He nodded affirmatively, and said to himself, "It must be so." It must be so. Right. Definitely. If that's not the case, something is wrong. But, but, but, what is this reason? Yes, yes, yes. What exactly is the thing that causes the shadows?

I had to figure it out, and if I couldn't, then it wouldn't be useful for me to think about it. In general, a person's psyche is cast in a shadow at a young age and must be quite a serious irritation for him. This kind of stimulation is definitely unbearable for the person concerned. Otherwise, there wouldn't be so many things.

He may become a pervert precisely because of the shadow when he was a child. That's right. That's right. That's right. Why didn't I think about it sooner? I mean, there must be a connection. If there is no connection, it is not normal. But, but, but, what kind of connection will it be?

Let me think, let me think again. If you received a lot of stimulation when you were a child, then there is only one possibility. I get it. I get it. It has to be that kind of thing. Yeah. When he was young, just when he firmly believed that he could only urinate when he went to the toilet, he saw someone urinating outside.

That's right. Otherwise, the impact on him would not have been so great. This is tantamount to breaking his cognition. Yeah. For a person, breaking the perception is the greatest stimulus. It's like when I was a kid. I've always thought that eating was just a simple meal.

But I never thought that when I was eating, I could still drink, and I never thought that when I was eating, I could have someone singing and performing to help the fun. Of course, the most unexpected time was when I could even let someone feed me when I was eating. Isn't it the right to have people fed something that should be exclusive to children?

Ever since I was a child, I saw an adult being fed by a girl, and I realized that many things are not the right of children, but adults can enjoy them, and adults can enjoy them even more. For example, studying, such as various other needs.

But even so, I always felt that adults should not enjoy these rights. Therefore, until now, I have not changed my mind as a child. But, but, but, in fact, my mind has changed a long time ago. When I think about it, I realize that my thoughts have changed after I saw those things.

Otherwise, why would I have to insist on it now? If I hadn't seen those things in the first place, I wouldn't have had the idea of sticking to it. Yeah. There won't be at all. Maybe my mind has shifted to other things, such as getting dressed, making friends, or studying.

Of course, it may not always be good, and it may also be bad, such as how to bully people. For example, why some people can go to a good school if they don't do well in exams, while others can't. And why is our current style of dressing the way it is, and not the way it is?

That's how the psychological shadow affects me. But even so, it didn't affect me too much, after all, I wasn't schizophrenic yet. Yeah. I'm still a normal person, it's just that I have more failures than normal people. Right. It's not just failure, it's hardship.

Yeah. I'm in a lot more difficult than the average person. Otherwise, this would never be the case now. If I am not poor, is it necessary to send a courier? This is what the poor at the bottom do. And I'm the poor at the bottom now. That is to say, it is true that psychological shadows can have a big impact on a person.

Okay, that guy must have seen something like that, so he became a pervert. But, but, but, why do I still feel wrong? Yes, yes, yes. If it's because of the things he did when he was a child, can open defecation really stimulate him so much?

Even if it did, it shouldn't be at night. Yeah. There are no lights in the vicinity at night. It's pitch black outside, how does he know if it's good or not? He should only be able to see and not hear? Yes, yes, yes. The sound of a person peeing is so small that he can hear it?

If that were the case, he would have split up a long time ago, right? Yeah. Because, when he killed everyone, those people must have been scared by him. That's right. If this is the case, how can they collapse because of the sound of others peeing?

So, is it the sound of poop? The sound of pooping is much louder than urinating. It's not a nice sound, but isn't it more irritating to him if it is louder? The louder he is, the easier it is for him to remember what happened when he was a child.

As long as he remembers what happened when he was a child, then, he will definitely think of the innocent and cute self when he was not yet a pervert. I understood that it was because of this that he found that he could not face himself, and so, he began to schizophrenia. Yeah. This reason is reasonable, and it is very probable.

If it were any other reason, it wouldn't make sense. After all, he must be schizophrenic because of the contradiction in his thinking, that is, it is difficult to accept his current self. In that case, it will be able to explain everything that was unclear before.

But is this really the truth? Does he really split when he hears someone else's poop? It doesn't seem right. If that's the case, doesn't that mean there's someone here in the middle of the night? Isn't it wrong if there really is? I didn't see anyone when I first went upstairs.

Wait a minute. Wait a minute. Wait a minute. He did appear on the eighteenth floor just now, but, but, but, but, he may not have been on the eighteenth floor when he killed someone. Yeah. This has been proven before. If it was really on the eighteenth floor, it would be impossible not to see a single robot. Yes!

Could it be that there are still police on the other floors? If that's the case, then I'll scream, won't I be saved? Oh my God. So that's my chance to turn around. That's great. I...... Wait a minute. Still not right. Yeah. Still something is wrong. If there were anyone, would they still be alive?

It shouldn't be possible to live. Yeah. This pervert will certainly not let anyone who has seen him live. Otherwise, he would have been arrested and taken to the police station a long time ago. And this is the police station, and if someone finds it here, it will definitely be found by the police. If he is found by the police, if he is an ordinary person, he will still have a way to live?

