"Whew-"

When she saw the world again, everything was white, just like the castle described in the fairy tale world, Ye Ying was lying on the hospital bed, looking at the snow-white ceiling and blinking.

I'm not dead.

But why is it that I feel worse than I am dead?

Ye Ying clearly remembered what happened before her consciousness disappeared, and An Wen asked her to let go, then she let go, and then An Wen disappeared.

He ripped his hand away, and the man disappeared.

For the first time in eighteen years, Ye Ying felt that there was a faint pain in her chest, she didn't know what was wrong with her, she didn't want to admit it and didn't want to admit that fact, although she couldn't know it in her heart.

"Are you okay?"

A gentle voice rang in her ears, Ye Ying turned her head slightly, looked at the familiar and unfamiliar face, and didn't say a word.

"The doctor said that you need to rest for a while and you can go home tomorrow, I have explained to my aunt, and you can sleep here for a night. ”

An Wen's face was pale, his lips were chapped, and his expression was a little unnatural.

Ye Ying looked at An Wen, then turned her head to look at the ceiling, still refusing to say a word.

"Actually, I was ...... at the time," An Wen's mouth opened, and after a moment's hesitation, he said, "You can rest well." ”

When An Wen just stood up and was about to leave, Ye Ying's hot tears finally couldn't help falling, and she said softly, "Why did you give up on me?"

This is a question that can be easily answered, why would she give up, because at the moment of life and death, everyone is selfish, and it is a choice that most people will make to abandon others and keep themselves, but I didn't expect that even he was no exception.

An Ann stopped, wanting to say something, but didn't know what to say.

"I hate you. Ye Ying buried her head in the white summer cool quilt and said bitterly: "If I don't survive, I don't have to think about these troublesome things anymore." ”

An Adam's apple moved up and down, and he stood there listening quietly, but he didn't turn around.

"You don't know, I didn't have a father when I was very young, and my mother grew up with me. Ye Ying's tears that had been accumulated for eighteen years were all released at this moment, "I only have one relative, my mother, so no matter how strict she is with me, I never refute it, because I know that she is for my good, and no one in the world wants to be good to me except her." ”

"I thought I would live like most people in this life until I met you. Ye Ying's voice was cold and desolate, "Your appearance has completely changed the trajectory of my life. ”

An Wen's face was calm, and he stood motionless in place.

"When you easily get rid of the bald head and so many people, I am happy and painful in my heart, happy that my family is finally free of those troubles, and the painful thing is your appearance, which makes me wonder if it is right to study so hard before. ”

"Actually, I'm really tired, sometimes I think that if I want, I can easily live a happy and stable life for the rest of my life, and my mother doesn't have to work so hard, anyway, who to marry is not married, it's just ......"

"It's just that I didn't do that, your appearance has strengthened my thoughts, I always laughed when others told me about love, because I thought it was stupid and naïve, but when I experienced it myself, I didn't expect that I was also a layman, and I still couldn't get rid of such ordinary things after all. ”

Ye Ying hid her little head and secretly sobbed under the quilt: "Stable ......"

"You are like a fire, suddenly appearing in my life, quickly illuminating my world, but why do you turn away when I am full of hope for this world?"

"Hot and cold, you are so familiar and so strange, I don't know which one is the real you, you make me feel uneasy and scared. Ye Ying choked up, "Do you know how scared I am when I'm underwater?"

"I'm afraid of death, I'm so useless, I don't want to die, but you tore my hand away, and then disappeared, and when I sank underwater, I panicked and was scared and sad, but I regretted it even more, and I regretted choosing to believe you. ”

An Wen stretched out his hand and pulled the placket of his neckline, and said coldly: "Have a good rest, I'm in the next room, something calls me, I'll send you home early tomorrow morning." ”

Ye Ying bit her thin lip and couldn't say a word anymore.

The door of the house was gently closed, and Ye Ying's calm and cold attitude made Ye Ying feel painful from the bottom of his heart, even if he could say anything casually, as long as he opened his mouth to explain, even if it was to lie to her, Ye Ying would continue to believe him without pretending not to know, but he didn't, he didn't say anything.

"Whew-"

Ye Ying exhaled a long breath and looked up at the ceiling, letting the tears in the corners of her eyes flow back again.

"Bang

After a knock on the door, a nurse walked in.

"Here, take your temperature. The nurse whispered, "What's the matter, little girl, it's all over, don't be afraid." ”

Ye Ying wanted to hold back her tears, but she still couldn't control her emotions.

"Why don't I get your boyfriend?" the nurse said softly.

"No, he's not my boyfriend. Ye Ying cried and said.

The nurse sat down on the edge of the bed and said softly, "I'm sorry, I was mistaken, when you were hospitalized, he said he was your boyfriend, this young man is really good, risking his life to get you up......"

Ye Ying was suddenly stunned, she rubbed her red eyes, stared at the nurse and said softly, "What did you just say?"

"I said I was mistaken, he's not your boyfriend. ”

That's the next sentence. ”

"I said that young man is very good, he risked his life to rescue you from the river, if I were you, what would I hesitate to meet such a man, and marry directly. ”

Ye Ying opened her small mouth and said with a surprised expression on her face: "You mean...... Did he save me?"

"That's right. The nurse nodded, "That young man is not simple, I heard from the onlookers that he himself was dying at that time, and finally he carried you underwater and sent you to the shore first." ”

Ye Ying clenched her fists, with a look of remorse.

"Are you sure he saved me?" Ye Ying asked again.

"There can be a fake," promised the nurse, "to-morrow you will wait to read the paper, and the lad will be on the news!"

After being stunned for about ten seconds, Ye Ying carefully recalled what she had just said, and instantly wanted to hit the wall.

"Safe!"

Ye Ying jumped off the bed, didn't even wear shoes, and ran directly outside.