only child, Yan Hongyang has been borrowing your grandfather as a stepping stone from beginning to end, he is ruthless and I will leave, how can my mother give birth to the Yan family's flesh and blood for such a man?

At that time, my mother planned to live in Xianyunzhuang forever and never return to Beijing! Even when my mother had a child in her womb who died, she never sent anyone to Yanfu to deliver the news. Yan Hongyang has the Zhang family by his side, and his mother is not by his side, and he has never sent anyone to care for and inquire for half a sentence. Four months after the mother lost her child, under the careful care of her mother, her body has recovered, and her life is calm.

Yan Qingrui had a guess about her life experience before, but after all, it was just a guess, and at this time, it could be regarded as a confirmation of Su Ruolan's true authority.