"In fact, how long can the hatred of children last, as I grow up, I know that my mother's death cannot have anything to do with him, I want to reconcile with him, and even apologize to him, but although he pretends to be friendly when there is someone, he privately warns me to stay away from him, he says that there should be no me in this world, I took away everything he should have, so he will take everything I have. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"He really did that, in fact, he always did that, but I didn't know it for a long time, as long as I liked something, that toy would always end up in his hands, and the friends I made would suddenly alienate me, and then I would become his friend, and if I did something worthy of praise, he would immediately have something more worthy of praise to attract the attention of others, whether at home or at school, even though he was originally two levels higher than me, he could not allow me to have a light that could overshadow him. ”

"He seemed to be competing with me, and it gave me the feeling that he was always competing with me, who was the best, who had the most things, who studied the best, who was the best, and so on, almost in any way. ”

Of course, I am the only one who can't be reasoned, because, in front of outsiders, he will behave like the best brother, considerate to me, and take care of everything, if I want to accuse him, it will only cause others not to understand, and even be thought to be ignorant. ”

"Then I gave up the complaint, I don't know why he fought so hard with me, but I really hated this kind of fight, since I can't afford to provoke it, I think I can at least afford to hide, since he doesn't like me to be better than him, then I will automatically go in the opposite direction of him. ”

"I don't fight with him for anything, he takes what he wants, he wants to be a good boy, then I become a little less well-behaved, he is excellent in character and learning, I began to be more naughty, I even deliberately handed in blank papers during the exam, I tried to distance myself from him, until he felt that I could no longer pose any threat to his status as a good boy. ”

"I do all this, I'm not afraid of him, I just always remember what he said, he hated that it was my mother who made him lose his mother, I deeply understand the pain of not having a mother, not to mention that he hasn't even seen his mother once, I have always felt that he is quite pitiful, so I thought, what does it matter to give him all my things, this is what my mother owes him, then I will help her pay it back. ”

"Probably because of my intellectual interests, and because of the differences in interests and personalities, we developed in opposite directions, grew up, and we had fewer and fewer places in common, and the-for-tat relationship gradually decreased, but the relationship became more and more cold, and it is not an exaggeration to say that we are strangers. ”

"Later, we each went abroad to study, two different countries, we never had any contact, even if we came back to choose a different period, he came back after graduation and entered Zhang's, so good that everyone was impressed, and within a few years he was promoted from the grassroots to the deputy general manager, I was very reluctant to enter Zhang's after returning to China, why bother to hinder the future of others, and I have no interest in Zhang's career at all, so even if my father insisted on giving me a title, I insisted on not doing anything practical. ”