Chapter 914: Tangled and Painful
"That's a problem. Pen~Fun~Pavilion www.biquge.info If we take refuge in the empire, we are tantamount to treason in disguise. That's not going to work. This is simply a heinous crime, and heaven does not tolerate it. We must not do this kind of thing, nor can we allow other people to do this kind of thing, we are all comrades, we have to help each other. ”
"That's right. This is a special time, and only by helping each other can we overcome difficulties. This time, we're going to be dealing with a very powerful target. However, the code we want to focus on is still a big problem, and I think we have to establish a code no matter what. ”
"I agree. It's very difficult for us to make a code, but it has to be done, and if we don't have it, I can't think of a better way to solve the problem of our lack of cooperation. What do you think? Why don't we continue to talk about codes? I know you're a little discouraged, but you can't give up until the last minute. ”
"Okay. Until the last minute, it is true that you should not give up. If you give up, you will be so sorry for yourself. Because, the present is different from the past. Now we are gambling not only on our own future, but also on our own lives, and more importantly, we are not gambling on a person's life this time. ”
"That's true. We've got hundreds of people in total. How can a hundred lives be treated as child's play? If we give up easily, even if we have a good life in the future, we should leave regrets. For anyone, the biggest regret is that there are too many regrets in life, and it will be more satisfying if there is one less regret. Isn't it?"
"Hmm. I love to hear that. I think so, too. In that case, let's start discussing. I don't know what you think, but at least I agree with it. I'm going to start thinking about the code, somebody give me a hint. If no one gives me a hint, then I want to prompt. ”
"What can you suggest? I'd love to hear about it. Right now my brain circuits are a little inadequate. It's not enough to have such a perfect code just now, and we think about it after a while, can we have a breakthrough? I think it's difficult, if you don't see it that way, then, you can give me a hint. ”
"I came up with a hint. I just don't know if this prompt counts as a prompt. Or maybe I'm thinking wrong. Would you like to hear it? Oh. That's right. If you want to listen, I hope you won't scold me then. I'm not too smart, I'm just slow. ”
"What do you mean? Sluggishness? Since you have a good code or a good hint, you can just say it. Why worry about us? We are all comrades now, we all understand each other, and we will never blame each other. Because, now is a special time.
If we can't trust each other, care for each other, and understand each other now, when the time comes to really start planning and ambushing that goal, we will definitely not be able to cooperate well. Even if there is anyone among the more than 100 people who you particularly hate, or someone who hates you, you should not continue to hate it.
We should turn hostility into friendship and resolve any contradictions in the past, even if it is not easy to resolve them. Because, now is the moment when life is at stake, we must not be careless and sloppy, whether the code can be figured out or not, we must finally ambush that target.
And as long as the target is ambushed, there must be a tacit understanding with each other. We have so much time to work together, and we definitely can't get along, so at least we have to trust each other. There is only one way for a person to gain the trust of others, and that is to make people like you.
Of course, don't think about it. When I say liking, I mean liking in general, not admiration, not love, not love, but fraternity, love, and friendly love, just like we like nature, like the blue sky and the sea. That's what it means, it's not between men and women, or between fagots.
However, as I said earlier, it is not easy for us to like each other. Why? Because as I just said, there will definitely be some friction between us, more or less contradictions. Therefore, the most important thing is to turn hostility into friendship. Do you agree?"
"Agreed. Absolutely. However, identity is identity. Is it really possible to eliminate the contradictions between us? I don't think it's possible, right? After all, since they are already contradictions, it means that it is difficult to resolve them, so in this case, it can be easily resolved with your words? It is impossible. ”
"I can't either. I also want to resolve a conflict with someone now. Because, in fact, I have been in conflict with him for a long time. It's been almost a decade. What he thinks in his heart, I don't know, he's right here. Everyone should know him, too. I won't name who it is. Anyway, everyone knows it.
I'll just talk about something that you don't know. That's also about contradictions. Actually, I forgave him in my heart a long time ago. It's just that I've never had the opportunity to say this to him, and of course, I've always been ashamed to say that. Because, if you really say it, it will be quite faceless, and moreover, it will even be looked down upon by others.
Now, however, I don't care so much. Because, this opportunity is really rare, I want to be promoted to the knighthood, I don't want to continue to mix in this small position. If I look at my future based on my current position, I am afraid that even if I work hard for another ten years, I am afraid that it will be difficult to be promoted.
However, now the opportunity has come. This is an opportunity that I will never have in a lifetime. If I give up such a good opportunity today, then I am afraid that I will never have the opportunity to be promoted again in my life. Then I will have to do nothing for the rest of my life. I don't want that. I'm not here to be an official.
I want to keep climbing. Anyway, everyone is already gay. From now on, all the people here are my good partners, and I need everyone's support. I'm not afraid that people will know my mind, so I'll tell you. My ambition is to be the head of the planet. Although I know that this ideal is a bit difficult to achieve, because I am still quite far from that position.
