Chapter 67: Be open and honest

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After the coldest part of the lunar month, the climate began to warm up slightly, although people were still wrapped in heavy winter clothes and shrunk their hands and feet, but the sun was shining for several days, or added a little vitality to the paleness and loneliness of winter.

In the Yanwang Mansion, Cheng Jinzhi walked around the door with his hands on his shoulders and dark circles under his eyes that had not slept all night, stopping to look at a few times from time to time, and finally even asked someone to move a chair in front of the door, guarding there and preparing to wait for the rabbit.

"It's time to go down at this time, I lowered my face and sent someone to find him, and I said that the situation was urgent, why didn't he come back?"

Cheng Jinzhi dragged his cheeks and glared at the door resentfully, took the apple in Taxue's hand and took a bite of it fiercely.

And Treading Xue Xunmei on the side looked at Cheng Jinzhi's resentful look, and expected that she thought that she thought of the apple in her hand as Gao Heng, so she hated every bite.

"Princess, why don't you go back to the house and wait, and when Your Highness returns, the slaves and maids will go and tell you. ”

"No, I've been waiting for so long, won't I be starving here in vain when I go back now?"

Cheng Jinzhi flicked his sleeves angrily, and suddenly saw an indigo-colored double-wheeled carriage stop steadily at the door.

"Princess, it's Your Highness who is back!"

Treading Xue Xunmei looked out of the door happily, and Cheng Jinzhi stood up, the joy on his face flashed, and then he sat back in the chair, pretending to be angry and rolled his eyes: "I finally know that I am back, if it weren't for the urgency, who would want to wait for him at the door in the cold?"

"What are you doing?"

As he spoke, Gao Heng had already stepped into the mansion accompanied by Shen Jun. He looked at Cheng Jinzhi in surprise, obviously unable to understand why she was sitting at the door with great fanfare.

"The sun is so good today, of course I'm here to bask in the sun. ”

Cheng Jinzhi got up and moved his muscles up and down, left and right a few times, but when he caught a glimpse of Gao Heng's cold eyes, he couldn't help but stop the movements in his hands, pursed his lips, and there was a little sadness between his eyebrows.

"That's... I have something to tell you. ”

Gao Heng's eyes flowed, his eyes froze for a moment, and he said indifferently: "What's the matter, let's talk about it when I go back to the room." ”

Cheng Jinzhi had no choice but to keep a calm face and silently follow him towards the courtyard.

Although Gao Heng still had an expressionless face that was not approachable to anyone, Cheng Jinzhi still saw a trace of tiredness and melancholy from the corners of his eyes.

For a moment, Cheng Jinzhi suddenly felt that as his wife, he actually knew very little about him and took care of him. But after thinking about it, it was obvious that Gao Heng insisted on deceiving herself and pushing herself out for the sake of her friend's righteousness, she took a hot face to paste it three or four times, but the result was either cold to death, or she was angry to death, why did she bother to find guilt?

Even if Cheng Jinzhi thinks that she is a female Xiaoqiang who can only be killed, but in the face of such a harsh climate and stubborn iceberg, she will occasionally give up the idea of crossing mountains and mountains, and want to rest and take a breath and drink a cup of tea.

......................

"I know it all. ”

As soon as he stepped into the house, Cheng Jinzhi couldn't wait to blurt out.

These words held back in her heart all night, and she was bored, and now that Gao Heng was in front of her, she naturally wanted to take the lead.

"Really?"

When Gao Heng heard this, his straight back was slightly stunned. He turned sideways, his cold eyes fell on Cheng Jinzhi, the chill gradually dissipated, and then condensed into a deep and heavy gaze, burning inch by inch.

"You like... Not at all surprised. Cheng Jinzhi's chest froze, and his heart was full of doubts, "Could it be that His Royal Highness the King of Jin has already told you?"

"It's just a matter of time before you know it or not. ”

"Then you don't have anything to say?" Cheng Jinzhi was a little impatient, "Or should I ask you, why are you hiding it from me?"

Looking at Cheng Jinzhi's forbearant face, Gao Heng moved his lips, and just wanted to speak, but saw that she suddenly reached out and made a stop action.

"Don't tell me you're all for my good, I don't want to hear the same thing again. For my own good, it's not up to you to decide. ”

"It's Hanqing who asked me not to tell you. Gao Heng looked away, as if he didn't dare to look into Cheng Jinzhi's eyes anymore, "He doesn't want you to worry about him." ”

"What about you? Have you ever taken my feelings into account?" Cheng Jinzhi said in a fierce voice, "Because of this, you speak coldly to me every day, deliberately avoiding me and not seeing me, do you know how uncomfortable I am? In order to alleviate the guilt of Hanqing in your heart, you make up for it by snubbing me, is it fair for me for you to do this?"

Cheng Jinzhi said emotionally, gradually lowering his eyes, and even his tone became much lower.

"If it weren't for the words I heard you say in my sleep that day, I really want to ask you, what kind of feelings do you have for me? Is it pity, is it charity, or... For the sake of a friend. ”

Originally, I wanted to be the first to explain what Cheng Xuan told yesterday. But at the moment, she didn't know why she suddenly said so many things in front of Gao Heng that she never dared to say.

may be because she has been suppressed for too long, and her heart has long been restless, or it may be because Gao Heng's attitude of ignoring her and indifference to her has made her suffer. In short, when these words poured out of her heart one by one like a caged bird longing for freedom, she suddenly felt comfortable in her heart, and even every inch of muscle in her body was relaxed and lighter.

And Gao Heng looked at Cheng Jinzhi silently, his cheeks tightened, and a trace of heartache and guilt flowed under his solemn eyes, suddenly showing a rare vulnerable side.

Once upon a time, he had always resolutely thought that the love between men and women in this world was beautiful, but it was too retiring and obsessive, and it would always be slightly inferior to the brotherhood of gold and jade, and it would not become a fetter and burden in his heart after all.

But at this moment, looking at the woman in front of him who was unrelenting, angry with him, and sad for him, he suddenly realized that the scale in his heart had actually been tilted.

At the same time, he also found that the scale in Cheng Jinzhi's heart was actually unconsciously biased towards himself.

"Why don't you speak? Are you afraid of saying something that makes me sad?" Cheng Jinzhi raised his head and stared at Gao Heng intently, "You don't have to worry about anything, say anything, even if you say that what you really like is a man..."

Speaking of this, she couldn't help but calm her breath, and then gritted her teeth and said, "I... I'll try to think about it too. ”

But although Cheng Jinzhi said this, his heart was full of flames: "Hmph, if you really dare to say that, I will definitely strangle you." ”

"I admit it, I do have selfish intentions. Gao Heng was silent for a long time, and finally spoke, "But it's not mercy, it's not charity, it's not brotherly righteousness. ”

After he finished speaking, he took a few steps closer to Cheng Jinzhi, raised his hand and gently stroked her slightly frowning eyebrows, the tenderness in his eyes was like a spring breeze, overflowing within a few feet, just when Cheng Jinzhi's heart rippled lightly, he saw his eyes turn and said a cold word.

"Have you gained weight lately?"