Chapter 386: Light and Shadow
Lu Qingyang, Liu Zhi, and himself.
Sometimes Mengshu seems to have the illusion that several of them seem to overlap each other, but sometimes several different shadows will be separated.
Every time such a thought arises in my heart, Mengshu feels like walking alone through a dark and dark place, where the jungle is lush and thorny, like a labyrinth that makes it impossible to get out.
Meng Shu sometimes wondered why he was so sensitive to these two people he had just met, he felt that since he saw them, something was undergoing subtle changes in Sohu, but he couldn't detect where it was, but he could feel it.
It's like those low-flying swallows before the storm.
A few nights ago, Mengshu was on the way to Biansai, and the road was very busy, but Mengshu has been used to it since he was a child.
It's just that unlike before, he seems to see some changing lights and shadows in his dreams at night in those days, and those lights and shadows overlap and then separate, and then overlap after separation, and so on, and there is no end to it.
In those nights, Mengshu would always wake up when he was ugly, and then sweat profusely.
There was nothing terrible about that dream, it was just the overlap of light and shadow, but Meng Shu didn't know why, he would always wake up suddenly, as if he was asleep in the dark, and suddenly someone put the room full of night pearls, so the room was as bright as day, and then he suddenly woke up.
Although he will be woken up, it is nothing compared to Mengshu, and he can't sleep after waking up, so he will sit in the post station and open the window to open the sky outside.
Every time, the sky was dark and dreary, and Meng Shu sat there, watching the sky change little by little, until the first light appeared on the horizon, and then then, those brilliant colors began to appear on the horizon.
At this time, it was time for Mengshu to set off.
Later, during the day, Mengshu sometimes involuntarily remembered his dreams at night, but he also felt that it was insignificant.
The morning glow on the horizon was incomparably gorgeous, as if it was about to pierce everything, pierce those things that were about to move in the dark.
At that time, Mengshu felt that light was really a good thing, and as soon as it appeared, it seemed that everything had become eclipsed.
No matter how much undercurrent surges, it seems to evaporate when it encounters the light, and there is no trace of it again.
After a few days, Mengshu came over like that, but I felt that there was no wind and no rain, very tranquil and natural, and there was nothing else.
Until that day, when Meng Shu first came to the barracks, he saw Liu Xi for the first time, and at that time, Meng Shu seemed to remember the bright morning glow in the sky after dawn, so brilliant and bright, so unforgiving. But he is like the endless night, where light and shadow constantly overlap and intertwin, making it impossible to see what it is.
I can't figure it out, I can't see it clearly, that's how it feels.
Now, Meng Shu recalled the dreams of those days, and it felt as if it was a matter of the previous life, and gradually became extremely blurry, as if he had never experienced it, or it was far away, which made him feel very unreal, although the dream was not real, however, sometimes, it felt really unspeakable.
When I arrived at the barracks, the dream came to an abrupt end, and I was replaced by the ice field that night.
However, Mengshu attributed him to the fact that he had met Liu Zhi. Maybe it's because I saw Liu Zhi, so I dreamed of it!
But the dream after that was completely different from the one on the road, the dream on the road was very unreal, even if Meng Shu woke up suddenly for no reason, it could not make him have a deeper understanding of the dream.
And that dream, about the cause of the famine, about the ice field, about the person walking alone on the ice field, it was very real, until now, Meng Shu can still recall very clearly and accurately the eyes of that person who turned his head to look at himself, as if looking at himself, and as if looking into the distance.
Meng Shu knew very well that he didn't remember it because of Liu Zhi, that person's eyes were completely different from Liu Zhi, it was an indescribable feeling, as if human beings couldn't look directly at the golden sun in the middle of summer.
Although, his environment, his icy blue pupils, and the ghostly ice beneath his feet did not make people think of the sun.
He was a completely different person from Liu Zhi, Meng Shu thought to himself.
That person is as powerful as a towering mountain, no one dares to climb it, and no one wants to get close.
He has an innate royal temperament that people can't ignore, and that temperament makes people feel like a pilgrimage and want to kneel down and worship.
What Meng Shu said was not an exaggeration at all, although he was as casual as him, but at that moment, it was as if his soul was captured, and he stood there fixedly, and an impulse rose violently in his heart.
If it weren't for the constant control in his heart, I'm afraid Mengshu would have surrendered like ordinary people.
Just a look, that power is enough to make people surrender, so Meng Shu is even more curious, what does such a person want to do?
He couldn't guess, but he had a hunch, a bad premonition.
Walking on the way to the valley, Meng Shu suddenly thought of what Liu Zhi said at that time, a big murderer.
Is something going to happen?
But why, Meng Shu felt that he seemed to involuntarily associate that person with the murderer that Liu Zhi said.
Perhaps, there is something to do with the two?
Meng Shu was hesitating whether to tell Liu Zhi about his dream.
He wasn't sure at all whether Liu Zhi could be trusted.
Perhaps, he should not trust anyone.
At a young age, his father told him and Monyan to never, never, trust anyone.
Always plan for yourself and don't rely on anyone.
In this world, only you can help yourself.
And Liu Zhi, Meng Shu couldn't figure out his thoughts, he didn't know what Liu Zhi wanted to do.
In this way, Meng Shu felt that he was in a state of confusion, so at this time, he could not make decisions at will.
Many times, if you are not careful, it will mess up the whole situation.
Besides, Meng Shu always felt that Liu Zhi was hiding something from him, he felt that since he met Liu Zhi, the fog seemed to be bigger, he couldn't see the direction clearly, he couldn't find the exit, and he couldn't really see it for a few miles.
Undercurrents are surging.
Something in the darkness was also moving.
What it is, Mengshu doesn't know at all.
It was at this time that Meng Shu remembered the changing lights and shadows he dreamed of in those nights.
Light and shadow are intertwined, so behind the light and shadow, what is hidden!