But if you don't try it, how do you know you can't? Please help me. I want to tell my nemesis, brother, that I forgave you a long time ago. I'm sorry for delaying so long to tell you. I hope you can understand me. Let's stop embarrassing each other like this, okay?"
"I promise you. I didn't expect it to come down after so many years. You've finally forgiven me. You know what? If you don't say that today, I'm going to be worried, I'm going to feel guilty, and I'm going to be unable to sleep. I think about that incident every day, although I have long warned myself not to think about it, never again. Because it's been too long.
But, I don't know why, but every day I think, I can't help but wonder if it's my fault, if I should have done it, if I didn't keep repenting, wouldn't it be better? When I found out about this, I immediately became even more entangled.
The more I struggled, the more painful I felt, the more painful I felt, and the more I didn't know what to do. To be honest, if you don't say that to me now, I probably can't help but kill myself today. Because, such a day is too difficult. One day over the years, I made that mistake that caused me to suffer for so many years, and if it were now, I would never have done it.
I'd rather I didn't know you in the first place, really. These are my words. It's a little unpleasant, but that's what I think in my heart right now. Don't think I'm a ruthless person, I can't help it. If I could, I wouldn't have thought of it that way.
But then again, from a different perspective, you'll definitely be able to understand me. Because, if it were you, you'd think the same thing, wouldn't you? I'm glad you forgave me. You've finally forgiven me. Thank you. Thank you really, very, very much.
Rest assured. From now on, I will never think about the painful things that make me unhappy. I'll be sure to work well with you. I will treat you as if you were my own brother, I happen to have no brothers, and if this mission can be successfully completed, I think we must be promoted together.
And my current position is slightly higher than yours, and when the time comes, my position will definitely remain like this, and it will be one level higher than yours. I will definitely take care of you. Rest assured. We were best friends in the future. ”
As soon as these words came out, the whole room burst into applause like a tidal wave, and then the two men hugged each other tightly, weeping bitterly, and cheers rang out one after another.
"Okay. All right. Everyone is happy. It turns out that the contradictions between the two of you have been accumulating for so many years. In this way, the conflict between me and the other guy is not a big deal at all. The grudge between the two of you that has been separated for so long can be resolved, and if the conflict between me and that guy is not resolved, it is too much to say. All right. I don't care anymore. ”
"You really don't care anymore? Really? Did I hear me right? I remember yesterday you were looking for fault with me. Isn't that true? Is it true that you don't quarrel with me just because of a few words? If that's the case, I'm really grateful to you. You pester me like this every day, I have a headache. ”
"You kid. Have you always hated me so much? You're in luck. If it hadn't happened today, I wouldn't have bothered with you. But since we don't care about it anymore, let's forget all the unhappiness in the past. Of course. There's one thing I have to make clear, and I hope you don't get me wrong. ”
"What's the matter? Do you have any other ideas? Or are you just talking about it if you don't bother with me? No? No. If it's just talking, it will affect our cooperation, do you just plan to do it with me during the mission? If that's the case, then I think it's better not to do so. ”
"Why? Aren't you still satisfied? He's a boss who is two levels older than you, and he's finally able to keep up with you, even if it's only temporary, that's good. Of course. In the same way, because it is only temporary, I understand the source of your suffering. Because, this means that in the end, you still have to turn your face.
In that case, getting along with each other without thinking about this time will become very hypocritical and false. It's like a dream. Dreams are sweet, dreams are happy, but there will always be a day when you wake up in a dream, and when you suddenly wake up and find that reality is much worse than the dream, it is really terrible.
Because of this, many people choose to commit suicide. Because, they had a very beautiful, very happy, very happy, very relaxed, very comfortable dream, and when they woke up, they found that everything was just illusory and false, and it was better to die.
Of course. Not everyone is on this ground. There is also a kind of human reason that is completely opposite. They don't kill themselves because they think their dreams are too good and they can't enjoy them anymore. Rather, on the contrary, they turn reality and dreams upside down.
They firmly believe that the reality they live in is a dream, and when they dream, it is reality. So, they mustered up the courage to commit suicide, just so that they could find the beauty in that dream. Luckily, I'm not that kind of person, and that kind of person's thoughts are really scary, scary, and I feel scary every time I imagine it.
Of course, it's not these things that scare me even more, it's something else. Such people will also lobby others to commit suicide with them. Because, they feel that a person does not have the courage to commit suicide enough. Only two people will have double the courage, and if there are more people, then the courage to commit suicide is even greater.
That's why I often get people who want to commit suicide en masse. After a long time, there are such people among us. It's horrible. In the past, I wouldn't have paid attention to it, and I would have even hid away, but now, I won't.
Because, as long as the people here are my good comrades, they will be my good friends in the future. I will not abandon you, I will not leave you, I will help you. Whoever you are, if you really have such a tendency and such a mind, please tell me. The sooner the better. Anyway, now that everyone is here, we can have a good talk. ”
"That's right. The more people we have now, the more strength we have. If we have more power, we will be sure enough to correct this incorrect thinking, and if we can't correct it, we can also get rid of it. Please speak up, don't hide or reserve, now we have to be open and honest. ”