In that case, what confidence did he have to keep that man alive? As a monk, he would definitely kill that person. But, but, but, it still seems to be a problem. Yeah. The problem is not just there, it is a big one. Because, because, because, if he had already killed people at that time, it meant that he was indeed stimulated.

However, this stimulation is not big enough to make him schizophrenic. Yeah. If the stimulus was enough to make him schizophrenic, he shouldn't be able to kill the man. Yeah. He must have been schizophrenic on the spot. Only then is it normal. However, if that was the case, why did he carry the body to the eighteenth floor?

If there was no transportation, then why did they go to the eighteenth floor? Could it be that someone else sent it to the eighteenth floor, the one who was not killed? If that's the case, isn't that person sick? So what's going on? Let me think about it. Something must have gone wrong.

Yeah. Otherwise, there wouldn't have been so many problems. But if that's the case, there's something wrong with that person. But this obviously does not show. Because, this pervert will never survive, I'm just lucky to live for a while. Yeah. I can't change my original intention.

I'm still going to find a way to kill him. Only this one road is alive, and the others are dead ends. The most critical question now is that I have to unravel why he is schizophrenic. The most important reason for this now is that it seems that he heard the sound of a person pooping outside.

But, but, but, now there's a very serious question, why is this happening? There are only two possibilities that he actually heard that person's poop. One is what I just thought, that he would be angry, kill the man, and then fly away with the body of the female officer.

But how can we explain that he is schizophrenic halfway through? Could it be that after half of the flight, he thinks of a new voice? If he hears a new voice, it is even more abnormal. The new sound can't be poop again, right, yes, yes. If that's true, then it means that there is another person.

If so, wouldn't he still have only two outcomes? Either directly schizophrenic or, without schizophrenia, but because he hated the sound, he flew back and killed the person who pooped, and then left. But how can he be schizophrenic in that case? Is there a new voice?

No, no, no, no. If that's the case, it's an endless loop. How could he be caught in an endless loop? Why is he already mentally classified? If he is caught in an endless loop, he won't even be able to make phone calls from our company, which is enough to show that the second result is not right.

That is to say, he should have been schizophrenic immediately after hearing the voice. In this case, it is easy to understand. But, but, but, but if that's the case, it means that he didn't go to the person, and he didn't even see it. So, that person is still in the building?

In that case, wouldn't I be able to survive by screaming out now? I thought about it just now, but I quickly denied it. Now that I think about it, it seems that I made a mistake in my judgment. However, if that were the case, it would be useless for me to call it now.

Yeah. Although I now call it a glimmer of life, but, but, but, but, there is only a glimmer of life. Yeah. I can't take that risk. If I fail, my life will be gone. So what to do? Let me think about it. Since there is already a way to get a chance to live, there will definitely be a way to get a second line of life and a way to get a third line of life.

I want to counterattack, at least to ensure that there are six lines of life, that is, sixty percent of the possibility of survival. Damn! It suddenly feels so hard. Sixty percent hope. In other words, I have to consider at least six aspects of security. Where is that aspect?

However, now I am forced to be helpless, and I don't want to do it. All right. Then I'll try again. The conclusion just reached should be correct. In other words, there must be someone in the building now, moreover, a policeman, or even a pervert. Defecation should be done anywhere. Can I really trust this kind of guy?

It doesn't seem to work. If it's the second pervert, then who am I supposed to believe? I get it. I get it. I finally got it. I see. It's because that guy can also be a pervert that even if he found that guy before, he wouldn't have killed him. Because, he is of the same kind. Yeah. He's one of his kind.

Perverts are very important to see if they are of the same kind, and once they identify as the same kind, then they may be accepted. As long as you are accepted, you will not be easy to get killed. But, but, but, do I have to do this, in order to survive, let me be a pervert?

No way. No way. This absolutely, absolutely, absolutely not. I can't. I can't. It's horrible. Yeah. I definitely can't do it, the best way for me to be a pervert is to urinate in the open, I should be able to survive by urinating in the open now. But, but, but, am I out small now?

Can't get out. In such a dangerous situation, I was already so nervous that I was allowed to urinate in the open, and it was better to kill me. But if I don't, I'll probably die, and his patience must be running to the limit. That's a real nuisance. Oops. There is no other way?

Let me think again. If there's really no other way, then I can't help it. However, I wish there was another way. Yeah. I really don't want to be a pervert. Not even once. Because, this kind of thing is addictive, just like taking drugs, it is very scary.

If I do it this time and survive, if I accidentally catch this vice. That's too bad. I'm going to slowly turn into a real pervert. As long as I do become a pervert, then what's the point of my life? It's torture. I can't stand it.

I'm going to break down for sure. Yeah. If I do become a pervert, I will regret it to death when I think about today. If I regret it, I may be schizophrenic myself. If it's really schizophrenic, then what's the use of having more money and a future? Mental illness can't be treated. I'm just going to be miserable. So, it's still a different approach. (To be continued.) )