Day 33.

I wrote down another number on my calendar.

After eating the breakfast made by the boss, when Aqing came to pick me up and the boss, I told him to go to the funeral home first today.

Ah Qing's face is usually always smiling, and when he heard the words "funeral home", his expression became solemn, he nodded silently, and without asking more, he drove the car in the direction of the funeral home on the outskirts of the city.

Obviously, Ah Qing already knew what day it was, and he was also wearing an all-black suit and a black tie.

I'm also dressed in black, it's a black skirt that I was temporarily taken by the boss to buy last night, and the skirt was also chosen by him, his vision is very good, and I suddenly changed from a casual girl who never wore cheap casual clothes bought online to a dignified and elegant lady.

The skirt is a bit like a cheongsam, and my figure is originally the kind of flat type that is not obvious in the front and not prominent in the back, but this dress can finally make me show a little different from men.

The outfit of clothes can really affect a person's temperament and mood, and looking out the window at the destination that is getting closer and closer, I feel that the whole person has become solemn and my mood has begun to become heavy.

Zhang Li also told me one thing when he left my office yesterday, he will hold a memorial service for TRACY at the funeral home today, and he said that if I can attend, TRACY should be happy to attend.

OF COURSE I FELT COMPELLED TO PARTICIPATE, BOTH IN BUSINESS AND PRIVATE, ALTHOUGH I DON'T KNOW IF TRACY WAS REALLY HAPPY FOR ME TO GO, AFTER ALL, IN THE FACT THAT I DIDN'T HAVE MUCH CONTACT WITH HER, OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS NOT ONLY NOT INTIMATE, BUT EVEN A LITTLE RUSTY AND DELIBERATELY KEPT AT A DISTANCE.

But since I learned that TRACY was the breeze that Boss and I had been looking for, and that she had sent me a text like that before she died, it was like another layer of inexplicable subtlety between me and her, and I didn't know what she had chosen to send me for, but I thought maybe in some ways she had a special trust in me.

I have never been to the funeral home, although it is in this city, I have also passed in front of its door, but such a place always gives people a bad feeling, and even when passing by its door, I will unconsciously feel nervous, I don't know if others have such a feeling, anyway, I have, probably because this is directly related to death, in the face of death, who is not respectful.

I never imagined that I would ever set foot in this place, and for the sake of a young life.

Participating in a ritual where a familiar person is gone forever is really not a desirable experience.

After finding a parking space and parking the car, we walked into the funeral home, the funeral home played a sad music that made people feel heavy when they heard it, and followed the signs in the hall, we walked to the reception hall where the TRACY memorial service was held, and passed several reception halls on the way, each of which had a memorial service, and in each hall lay a person who said goodbye to the world, people in black clothes came and went, their looks were different, but the expressions on their faces were the same.

We walked to a memorial hall in the innermost room, and from a long distance we saw a large color photograph of TRACY hanging in the middle of the hall door.

The person in the photo is very beautiful, with her usual proud eyes looking at everyone who comes and goes, I don't know if the mood has been different, or maybe since her accident, I know more and more about her, at this time looking at her in the photo, I have no previous contact with the deliberate rustiness and sense of distance.

I seem to be able to understand her, her struggles, efforts, hardships over the years, and the hard shell she has put on.

WHO SAID THAT THE MORE FRAGILE THE INSIDE, THE MORE YOU NEED A HARD SHELL TO DISGUISE, TRACY, AFTER SO MANY YEARS, HAVE YOU FELT TOO TIRED, DO YOU FEEL RELIEVED TO LEAVE ALL THIS NOW? YOUR SOUL HAS GONE? HAVE YOU FOUND YOUR NEW HOME? I sincerely hope that you can live the life you like in the next life.

Walking into the hall of the memorial service, the atmosphere was surprisingly not as sad as imagined.

The hall is romantically decorated with flowers of various colors, and in the middle of the hall, there is a transparent crystal coffin, surrounded by red roses to form a heart.

Moreover, the music played was not sad and mournful, but some more cheerful pop songs.

There is also no place to bow down and offer incense.

What's going on? Am I in the wrong place?

"First sister, this and this ......"

Aqing looked at me with a blank face, obviously as confused as me.

Only the boss is relatively calm, but it can be seen that it is also a little unexpected.

"Liu Yi, you're here!"

I was a little unsure of what to do, whether to advance or retreat, when I saw Zhang Li coming out of nowhere and walking towards me.

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and seeing Zhang Li at least proved that I was not wrong.

"Thank you for coming!" Zhang Li walked up to me.

"No thanks, yes. ”

I was a little embarrassed, I hesitated whether I should say something like this kind of moment, but I didn't know if it was appropriate to say it when I looked at this posture, and there was not much sadness on his face.

Fortunately, Zhang Li also wore a black suit and a black tie, otherwise it would really make people think that this is not a memorial service, or even more like a marriage proposal or a wedding ceremony.

"It's ......"

I pointed to the eye-catching red roses, and I couldn't help but ask curiously.

"That's what my dad meant. Zhang Li pondered for a while and said, "They had already planned to get married, but they didn't expect to encounter this kind of misfortune, my dad still hopes to be able to give TRACY a wedding at the last moment, which should also be the most hopeful thing for TRACY." ”

I was a little stunned, is this going to make the funeral a wedding?

In fact, such a story, if I see other people like this in normal times, I will definitely be moved, I will sigh such a love of life and death, and I will also be moved by the hero's deep affection for the deceased heroine and unswerving to death, but, I don't know how, at this moment I feel weird in my heart, a little awkward, I know this feeling clearly, definitely not because of moving.

I DON'T KNOW IF THIS KIND OF WEDDING IS TRACY'S MOST HOPEFUL THING, BECAUSE WHAT COMES TO MY MIND AT THE MOMENT IS THE TEXT MESSAGE THAT IS STILL IN MY MOBILE PHONE, TRACY SAID THAT IF SHE DIED, THE PERSON WHO KILLED HER MUST BE ZHANG QIHUA, ALTHOUGH WE NOW KNOW THAT THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE WHO REALLY HARMED TRACY, BUT WHY DID SHE SEND THIS TEXT MESSAGE, IT CAN'T BE TO FRAME HER FIANCÉ.

HOWEVER, NO MATTER WHAT THE TRUTH IS, THERE MUST BE A CONFLICT BETWEEN TRACY AND ZHANG QIHUA, WOULD SHE REALLY WANT THE ONE SHE THOUGHT WOULD KILL HER FIANCÉ AND HOLD A WEDDING FOR HER AT HER FUNERAL?