Chapter 198: Obsessed

Seeing that Gu Hanqing and Cheng Sujin had already gone to greet them, Cheng Jinzhi sat on the stone bench with his chin in his hands and was stunned, looking at the blossoming plum trees not far away, and sighed for a while. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

In her heart, there were actually many questions that she wanted to let Gu Hanqing clear up in person, but in front of him, she couldn't ask a word. Even mentioning the past would make her feel uncomfortable with her heartbeat.

Whether she is too lacking in courage, or is she not completely saying goodbye to the past, this kind of timid, timid and fearful temperament is not her Cheng Jinzhi's style.

"If you don't see each other, you will be ruthless. ”

She silently read this sentence when she stumbled upon this letter written to her by Gu Hanqing in Gao Heng's study, and scratched her hair a little irritably, unable to straighten out her thoughts.

Maybe she should have asked Gao Heng why he hid this letter at that time, and he still didn't say a word, instead of asking Gu Hanqing, what kind of state of mind he was in when he wrote this letter?

Or perhaps, she shouldn't have asked anything at all, and just kept confused forever and bewildered.

Just like Concubine Hui once said to herself, there are too many people and things in this world who can't get answers, and sometimes there are no answers, which is often the best.

After thinking about it for a while, seeing that the kung fu of a cup of tea had passed, and Gu Hanqing had not yet returned, he expected that he must have not seen his elders for a long time, and he had a lot to say, so he wanted to leave first.

But when he caught a glimpse of the pot of mare's milk wine on the table, he licked his tongue greedily, and then reached out and poured himself a glass.

After a glass of wine, Cheng Jinzhi's body was getting hotter and hotter, only to feel that his mouth was fragrant, and he seemed to be addicted, and when he saw that there was no one around, he drank a few more glasses one after another.

However, what she didn't know was that although this kind of wine didn't taste like alcohol, it had a lot of stamina, especially for people like her who were not strong enough to drink, and they shouldn't drink too much.

But by the time Cheng Jinzhi found out, it was too late.

When she drank most of the pot of mare's milk wine and let out a loud burp, two pink blush appeared on her face.

She closed her eyes slightly, resting her head on her arm, only to feel that her mind was a little blurry and confused for a while, and she just wanted to fall asleep.

At this moment, the wind suddenly rose on the flat ground, shaking the few flowery plum trees in the courtyard, and a crumbling flower rose with the wind and fell softly on the tips of her black and bright hair.

After a few moments, a skeletal hand reached over and gently picked up the fluttering flower for her.

"Golden Branch, Golden Branch......"

The warm voice called his name, passed into the eardrums, and numbed his heart.

Cheng Jinzhi opened his eyes half-drunk and half-conscious, and in a haze, he saw a familiar figure come into view, and he was silent for a moment, and then he raised his head a little sluggishly.

"Hanqing, you... You're back, how is your second uncle?"

"Golden Branch, you're drunk. ”

Gu Hanqing checked the wine jug on the table that was about to be emptied, and wanted to help Cheng Jinzhi to send her back to Yanwang's Mansion.

"Drunk, am I really drunk?"

Cheng Jinzhi's eyes wandered around, talking to himself unconsciously, and he just wanted to stagger to stand up, but was helped by Gu Hanqing.

"I'll send you back. ”

Looking at Cheng Jinzhi's crimson cheeks and a somewhat delirious look, a look of worry flashed in Gu Hanqing's eyes, but he saw that Cheng Jinzhi, who was still in a trance, suddenly stood firm on the corner of the table and stared at him.

"Seeing each other is like not seeing, affectionate or ruthless, this letter... Is that what you mean by yourself?"

Hearing Cheng Jinzhi suddenly mention this, Gu Hanqing's hand holding Cheng Jinzhi's sleeve couldn't help but tighten, and in addition to being at a loss, there was also a hint of surprise between his eyebrows.

How could she suddenly ask such a question?

But this letter was not written by him at all, so how can he tell the truth?

Facing Cheng Jinzhi, who was already drunk in front of him, how should he answer?

"Why don't you speak, why don't you speak?"

Cheng Jinzhi tilted his head and looked at Gu Hanqing, his movements and expression were already full of drunkenness, but his eyes flashed with serious light, and he didn't look like he was drunk at all.

Gu Hanqing put away the corners of his eyes, and felt worried for a while, and was silent for a long time, and finally took a heavy breath.

"What if... I said no?"

"Isn't it?" Cheng Jinzhi's eyes darkened, and he asked in a loud voice, "If not, if it's really not, then why write it? Why write that kind of thing?"

As she spoke, she suddenly grabbed Gu Hanqing's arm tightly with both hands, and a sharp light was projected in her eyes, and the whole person looked a little excited.

"Jin Zhi, you are drunk, I will send you back to the palace. ”

Gu Hanqing avoided Cheng Jinzhi's questioning gaze, and a sharp and sour tinging sensation couldn't help but come from the depths of his heart.

In Cheng Jinzhi's heart, it turned out that he had always cared about this answer.

It's just that he's already missed the best time to answer, and it's already too late.

This is probably fate to make people, right?

I obviously never had such a thought, let alone written such a letter, but by mistake, someone set out to destroy this relationship that was already a part of the world.

And now, in front of his loved ones, he can't tell the truth without reservation after all, and he may never be able to do it.

Gu Hanqing closed his eyes slightly, as if he was calming down the complex emotions that were tumbling and stirring in his heart, and he wanted to call two subordinates to help Cheng Jinzhi together, but he was worried that she would talk nonsense, and he was even more worried that he would say something that he shouldn't say, so he helped her to walk towards the front yard alone.

However, what he didn't expect was that he had just sent Cheng Jinzhi, who was already dazed, to the door, but he happened to meet Gao Heng, who had come to visit Cheng Jinzhi and came to pick up Cheng Jinzhi back to his house by the way.

When Gao Heng's gaze fell on Cheng Jinzhi, whose face was crimson, Gu Hanqing could clearly catch the cold light flickering in his eyes.

It was a kind of displeasure and suspicion, more like a kind of jealousy that didn't want to see his wife have too much contact with other men.

"A girl's family is drunk like this in someone's house in the middle of the day, what kind of body has it become. ”

Gao Heng pretended to be dissatisfied and reproached, but he had already stepped forward to pick up Cheng Jinzhi by the waist, afraid that she would catch a cold, and deliberately reached out to collect the shawl on her body.

Looking at Cheng Jinzhi snuggled in Gao Heng's arms, Gu Hanqing suddenly felt that his side was empty.

After a few words of conversation with Gu Hanqing, Gao Heng hurriedly said goodbye and prepared to go home first.

Unexpectedly, just as he turned to leave, he heard that Cheng Jinzhi, who was already dazed, suddenly moved his eyelids, and then said a little hoarsely.

"Gu Hanqing, did you lose me, or did I lose you?"