Chapter 165
Lu Tiance ignored her gaffe at the moment, and only took off all his coats, and there happened to be a stream nearby, so he went over to wash the remaining filth on his body. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
When he came back from the stream, Cha Cha had already made a fire, and he hung his clothes on a twig and set them aside by the fire to roast himself, while he sat down and roasted himself.
He was not wearing any clothes on his upper body at the moment, and his bronzed skin was still dripping with water, which looked extremely colored, and was illuminated by the firelight.
He thought that Cha Cha was sobering up a little bit, but unexpectedly, when she saw that he had done things and sat down, she said to him playfully, "Don't worry, with me, I won't let you die of coldness, and I won't let you die until you like me, otherwise, you little doll, I will have to wait for more than ten years to wait for you to be reincarnated, more than ten years, how long!"
As she spoke, she grinned at him again, and she smiled beautifully, even if she was smiling heartlessly like now.
Like the rising sun, it shines warmly into his heart.
He ignored her drunkenness.
Cha Cha didn't care about his ignorance at all, and after she laughed for a while, she suddenly calmed down. looked at him stunned, as if he didn't know him. Lu Tiance didn't know what she was going to do, and he was a little scared when he thought of what happened to him just now. He gasped for no reason and moved back a little.
It's strange that Cha Cha didn't get angry this time.
After looking at it for a long time, she suddenly moved her gaze to the sky, looking at the bright moon hanging above the sky, and the corners of her mouth suddenly hooked up a smile.
Cha Cha didn't come to him, she smiled and pointed to the full moon in the sky, then looked at Lu Tiance, and said, "Do you know? I can't see such a beautiful moon in the underworld, we have no sun, no moon, only the light of candles." I haven't felt this in thousands of years, and to be honest, it's not as good as what I came from in the underworld, but it's strange, I've never felt it before. When I look at the books written by you people, I don't even know what you call the 'moonlight'. ”
Thinking of the gloomy environment of the underworld, she suddenly felt a little disgusted not as before, but extremely nostalgic.
Lu Tiance saw that she was very serious, and there was a sad look in her eyes, and he didn't know what to say for a while, just stared at her in a daze, waiting for her to say the rest of the words, "You often write that when someone is sad, you pick up a pot of wine and drink it alone under the moonlight, at that time, I just thought that you were in a panic, but I didn't know that when I was really in such a situation, I was even more melancholy than what was written in the book, and I wanted to talk about it." ”
In the underworld, when she was bored, she often asked the imps to bring back some interesting things from the human world, including books that were selling land in the human world, including love books, which she read very strangely, but with relish, at that time, she didn't quite understand what kind of scene it was.
Is it possible to have love just for a man and a woman? However, there is no shortage of beautiful men in her underworld, but why doesn't she feel like it in the book?
She asked Meng Po, who was still older than her, but Meng Po didn't know, she said that she had been Meng Po since she was born, and she had been cooking Meng Po soup for tens of thousands of years, distributing Meng Po soup, what kind of love, she had never experienced it at all.
Although she is also very puzzled why there are so many people who are martyred for love in the human world, she only thinks they are stupid, and then after gradually seeing a lot and understanding the experiences of many people, she seems to understand a little, but after all, she stays in the underworld all day long like Chacha, and has never experienced this feeling at all, and, judging from the ghosts she has sent away for reincarnation over the years, she still does not look forward to love.
Therefore, Meng Po is extremely puzzled by such a question as Chacha, and it is forgivable if she asks this kind of question, after all, she has seen countless poignant love stories over the years. However, why would Cha Cha, who has never asked about mortal things, ask about this?
Cha Cha saw that Meng Po, who had lived for 10,000 years, didn't know, so she didn't ask much and left.
At that time, Cha Cha only thought that love was something unique to the human world and could only be experienced by going to the human world, so she planned that plan to escape from the underworld.
Why flee?
Because the underworld cannot be helpless for a day, if the oppressed demons know that she is gone, they will definitely prepare to escape from prison, then the underworld will be disordered.
