Chapter 400: Pain
As the spicy smell of blood spread from his throat to his mouth in an instant, Cheng Jinzhi's body suddenly twitched, and in order to prevent Treading Xue Xunmei from finding out, he hurriedly blocked it with his hand, and the corner of his mouth finally left a bright red blood mark. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
At this moment, her hand was also clearly felt, the slightly scabbed but uneven scar on the left half of her face.
Although just feeling it with her fingertips is enough to make Cheng Jinzhi realize what kind of devastating damage this large scar has on her beautiful appearance?
Tears welled up from her eyes, running down her cheeks and mixing with the blood stains on her lips.
She gritted her teeth and struggled to close her eyes, trying not to make any noise, only to feel that every breath was mixed with a deep heart-piercing pain, and her whole body trembled violently.
It was at this moment that Cheng Jinzhi finally understood what it meant to be in pain.
Just before midnight, she was humiliated and tortured, wandering between life and death many times, and finally almost lost her life.
Now that she can finally be saved and return home, she has not had time to congratulate herself on her great fortune.
But she never thought that what followed her was such heart-rending and grief-stricken bad news.
Cheng Jinzhi repeatedly asked himself, why didn't he protect the child in his womb, why didn't he protect himself?
If there was no her, Gao Heng would not have been coerced and coerced by the crown prince, and he would not be in danger along with the entire Yanwang Mansion.
Don't be hurt by her pain, blame yourself for her self-blame, and become a person who has a soft underbelly to touch from time to time.
Just like what Treading Snow just said, only by being alone and having no scruples can you move forward.
Because you have never had it, you will never be afraid of losing.
If he hadn't appeared in Gao Heng's life, everything wouldn't have become what it is now.
She was a sinner.
In fact, for a long time before, Cheng Jinzhi always felt that God treated her well.
Even though he lost his mother at a young age, he suffered indifference and white eyes in the Cheng family, which had no warmth, and was ruthlessly deceived into marriage by Zhang and Cheng Sujin.
But she married into the Yan Wangfu and married the man she thought was the best in the world, and it was also the man she really loved.
There is also Gu Hanqing who has been silently waiting silently all the time, and Gao Xun is noisy and noisy, but he is sincerely concerned from time to time.
What kind of virtue can you do?
Perhaps it is precisely because of meeting Gao Heng and meeting these people that she has spent all the luck of her life.
That's why the road after that will be so difficult.
"Cheng Jinzhi, you are a broom star, if anyone marries you home, he will definitely not be able to escape the fate of ruined family!"
Zhang's scathing scolding sounded in his ears.
Cheng Jinzhi slowly took away the hand covering his cheek, and the other hand was still on his lifeless lower abdomen, crying in a daze.
At this moment, she had no face to face Gao Heng at all.
She didn't know what she was supposed to do, and she didn't know what else to do for Gao Heng.
Maybe as early as when she was threatened by Princess Yuanxi because of the old case of Guanyin, she should have reluctantly cut her love and left quietly, right?
Just thinking about it, the smell of blood that was forcibly suppressed by Cheng Jinzhi flowed back into her throat and nose, so that she couldn't hold back in time, and a dry cough overflowed from her throat.
And this cough immediately alarmed the snow treading in the room.
After looking at each other nervously, the two hurriedly stood up, carefully stood up, and walked to Cheng Jinzhi's bed.
I couldn't help but worry that the words I had just covered my mouth had accidentally flowed into her ears.
No matter how arrogant this master usually is, he has no heart or lungs.
But now, according to her physical condition and state of mind, she can't stand it at all.
Feeling the sound of footsteps approaching, Cheng Jinzhi's heart suddenly tightened, and he hurriedly raised his sleeve to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, wiped the blood stains from his mouth, and took a deep breath.
Try to make yourself look as if you have just woken up from your sleep, peaceful and silent.
Even behind this illusion is a great forbearance under the accumulation of endless pain, and a sorrow that goes deep into the bone marrow.
And Cheng Jinzhi did this, not only because she didn't want Treading Xue Xunmei to feel guilty when she saw her current embarrassment, but also because she didn't want everyone who cared about her to worry.
Especially Gao Heng.
Although she knew that she couldn't even deceive and comfort herself, how could she be so powerless to disguise in front of others?
"Princess, you... Are you awake?"
Taxue stood still in front of the bed, subconsciously pursed his lips, and then showed a worried face, raised his hand and lifted the curtain.
After seeing Cheng Jinzhi's eyes slightly open, looking at her fluttering eyelashes with a calm and tired expression, as if she had just woken up from a coma, the stone hanging from her chest fell to the ground.
At the same time, there was a gleam of joy in his eyes, and he almost cried with joy.
"Princess, you're finally awake, it's great!"
Seeing this, Xunmei was also very happy, and in a hurry, she hurriedly ran outside the door and shouted loudly to the little guy outside.
"The princess is awake, send someone to the palace to inform Her Highness! By the way, there is also Imperial Doctor He, go and find him!
"Princess, how are you, do you feel uncomfortable?"
Treading Xue leaned in front of Cheng Jinzhi with concern on his face, and the whole person looked very excited.
"Your Highness has been here with you since last night, and even the burns on your back have only made Imperial Doctor He roughly drugged, and he is not willing to leave a step. It was only because His Majesty suddenly sent someone to summon him urgently at noon, so he entered the palace to face the saint, and now it is almost sunset, and he must have been on his way back to the palace. ”
"Your Highness... Your Highness, he's injured?"
Cheng Jinzhi's eyes flashed, and he asked a question from his throat in an extremely weak voice, deliberately hiding his other bloodstained hand under the quilt, and clenched his fist tightly.
"Oh, it's okay, it's okay, our Highness didn't suffer any kind of injury when he faced thousands of troops on the battlefield, and this injury was nothing to him. ”
Taxue was afraid that Cheng Jinzhi would remember Gao Heng's injury in his heart, which would affect her body, so he hurriedly waved his hand again and again.
Then Yan Yan said with a smile full of satisfaction: "Princess, you just woke up, don't think nonsense." As the saying goes, if you don't die in a catastrophe, there will be blessings in the future, and if you can escape death this time, you will definitely have endless blessings in the future. ”
When Cheng Jinzhi heard this, even though he was bitter in his heart, a grateful smile still appeared on the corner of his mouth.
She licked her chapped, pale lips stained with blood, and then slowly shifted her gaze to the dark clouds outside the window.
After putting away his smile and staring at it for a long time, his eyes seemed to be as dead silent, and there was no light at all.