As he spoke, with a perceptive look, Puyin's empty eyes seemed to see through Xie Bai. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Xie Bai sneered: "What do you take to guarantee?"

Empty words, he always wanted to use his empty words to break and tear apart a dream he had worked hard to construct for many years!

Puyin shook his head: "Believe it or not, it's only up to you." ”

"What I said three years ago, it won't change today. ”

Three years have changed rapidly, but what he insists on will never change. Everything does not come from responsibility, but it ends with responsibility.

Confident eyes, compared to the youth of three years ago, are especially better!

For a moment, Puyin seemed to be flashed into his eyes by the brilliance of youth, and it hit his heart directly, making him feel a real heartbeat for the first time in so many years. Although, it only brings infinite pain.

He continued: "You want to protect her, and if you let it go, you can do it. ”

Xie Bai still sneered: "Three years ago, she didn't appear yet. ”

Puyin still shook his head: "You can't have both fish and bear's paws." ”

Over the years, he seems to have liked the action, the feeling of self-denial and denial of others.

Because, only when he tramples on himself over and over again, can he truly feel that he is alive in the world. Living like a zombie like this, he was really tired of it.

Xie Bai laughed more and more crazy: "What I want, I have never gotten it." ”

He didn't smile like him at all, like a completely new person, a person who could make everyone unrecoverable.

"But once can put you in a situation from which you will never recover. ”

He has always been like this, without joy and sorrow, he wants to dominate the joys and sorrows of others to fulfill his empty heart!

Xie Bai suddenly became a little angry: "You can't convince me, just like three years ago, in the same way, you will never be able to interfere with me, just as you will never be able to control yourself." What will you use to convince me until you know yourself?"

If three years ago he had doubts about his words, now he just wants to trample everything he says to the bottom of his feet.

Everything is blamed on his self-righteousness, he thinks he can pull him back to the so-called right path, and he pulls him back from the brink of death with the belief of helping the world and saving people. However, everything was as insignificant as his self-righteousness.

Perhaps, for countless days and nights after that, he regretted his actions that day, but he must have hated the nosy man in front of him every day and night after that.

I am afraid that it is much better to leave without responsibility, than to be entangled in illness and fight against the squalor of this world, right?

His gaze gradually showed focus, fixed on Xie Bai's face, deep and elusive, and Pu Yin said slowly: "You are more dangerous than I thought. ”

Xie Bai smiled: "You are more incompetent than I thought!"

Laughter seemed to be contagious, and Puyin was laughed at by him again, and the laughter seemed to be mocking, and he said: "If you can't get her, just as you can't control the length of your life, you can never count her." ”

"She never had to calculate. The words came almost completely out of his head, and were firmer than anything he had said before.

If she could calculate, many things would not have happened, and he would not have to bear heavier emotions behind the hard work, but unfortunately, feelings have never been solved by the word "calculation".

Pu Yin paused, as if he didn't expect him to say this, but then his eyes turned and he smiled again: "Do you believe in heaven?"

"You never believed in gods and Buddhas. ”

Pu Yin nodded slightly, stroked his gray beard with satisfaction, and said, "Yes, gods and Buddhas also come from people, and in essence, they are also people." What is the difference between us and us? But heaven is different, maybe it is the embodiment of all things, perhaps, it is nourished by all things. ”

Pu Yin paused, and said with a slight smile: "Man will win the sky, but it is just a lie woven by people who are desperate and looking for spiritual sustenance." Heaven, powerful enough to encompass all kinds of earthly things, how can human beings resist it?"

There is no longer the free and easy unwillingness of being young in the laughter, and some are just the misery of being alone in the twilight of life.

After hearing Xie Bai's reply for a long time, he continued: "If you are destined to be a lone star, no matter how powerful you are, even if you spend your whole life destroying it and trying to get rid of it, you will end up alone in the end, and continue to be suspended like a speck of dust in this world. ”

When the reality is condensed into a few words, all this pain will be embellished with countless poignant decorations, which will poignantly move countless people.

It's a pity that the words are like it, and the reality is still the same.

