Chapter Ninety-Eight: North Malaysia

"Probably only people as dashing as their sisters can turn a blind eye to death. So was Isli's reply.

Yes, in his eyes, both Luciella and Lajuana are called chic. They only have each other in their eyes, they come when they want to come, and they leave when they want to go. If Lahana awakens, she is undoubtedly an abyss, and their sisters join forces, and they have the strength to dominate one side. But even so, they chose death without hesitation, and they didn't mean nostalgia at all. If that's not chic, then what is?

"If I had been like them, maybe it would have been much easier?" exclaimed Isley.

Yingluo raised his eyebrows: "Back then?"

"yes, back then. Isli smiled slightly, and said lightly: "Among the three major abysses, only Luciela awakened by accident, and Livlu and I both took the initiative to awaken and transform into the abyss with our own will. ”

"Why?"

Isli smiled: "Livlu is for Duff, and it didn't take long for Duff to awaken after Duff awakened, because then the two can be together forever." Speaking of which, Duff is really lucky, obviously not very good in appearance, but he was unexpectedly favored by Liv Road. ”

"This is probably a fool who is stupid, or it is his honest character that makes him get this feeling. Yingluo shrugged: "Liv Lu is a smart girl, she knows exactly what she wants. ”

Isley nodded: "Yes, I'm not as good as this junior in this regard." ”

"What about you, why did you take the initiative to awaken?" Yingluo asked again.

"My reasoning is ridiculous. Isli smiled and said, "The reason why I woke up was just to kill all my companions who had turned into monsters. ”

"That's a good reason, why is it ridiculous?"

That's because I didn't do it out of righteousness or a sense of duty, but out of vanity and jealousy. Isli sighed lightly and said: "I am No.1, I have been far ahead of others since I was a trainee, even Riccardo No.2 can't make me serious at all." The idea that 'I'm the strongest' is deeply engraved in my bones, and although on the surface I don't care much about rankings, it's just because no one can threaten my position. Until one day, a low-ranking male warrior awakened, and although he was still not my opponent and was easily killed by me, it planted the seeds of fear in my heart!"

"Are you afraid of being surpassed by others?"

"Yes, I'm very scared!" Isli replied, "The strength of the warrior awakening will be greatly improved, and the ranking is low, but I am afraid that I am not an opponent in the single-digit warrior awakening." This fear took root in me from the time the first Awoken appeared, and then grew stronger as more Awoken were born. When I came to my senses, my former companions had all become cannibalistic monsters, and I had become a weak prey for me, who had been able to defeat them easily. The huge contrast made me extremely flustered, and the pain of falling from the peak made me anxious, so I woke up, liberated the demonic qi with my own will, and spontaneously awakened after surpassing the limit! On the surface, it was for the high-sounding reason of killing my former companions, but I knew in my heart that I just didn't want to lose the glory of NO.1!"

"For the sake of honor, that's okay. "Everyone has their own way of life, Yingluo doesn't want to say right or wrong, since it was Isli himself who made the decision, then he just needs to bear the consequences that come with it.

Isley smiled slightly and continued: "After awakening, I was full of spirits, and I made the name of the King of Silver in the north, and even Riccardo, who was not against me back then, was taken under my account. I was so arrogant that I had no enemies on the continent, and that I wanted to be not only the king of silver, but also the king of the continent, so I went to Stuff in the East, intending to eradicate the Order. ”

"To take revenge on the Order?" asked Yingluo.

"It's not revenge. Isli shook his head: "Although the organization treats the fighters very harshly, the first generation of male fighters all joined the organization voluntarily, and even if they hate the organization's practices, it has not risen to the point of hatred." The reason why I want to eradicate the organization is that I don't want them to create half-human, half-demon warriors anymore. Of course, it's not for the sake of so-called justice, it's just that I don't want people to have a chance to surpass me. To put it bluntly, I'm still scared. ”

"It seems that you did not succeed. Yingluo shrugged: "Otherwise, the organization would have ceased to exist a long time ago." ”

"Yes, I failed. "Just as I arrived at the organization, I suddenly felt a terrible consciousness, and it was inside the organization, in the deepest places. I couldn't detect it before, but when I had abyss-level power, I clearly felt the existence of the other party. It only said one word, and I returned to the north in disgrace, completely dispelling the idea of becoming the king of the continent. ”

Yingluo asked curiously, "What did it say?"

"'Get out!'" Isli said self-deprecatingly, "that consciousness is so straightforward. Then I fled, and even though I had great strength, the weak were always weak. I was a coward from the beginning, but this coward had some talent in martial arts, which made him mistakenly think that he was a strong man. This is my story, the story of the Silver King, and the story of a coward. Now that you've listened to it, what do you think?"

"Isn't being able to recognize yourself the first step on the road to becoming strong?" Yingluo said, "And your story continues, for example, you traveled thousands of miles from the north to the south, and you also looked for a place called Miusha, and even did not hesitate to fight Luciella, these are also the reasons you need." ”

"yes, there's a reason. Isli struggled to his feet, stretched out his hand to the side and beckoned, "Fisna, come here, it's safe." ”

From behind a tree stood a small face, a child of about five or six years old, dressed in a plush cloak and tightly wrapped around her body. Hearing Isli's call, she ran over with a puff of smoke, hugged Isli's legs tightly, hid her body behind the other party, and just poked her head out to look at Yingluo with a frightened look.

"It's ...... Fisna?" Ying Luo was stunned: "She's a little younger than the average warrior, but she's not that small, right?" Or do you have any special habits that deliberately made her look like this? The badass is just a matter of behavior, but the bastard is a matter of character!"

