Chapter 81: A proper heart-to-heart conversation is also great

Xia Sang smiled and didn't speak, motioning for Xiao Si to sit with her on the chair for resting. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info she looked at Xiao Si quietly for a while, she knew that Xiao Si knew that she was organizing language. In fact, this is indeed the case.

She and Mu Yanqiao to be honest, there really isn't much enmity now, whether it was the gangsters at the beginning, or the battle she thought was a duel, she and Mu Yanqiao didn't come one-on-one. But she couldn't afford not to pay attention to her, and she couldn't let go of her goals since she was reborn. What's more, it won't be long before she can witness something that she can't remember in her previous life, and she can't turn a blind eye. But...... How to tell Xiao Si that Xiao Si is different from everyone else, he has his own ideas but thinks about them wholeheartedly, even if she did so many wrong things in the previous life, he still doesn't hate her as much as he thinks, she should tell him the truth......

"Little Si, do you remember when I asked you to teach those gangsters a lesson?" Xiao Si was a little stunned, he didn't expect him to ask some small questions so casually, Xia Sang would turn to that time.

"Of course I remember, I still don't understand some of the things at that time, or is it that your original changes are also related to this person named Mu Fengyan?" "Is it related...... Not in this life, though. "What?!"

Xiao Si shouted in disbelief, but he didn't know how to describe it, his heart had already accepted it. No one can really grow up overnight, and if there is, it won't be Xia San. They grew up together, and he could confidently say that he knew her better than the one he knew himself. He didn't say or ask because he knew that Xia Sang had his own secret, and now he wanted to say that he wanted to ask if she was going farther and farther, and he didn't know when the next time he would talk to her like this.

"Tell me, you know I believe it. ”

"It seems like it's been a long time since I've called you brother as I did at the beginning, and now we're all different from before, and you've become the man that both my mother and your mother look forward to. There are some things that I can't hide from you, and I can't do it...... Hide from you who haven't been hurt by me...... Elder brother...... You know, I thought a lot of things but I couldn't control my thoughts when I said them, and for all these years I kept thinking about not telling anyone, hiding everything. But as long as I look at you, I am afraid that this is a nightmare, a dream where the process changes but the ending does not change. Do you know...... I've actually died once...... I was burned alive...... I don't remember the pain in my body at that time, and I almost forgot how stupid I used to be. ”

"You actually understand that I can't comfort people, why are you still looking at me helplessly like a child?" Xiao Si reached out and touched Xia Sang's head, grabbed her hand and put it in his hand. "Come, you don't know what to say, I'll ask you, just tell me first, what I was like in my last life. ”

Xia Sang smiled bitterly, "Brother...... Xiao Wu was killed by me, and my mother was also killed by me, and the reason why you will be so miserable in the end is because I don't know whether to live or die, and it is my whims...... It's me who turns away all your goodness...... "What happened in the last life?" By the way, the day she saw him for the last time, she forgot what the sky was like, because she could only see the hatred in her eyes that she wanted to hide......

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If the rebirth of a person is to change something that he regrets, then is the person who has done wrong worthy of forgiveness? Xia Sang looked at Xiao Si, but his eyes seemed to see the high-ranking officer...... He hated her, hated her for killing the relatives around him, hated her for being obsessed...... The most hated thing is that she has nothing left and has to torture herself......

"You will gain and lose a lot in your life, brother...... I didn't end up getting what you wanted me to have, and I didn't have anything in that life...... It was a blue day, but my heart was white, and I thought that I would lose everything and that was left with my pride, but I had nothing left...... You, no, the junior in the previous life, he is not the same as you. He's the same as me, nothing. The only thing that accompanies him is to get ahead and see if I'm doing well......" Xia Sang covered her eyes, and she couldn't say any more...... She really wanted to ask him and take a look at him...... My little fourth brother, if your relatives in this world were only you, would you hate me even more?

"Then you just forget about these things and leave them alone, you say that you have been born again, why haven't you grown at all? Think about it, if you in this life were not reborn from the previous life, then Xiao Wu and Aunt would still die, and I may be licking my wounds in some dark corner now. You...... Will go back to the path of your last life, no relatives, no friends, a tragic death, do you want this You don't want it, so you are reborn. Do you think it's easy to be born again, why are you born again when others are not born again? It's because we're all waiting for your salvation......"

Xia Sang froze, is that right? Isn't that the case...... Is she worth the wait?......

"We'll wait for you to pick us up. ”

"Stinky girl, remember to come to see your master! Don't forget me, an old man!"

"I'm waiting for my sister to come and play with me!"

"I've been waiting for you to take the initiative to tell me that let's meet in the competition. ”

"Dad is always waiting for you to talk to Daddy. Live a good life!"

Oh, yes...... In this life, she has so many people waiting for her...... Master......

Seeing that Xia Sang's mood was much more stable, Xiao Si decided not to let her think about this kind of problem anymore.

"Now let's talk about the most important thing, did she make you like this because of that woman?"

"No...... It wasn't her at first, it was me at the beginning...... But my dad's death...... My Best Friend's Death ...... The betrayal of the master I once put in my heart was all because of her ......"

"Your Best Friend's Dead ?!!!"

Uh, it looks like she just accidentally said something terrible?!(x_x;)

"It doesn't matter! Anyway, there is nothing now, but I don't worry about that woman, I don't believe that she and I can go to the end safely in this life!"

"You don't want to change the subject, what's the matter, she not only hurt you but also Yaqian?!"

"......" is tired, very tired, but Ben Sangsang doesn't say it.

Kindness...... It's been so long.,I almost don't remember my account password.,I don't know if anyone will look at it anymore.,But I really don't want to be a big bad guy who digs a hole and doesn't fill it.,So I wrote it again today...... Hey hey (?ω?) hiahiahia