Xie Bai smiled: "But how is it that what you said is not a lie you made up for yourself?"

Pu Yin nodded, as if he was not surprised by his words at all, and almost instantly, there was a smile on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, and he looked at him and said, "You always tear out my weaknesses mercilessly. ”

"You've always been merciless in driving me to the bottom of the darkness. ”

Their eyes met, and the two of them were like two enemies who didn't look like enemies, and they laughed as if they were crazy. It was obviously a smile that Bing released from his previous suspicions, but he never abandoned his previous disgust and hostility, indeed, if it weren't for this disgusting emotion, they wouldn't be standing here so calmly.

Pu Yin stroked his beard and smiled again: "Haha, that's right, we're so even." ”

Their words were neither big nor small, just what the two of them heard, and they were drowned in the endless chanting sound around them, making it rare to show a sense of relief in the hall where the Buddha statue stood and the sound of scriptures reverberated one after another.

I don't know when the sky outside was completely dark, and only a full moon hung brightly in the sky, brighter than ever, glowing with white translucency, and shining on the earth as if it were covered with a thin gauze garment.

Fifteen, in a few days it will come.

The sound of scriptures in the hall is still the same, and the monks sitting around are like sculptures that will never be shaken, knocking on the wooden fish, reciting the scriptures, as if they can't hear what the two of them are saying, as if they just want to enjoy this rare peace in this complicated and chaotic world.

This time, it was Xie Bai who broke the silence first and said, "You came to me today, not just to say such innocuous words to me, right?"

The eyes gradually converged, and when they converged on him, the breath of life gradually appeared again, the sadness in the corners of his eyes gradually disappeared, and Pu Yin smiled: "I haven't seen you for a few years, and I miss my old friend very much." ”

This laughter, as if from the bottom of his heart, flew out of his mouth loudly, as if there was no longer any concern, and with that sorrow, it was forever hidden, and no longer known to the world.

As if his eyes were flashed by the smile of the person in front of him, his eyes were gradually replaced by a piece of white, and the smile gradually blurred in front of him, but it was like a soldering iron clearly surging up from the depths of his heart little by little.

Xie Bai paused, and then said lightly: "You put it down." ”

Even he let go, but he was still hesitating between yes and no as he did three years ago.

Pu Yin shook his head with a smile, as if laughing at himself: "No, you haven't put it down, but how can I be willing to let it go?"

The so-called letting go has always belonged only to those who have the courage to abandon it, and he has never been.

If you can't let go, there is only one way left. Thinking about it, it's been decades since then, and it's time to let go, he's tired, really tired.

"You've changed. ”

"You've changed, too. ”

Suddenly, there was a loud hissing sound, with the sound of the wick bursting and breaking, and the candlelight shook sharply after a sharp dim, and instantly lit up the hall again, brighter than before, shining on everyone's hair, and dyeing it a silver white.

Xie Bai said: "When will the next time I see you?"

Pu Yin shook his head and said with a smile: "There will be no next time, this time, it should be regarded as a farewell." ”

There was a smile with a free and easy feeling that he had never had before, even when he was persuaded at the beginning.

Xie Bai didn't seem to believe it, raised his eyebrows and said, "You don't worry about me anymore?"

Puyin smiled and asked, "Will you change your mind because of my worries?"

Xie Bai didn't answer him, only looked around him and stayed on the people who were meditating and chanting, and then his eyes returned sharply to the Puyin face, and said slowly: "You are repenting." ”

Puyin did not deny it: "Yes, for decades, I have always regretted my original decision, if time can come back, I will definitely choose another path." ”

In the past few decades, every moment, he has repented.

Because of his irretrievably stupid decision, he lost everything he had, he turned his back on his country, his faith, and his beloved.

"Unfortunately, all this has long been settled. ”

"It's a pity. ”

The smile gradually stiffened, but he was still smiling, as if he wanted to make up for the smile that had been lacking for decades. savored these two words that were not unfamiliar, but at that moment, I almost panicked without knowing it.

The clouds come faster after a rainstorm and disperse faster.