The most significant thing is that 10,000 years ago, the king of Hades went to the fairy world for ten days because of personal matters, and the underworld and the world were in chaos, and the evil ghosts escaped from the eighteen layers of hell one after another, and the little ghosts were overwhelmed, and the evil ghosts fled to all corners of the world one after another, so that the little ghosts were too late to catch them.
Seeing the living soul, the evil ghosts want to occupy their bodies, and the old evil ghosts do these things, very quickly, for a while, the human world suddenly dies The flesh occupied by the evil ghosts, and the souls of those human beings are too fragile, so they directly devour them, and the swallowed souls have no chance to return to the yang, and they are considered to have disappeared.
Ten days later, when the king of Hades returned, he was also powerless. At that time, she was in the heavenly realm, hiding her whereabouts, and the imps couldn't find her to deliver the news. She cleaned up many evil spirits, and directly did not even fight the eighteen layers of hell, and directly destroyed the body they occupied.
However, there are too many evil ghosts who have been imprisoned over the years, and they have generally accumulated great resentment, which cannot be cleaned up in a short period of time, and besides, those souls that have been devoured by them cannot be recovered.
Even if she tried her best to hide the news, but the matter was too big, three days later, the Heavenly Realm knew about it, and at that time, the Heavenly Realm sent heavenly soldiers to press her back to the Heavenly Realm for trial.
The Heavenly Realm sentence is very heavy, but outsiders only know that it is very heavy, and the Heavenly Realm has not disseminated the results of the treatment, and even the people who are immortals in the Heavenly Realm do not know this final situation, and there are also people who say that the Hades King was personally interrogated by the Jade Emperor.
However, everything is just rumors, and there is no certainty where it comes from, and there is no evidence at all, so everyone does not pay attention to this major event that almost disrupts the order of the mortal world.
No one knows if the Hades King died in the end, and the only thing that is confirmed is that the underworld cannot be left without an owner for a day, so Yu Di added hundreds of thousands of years of immortal power to Chacha, which was still in the transformation, to accelerate her growth.
So, she was "lucky" to be born under the mistakes of others. Originally, maybe she would not be born for millions of years, after all, Hades is immortal, immortal, immortal.
Lu Tiance listened to what she said, heard the sorrow in it, and heard the unwillingness in her heart, and didn't dare to imagine that a woman who was so strong on weekdays and wanted to satisfy herself in everything would think about these things.
Cha Cha only thought that he didn't want to hear what he said, so he smiled bitterly, "If you don't want to hear it, just go, I just want to say it, it doesn't matter if there is anyone around or not." Don't worry, you don't have to worry about me, who am I? I'm a dignified Hades, even if it's a person from the fairy world, it will give me some face, and the things in your human world won't do me any harm at all. ”
She has never exposed her vulnerability to others, at this moment, she just wants to vent, count all the pain of these tens of thousands of years, and spit it out at once, whether there is anyone listening or not, for her, for her, for her supreme Hades, it has never mattered.
Xie Bai frowned, a pair of dark eyes were dim, he stood up, walked to Cha Cha's side, and wanted to pick her up, the words in his mouth were very soft, "You are drunk." ”
This is the first time Lu Tiance has been so gentle with Chacha, Cha Cha smiled bitterly, directly pushed Lu Tiance away, and then scolded him angrily, "No, I'm not drunk, how can I get drunk?" Don't you know, when I was in the underworld, I was drunk like drinking water, I saw that the wine written in your book was very sweet and delicious, I wanted to taste it, but when I asked the little ghost to move the best restaurant and the best wine from the human world, I found that the wine was nothing more than that. ”
As she spoke, she shook her head like a rattle, she frowned and looked at the wine jar next to her that was spilled on the ground, her eyes were full of confusion, she shook her head and smiled, "But, why is it so bitter when I drink it now? I used to drink it and only thought it was better than plain water, but now, why, why is it so bitter?"
Lu Tiance finally couldn't hold back the worry in his heart, and asked, "Cha Cha, are you okay?"
