Affection 122: Although the heart of the world is a woman
On the fifth day of the first month of the seventeenth year of the Arctic Ice, the busiest days of the new year have basically passed.
Counting the days, Yun Tilt also remembers, there should be a person who hasn't seen Su Luo for nearly ten days, right?
It turned out that she thought that the days were passing day by day, but in fact, she was calculating all the time, and she really didn't know if this was a good thing.
Although it is spring, the winter in the Arctic Ice Country has not yet ended, but in recent days, there has been no snow.
Yun tilted his eyes at Jinmian, pursed his lips, and said, "If I go out, you don't have to follow." β
"This ......" how can Jinmian's temperament rest assured, his face is a little embarrassed. She couldn't refute Yun Tilt, after all, she was just a maid.
"Alright. β
Yun Tilt interrupted, and did not give Jinmian a chance to continue. She knew that Jinmian was good for her, but she suddenly felt that seeing Su Luo was just a matter for the two of them.
However, she didn't seem to have made an appointment with Su Luo in advance.
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At the beginning of the year, the streets were very busy, the shouting was endless, and there was really no place to go. She went to the place where she bought pastries that time, and she went there later, but the old woman who sold pastries was long gone.
Just like she said at the beginning, if she was free, she would ask Ruoxin to tell her about the outside world, but then she didn't do it. Now that I think about it, I feel that it is no longer necessary, but this shows that some things are always difficult to develop according to the plan I want.
Who is to blame?
The porridge shed has now been collected, and time is ...... It seems to be really fast, and it seems to be very slow.
For example, she always felt that she seemed to have known Su Luo for a long time, but it was only a month.
Yun Tiantian went to the small tea shed again, and then sat there quietly thinking about things.
Or rather...... Memories and exclamations are more appropriate.
The sadness of leaving lightly, the accident of Qingshui Qingmo's disappearance, the bizarre death of Qingshui's mother, and the contagious poison, time has gradually precipitated these things, and they still seem to be in front of us. Yun Tiantian still hasn't figured out that Qingshui Qingmo is just an ordinary person, how can he get access to that kind of thing?
I really can't figure it out, but I can't ask clearly.
"What are you thinking. When Su Luo passed by the tea shed, he saw the aqua blue figure sitting there quietly, holding his chin and his eyes were confused, and he inexplicably identified who it was.
Yun tilted for a moment, still surprised. She and Su Luo always seem to meet unexpectedly.
"Think...... Stupid things I've done. Yun Tiantian said casually, it is true that she had done a lot of things in the past that are extremely childish when she thinks about them now.
Su Luo didn't say a word, Yun Tiantian could realize it so much, more because she had grown up on her own.
This time, it was Yun Tiantian who made the first request, and she said, "Come with me, right?"
"Hmm. Now, the woman in front of me no longer said like when I first met, "Will you promise me one thing?"
And this feeling made him feel very happy.
On the way, Su Luo looked at the aimless cloud tilting and asked, "Where are you going?"
"Hmm...... Just go for a walk. Yun Qian thought about it, and he couldn't tell where he could go.
Su Luo didn't ask anymore.
However, he was very glad that Yun Tiantian didn't bring Ruoxin or anyone else today. After all, the emperor received the news that he had left the imperial city, but the status of the general's palace was special, and the more people who knew him, the more danger he would be. But what about next time? Also, will General Yun also ask Yun Tiantian where he went today?
Some things that he hadn't guarded against before seemed to come to mind in an instant, and Su Luo asked, "Have you been ...... lately?" Have you ever mentioned me to General Yun?"
ββ¦β¦ No. Yun Tiantian told the truth, she knew that her father had some opinions about Su Luo, even if she didn't know why, but whether it was with her relatives or with Su Luo, she was unwilling to give up that feeling: "My father...... Seems to have some bad opinion of you. β
"It's inevitable. Su Luo was not surprised, because General Yun naturally knew his identity.
Hearing this, Yun Tilt was puzzled, and looked at Su Luo with an inquiring gaze.
Su Luo's eyes widened, and he smiled lightly: "After all, maybe one day, I will rob his baby daughter?"
Yun Tiantian hurriedly looked away, her heart was a little confused all of a sudden, she could hear that Su Luo's words were a joke, but they were just ...... But this kind of joke was made.
"Later...... If you meet me, can you not bring a maid?"
"Huh?"
What gave back to Yun Tilt was silence, and Su Luo couldn't explain it clearly, and he didn't want to add more lies between them.
Yun Tiantian opened his eyes and looked at the road, his mind uncertain.
Su Luo finally opened the topic, and then said, "I noticed the couplet in the General's Mansion, did you write it?"
Yun Tiantian was speechless for a while, Su Luo's words were still so accurate, Yun Tiantian said: "Why do you think it's me?"
"Guess. β
Then this guess is not too accurate. There is a word, not to say...... Do you have a heart? But ah......