Looking out along the gate, Pu Yin thoughtfully gradually moved his gaze upward, staying on the full moon with endless brilliance in the sky, a trace of sorrow flashed in his eyes, but it was fleeting, and then said: "That little girl is afraid that she is going to be found, but you still plan to stay here and talk to my old man?"

As if talking to himself, Puyin never looked back at him, and his eyes shimmered with a scorching brilliance that had never been seen in decades. The years of the past seemed to be floating in front of her eyes, and the beauty was so complicated that she almost suffocated.

"Momentary pain, only oneself can relieve the taste. You're so self-conscious!"

As Xie Bai stepped out of the hall with one foot, he left him with this sentence.

A sentence he wanted to say to himself decades ago.

Xie Bai didn't even pause, still walking outside with a wisp of cool evening breeze just now.

Fire can save a person, but it can also destroy a person.

During the day, it can only suppress the scorching sun to add a bit of anxiety to the warm air, and at night, it is the time when it can function at its best. Because, often at that time, it will become the brightest sea of fire at night, attracting everyone's attention, so that those who have been able to rest after a busy day have time to feel sorry for it.

The sea of fire quietly ignited from the hall, and with the determination of the fire to the sky, it instantly submerged all the dazzling moonlight projected by the silver plate in the sky. The crackling sound with the crackling sound of the damp wood stimulated by the evening dew startled the running and hissing of countless birds and beasts around him, and the exclamations of the monks who kept rushing here with buckets of water were noisy throughout the night.

This is quiet to a peaceful night, and there will be no more peace.

"Walk the water, walk the water!"

Countless monks carrying wooden barrels to the hall shouted as they ran, almost filling the not very wide corridor. Fu Jiayue, who was following behind Wuchen and hurrying towards the hall, was also squeezed by them so that she couldn't walk steadily, staggering as if she was going to be knocked down in the next second.

There was a stumbling sound in her heart, Fu Jiayue's right eyelid jumped suddenly, and she hurriedly grabbed someone and asked, "Is this so?"

"The hall is in the water!" the monk explained anxiously, flicked the sleeve of his coat that was grabbed, and saw that she was stunned in place, with no intention of letting go at all, and wanted to drink angrily, but after seeing her beautiful face clearly, the words that came to her mouth were swallowed immediately, but she was in a hurry to leave, and her face turned red instantly, and she hurriedly called out urgently, "Oh, donor, let me go quickly, I will rush to put out the fire!"

Seeing that she still did not have the consciousness of letting go, the monk pulled out her sleeves in a fit of anger, but she just let go at this moment, the monk held a large bucket full of water in his right hand, and for a while he was carried by this force and lost his center of gravity, and he planted his head to the side. It's a pity that this full bucket of water has been spilled for most of it because of this change, how can it solve the urgent need?

"What a sickness!" muttered a hateful curse, and the monk ran back with the bucket very unwillingly.

Fu Jiayue muttered as if she hadn't noticed the events during this period: "Gone to water?"

But when he heard a monk in front of him fall and the barrel slammed into the floor, he came back to his senses violently. When I had to raise my eyes to look for Forgotten Dust, I couldn't see him again.

Xie Bai, Xie Bai, you can't be fine!

If anything happens to you, I'm not going to keep the bullshit we made between us!

You look at it!

……

She quickly squeezed the crowd forward, breaking through the obstacles, running as fast as she could, and the monk with the bucket was squeezed by her, and the curse suddenly resounded throughout the corridor.

Please, hurry!

Is it okay to hurry up any longer?

She prayed over and over again, but God seemed to be against her, and the road became more and more crowded the more she got to the front, and she bumped into the people in front of her over and over again, and got up again and again after falling, and her whole body was almost soaked with the water that had been spilled.

But it's obvious that it's close at hand, but you can't get there.

Falling to the ground again with a thud, her elbow slammed into the palm-sized stone on the ground, pulling the previous wound, and the pain made the corners of her forehead instantly drench fine sweat, and she grinned and closed her eyes in pain. (To be continued.) )