"You misunderstood!" Ishli said with a smile, "Fisna became like this because she hasn't eaten for many years, and I didn't know that the abyss would become smaller if she didn't eat, it was a complete accident!"

"Don't eat?" Yingluo wondered, "Although your recipe is a bit special, you are the king of silver, and you will never be able to feed yourself with a full mouth." ”

"It's not that I don't feed it, it's that Fisna doesn't eat it. Isli replied, "She was lost in the hunger pangs she had awakened, and she had destroyed several towns in the north. Even as an Awakened One, this was a bit too much, so I went with Riccardo to defeat her. But Riccardo was defeated in an instant, and even I was no match for her. During the battle, she kept repeating the name of Misha, longing to return home to find her parents. In order to prevent her from causing more damage, I took this as an opportunity to make a pact with her that I would help her find Miusa and that she would stop her 'nonsense'. Maybe she misunderstood what I meant, and she hasn't eaten since that day, and even if she is hungry, she is just struggling to support herself, and finally she has become what she is now. ”

Isli touched Fisna's head and smiled, "This kid really misses her family." ”

"So after learning that Micha was destroyed by Luciella, you sent her a war letter?" asked Yingluo.

"Exactly. Isli replied, "Fisna has not only become smaller physically, but also seems to have returned to her mental life as a child. She was very attached to me, and I saw her as my sister. During my time with her, I gradually regained the feeling I had with my family that perhaps I should not have picked up a sword in the first place, and that being a farmer with a hoe and plough was probably the most important thing I should have done. ”

"As an older brother, it's normal to do justice for my sister, even if this sister is stronger than my brother and is a monster who cannibalizes countless people, but in my eyes, she is just my sister. "So I sent a letter of war to Luciella and fought with my life at stake. It's ridiculous, the first time I broke free from fear was for her, and I really failed. ”

"No matter what the starting point is, courage is courage!" Yingluo nodded: "Although Miao Xia has long been destroyed, you have perfectly fulfilled your promise this time!"

"Yes, I finally did what I wanted to do, and I didn't hold back from fear. Isli touched Fisna's head: "There is only one last thing left to do now!"

"Is it about Fisna?"

"Yes. Isli nodded: "Although this child caused countless tragedies at the beginning, it was just a helpless act lost in the eating instinct. And she also subconsciously let go of girls of the same age as her, and it can be seen that she rejects tragedy deep down. Of course, I know that these arguments are too weak to hide the fact that she is an ogre, but I would like to ask you to take her in. It doesn't matter if she is imprisoned or enslaved, even if she is sent to fight in a dangerous battle, but please give her another chance!"

"Why, according to you, life is better than death, right?"

"Even if it's atonement, it's not enough to pay for her sins. Rubbing Fisna's hair, Isli said, "But this child is too young, and unlike me, like the 'old guys' like Lahuana and Luciella, she has not yet found the meaning of her existence, and it would be a pity to say goodbye to the world." ”

"As long as it is truly repentant, I think that killing is only a means to atone for his sins, not an end. Yingluo shrugged his shoulders: "But it seems that the person concerned is not very happy." ”

"Woo, Isli, don't leave me, don't ......" Fisna was already crying like a tearful person, she hugged Isli's arm and kept crying: "The pain of separation, I don't want to go through ...... anymore"

"Silly boy, how can you taste happiness without experiencing pain?" Isli squatted down and said with a smile: "You are still young, you have a long way to go, and everything in the past should not be your burden, but will only become your motivation." Try to live, no matter how painful it is, as long as you work hard to live, one day you will find your own happiness!"

"Woo, what about you? Isli?" Fisna asked.

"Of course I'm going to find my happiness. Isli wiped the tears from Fisna's face with his fingers: "So stop crying, as a cannibal, I'm just a man who is not qualified to accept other people's tears." ”

With the force of his hand, Fisna was pushed into Yingluo's arms, and unlike Fisna's cry, Isli appeared very calm, he sat on the ground, and said freely: "I'm sorry, everything will trouble you in the future." ”

Yingluo nodded, hugged Fisna, and replied seriously: "Don't worry, it's all wrapped up in me!"

"Thank you. Isli smiled faintly: "I didn't expect that in the end, I still have to use death to escape everything, I'm always a coward!" As soon as the words fell, his head drooped, and he was no longer silent.

"Isli, Isli!" Fisna cried incessantly, but she couldn't break free from Yingluo's embrace no matter what.

"Cowards and warriors are not static, and most of the time, there is a fine line between them. Ying Luo waved his hand, and Isli's body turned into atoms and disappeared: "No matter what, you have overcome yourself, worthy of the title of the Silver King, and a great warrior!"

Luciela and Isli fought, and the two sides could be said to be both defeated. Even if Luciella loses in the end, the victor's Isli is no better. Although it can be restored, it obviously requires a lot of food, and it is obviously impossible for Isli, who has given up everything and returned to his original heart, to feed on people.

In this case, it is better to die neatly than to live a life. As Isli himself said, he also wants to find happiness, he will reunite with his former family in another world, and then pick up a hoe and a plow to become a happy farmer.

It may seem stupid to others, but in the eyes of Isley, it is the happiness he has been looking for for a long time!

This, even the last choice of the Silver King!

(It's exempt, I'll try to compensate everyone more!20 is even more impossible to be 20 more, and I probably won't have the opportunity to be 20 more in my life...... Let's have a three-watch to suppress the shock!)