Hearing this, Cha Cha was stunned for a moment, her eyes suddenly flashed with warmth, she looked at Lu Tiance in a daze, and muttered, "This is the first time you have called me by my name." ”
Hearing this, Lu Tiance's hand on Cha Cha unconsciously withdrew, and when he reacted inappropriately and wanted to withdraw his hand, it was too late.
I saw that Cha Cha's gaze returned to the self-abandoning appearance just now, but there was less sadness, less helplessness, and more just resignation to fate, she smiled like a madman, "Hehe, it's okay, you've always been like this, I'm used to it." ”
She patted her chest hard and said, "You know what? I'm not as good as I seem. Yes, I am the king of Hades, I am the Lord of the underworld, I am the one who is in charge of the life and death of your human beings, I have the respect of all the people, and I will always be on high. But, but do you know? Even if I have no worries about food and clothing, even if I have unlimited power, I am lonely, I am afraid, do you know what I am afraid of?"
As she spoke, she repeated the last sentence again, she tugged at her heart, as if only in this way could she alleviate a little pain in the depths of her heart, she continued to shake her head, as if she was questioning herself, questioning the whole world, she said a little weak, a little pale," I'm not afraid of losing this power, I'm not afraid of losing this identity, I'm just afraid, I'm just afraid that one day I'll be really alone, I've wondered more than once, why am I the king of Hades, if I'm just like you, just an ordinary human being, what would it be?"
As she spoke, she suddenly stopped what she wanted to say, she took a deep breath, obviously in her eyes with a faint fluorescent glow, but she couldn't shed a single tear no matter what, she seemed to want to swallow all the tears in her eyes, she smiled miserably, and continued, "I'm afraid that one day I'm afraid of me, the people who are afraid of me, the only people who look forward to me will disappear, I'm not afraid of hardship, I'm just afraid of loneliness." You know what? They were afraid of me, they were just afraid of my power, they never really cared about me. I'm like a statue that controls everyone's life and death, and no one wants to talk to me in real time. Every time I'm alone in my room, I feel incredibly cold. It's as if everyone doesn't exist. There was heating everywhere in the house, but I still felt so cold. I was afraid to see an empty place, I was afraid to expose the fear in my heart. So, when I'm alone, I always like to be surrounded by darkness, only in this way, I can't see everything, I can't see myself, and I can deceive myself that there are people around me, and I'm not alone. ”
There was a long passage, but she didn't mean to stop at all, as if, at this moment, as long as she continued to speak, she wouldn't get tired, it seemed that she could keep talking about it, and she wouldn't stop until the end of the world.
It seems that the pain in her heart is like a river bursting its embankment, and it has not dried up at all.
She continued, "You know what? Although the king of Hades can control your life and death, I can't control my own life and death. I often say to you that I have eternal life, and in the eyes of many people, this is a good thing, a great good, and naturally, these many people exclude you, hehe, you will never be as obedient to me as they are, and even, like you human beings, you are too lazy to say good things to me every day. But you know what? I can control the lives of all of you, but I can't control my own lives. Sometimes, I also want to end this long life, isn't the so-called eternity also a very sad thing to some extent? You have an unhappy life in this life, and when you are waiting for reincarnation, you can drink Meng Po soup to forget everything and start a new life. But what about me? I can only bear it silently, and I can't even forget it. ”
Suddenly, she stood up from the ground, raised her head and shouted at the beautiful but pale moonlight, "If I were given another chance, I would definitely not come to the world that day, I would definitely not choose to come to the capital, I would definitely avoid the places where you would go, in that case, I would not have a chance to meet you, then I would not fall in love, and in that case, you would not have a chance to hurt me." ”
Cha Cha didn't see the distress in Lu Tiance's eyes, and even if he did, he wouldn't believe that the man in front of him would feel distressed by his words.
Cha Cha shouted desperately, as if she was about to exhaust all her strength at this moment, "I don't want to be a queen, I also want someone to hurt!