A soft sigh came, and Su Luo asked, "What's wrong?"
"After all, the couplet is nothing but a prayer. Although Yun Tiantian comforted General Yun not to think too badly, he knew in his heart that many things would not happen if you didn't want to. Not thinking about it will only make the day you think about it heavier.
Su Luo was stunned, and his jaw was in agreement.
The soldier was spared the pain of holding the saddle, and the wife had to bear the joy of the knee.
This is naturally the expectation of the people of the world, but Su Luo actually knows the impossibility of all this better than Yun Tiantian, at least ...... Currently it is. He knows more or less about Nanzhouguo's advance plan, and a few days ago there was a smuggler, and his father's impatience will probably find a reason to attack in a short time. It is estimated that at most, it will be until he goes back.
"You have such a heart for the world, what are you going to do if a war breaks out?"
"I ...... It's hard to say. She knew that her father would not let her go to war, and for the rest, she was at best medically adept. I hope she can save more people. It's just that the more people you save, does it also prove that the more fierce the war?
"I thought you'd want to go into battle and kill the enemy. Su Luo seemed to say unintentionally, and he really thought so, and he was indeed most afraid of such a situation.
Yun tilted his head slightly, and then looked up at the front: "I did have such thoughts. β
"It's just the thoughts of my father and brother, I can't ignore it. "After all, she is not like Emperor Qingyou, who can only think about herself like that. She may have been too concerned about it, so she didn't do anything after all.
Su Luo breathed a sigh of relief silently, and looked at Yun Tiantian's expression with a little regret, and couldn't bear it: "If people don't care about anything, they are pitiful." β
Because that also means that the person is not cared for by anyone, and there is no one who cares about it. So why not be lonely and pitiful?
"Moreover, why do you think that you will definitely fight?" Su Luo knew very well that he was just comforting Yun Qian and comforting himself. Because the war broke out, there was bound to be a lot of blood on his hands.
"Then you say, maybe there won't be a war?"
Yun tilted his eyes and stared at Su Luo, so that he didn't know how to escape for a while, and he didn't know how to answer.
He...... I still can't fool myself.
"Forget it, let's not talk about that. Yun tilted his eyes and blinked.
And unconsciously, Yun Tiantian found that the place he came to was actually around Su Luo's courtyard.
For a while, some kind of emotion filled my heart and solidified my thoughts. Why did they all come here by accident?
Yun Tiantian calmed down, and quickly thought that since he came, it was better to go and see Qingshui's house, although that place was already in ruins.
So with a wrong step, Yun Tiantian continued to walk, rarely talking to Su Luo during the period. These days, it's getting harder and harder for her heart to be quiet. It seems to be more pessimistic, and the joy of the New Year is too late to taste.
Can...... The way she looks today, how can she be as happy as ordinary people and just enjoy the atmosphere of the New Year?
She's a person who can't do anything, but she still thinks about herself and worries.
Being a woman in this life is really unfortunate.
The ruins were covered in snow after snow, and it is now difficult to tell what they looked like, whether they had been burned or if they had always been empty.
Yun tilted his gaze on the tombstone with his name inscribed.
She didn't know Qingshui Niang's name and identity, and she didn't have time to do anything except bury it. Nowadays, this small mound is apparently more like a tomb.
Is there someone...... I've been here.
Is it green water and green ink?
It can be seen that this should be the loess that has been re-sprinkled in recent days, and then erected a wooden sign, because if it had been earlier, it should have fallen a thick layer of unmelted snow on it, and only in recent days could it be brown and yellow soil because of the lack of snow.
"Missed ...... again"
She felt that the unspeakable regret and sadness in her heart had been washed away by time.
It was obviously very close to the truth, but in an instant, it became far away again.
"I'm ...... backwards It may rarely come out. Yun Tian sighed and said.
"How?"
Su Luo saw what was in front of him, but felt that it didn't seem to have anything to do with Yun Tilt not being able to come out, he didn't understand what Yun Tilt meant. At the same time, I thought, which of my words just now, did I say it wrong?
Yun Tian pursed his lips and felt the coolness permeated: "In today's situation, I'm afraid it's difficult for me to have the feelings of an ordinary woman to play." β
Any joy, after all, is short-lived. More often than not, people are in the process of thinking about some things because of some people, and then they have mixed feelings.
Su Luo was stunned for a moment, thinking that such an answer should not be surprising. Isn't it unusual that Yun Tilt makes him admire?
But now it seems that it may not be good.
It is precisely because her mind is in the world that if her identity is clear, it will make the two even more embarrassed.
"Let's look at it. β
Su Luo didn't understand, he obviously didn't want war, but why, he didn't plan to stop it.
Maybe it's because I know that even if I don't fight now, I will fight sooner or later. Maybe in his heart, like many Nanzhou people think, the world is still unified.
Or not......
It's better to start early than to finish later.
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