Dedication 100: Hide the preciousness in your heart
In the blink of an eye, Xiao Nian has been in front of him, one of the customs of Xiao Nian is to sweep the dust, the general's mansion is much larger than the ordinary people's homes, although it is also often cleaned on weekdays, but now it is still neatly cleaned from the beginning, after all, the new year and new atmosphere are all good meanings.
This small area of cleaning up only wiped the surface on weekdays, and it was endless, only to find that many places had fallen dust, Yun Tilt wanted to help, Ruo Xin also declined, do something else, now dust is everywhere, helplessly, Yun Tilt taught Jinmian to give Mrs. Yun an explanation, and then she went out of the General's Mansion.
These days in a trance, time seems to pass quickly, the last moment, she seems to be complacent, just out of the door of the general's mansion, met Qingshui Qingmo, all her opinions for herself are right.
But later, she found that maybe these were right, but not absolute, and finally understood the word, relative.
And now when I think about it, in addition to emotion, there is also a faint disappointment, after all, whoever initially fantasizes that the world is good, but in the end will be taught a lesson by the facts.
Probably the definition of goodness is because there is unkindness, and many people in the incident, they are not big evil, but they are not good, but they are all hovering in the middle of the bad and not bad, and then live in this world. Sometimes, Yun Tiantian will be curious or wondering, isn't this kind of life tiring? What is their definition of life?
She thought she was probably managing a little too much, or maybe it was because she didn't want to live in a daze.
With various thoughts, Yun Tilt walked on the road, inadvertently bumped into someone, came back to his senses, and said in a loud voice: "I'm sorry." β
And the next moment, there was a chuckle in my ears, and the voice did not need any judgment to determine the indifference and familiarity of the familiar.
The next moment, Yun Tilt raised his head and said as always: "Su Luo." "He did it on purpose?
Su Luo is smile seems to be absent, and the arc is as light as a voice. He did it on purpose.
In the past two days, he would occasionally come to the porridge to take a turn, but he never saw the cloud tilt as he wished, and then he thought about it, he was just hanging out, why should he be involved in the cloud tilt? I didn't mean to look for her. Perhaps, in the past 20 days, I am used to seeing each other from time to time?
But he was disappointed, like the old woman who disappeared without a head or a brain, or died peacefully. Su Luo also thought, probably Yun Lean, he didn't care about him as much as he imagined, and he didn't have to see each other every day, but this was normal......
After a brief moment of silence, Su Luo returned to Yun Tiantian's most familiar expression, and said, "Why are you free today?"
Yun Tiantian seems to understand whether she understands or not, she has been in the hospital for the past two days, but she is just ...... It's true that I didn't see Su Luo.
Seeing Yun Tilt's expression, Su Luo felt that he had missed something, and suddenly thought that when he removed the stitches before, he saw that the doctor in the medical hall and Yun Tilt seemed to know each other, no, it seemed that he still had the intention to let Yun Tilt be humble?
This realization made Su Luo a little suspicious, and the next moment a bold guess came out of his mind, and he said, "You were in the medical hall two days ago?"
"Yes. Yun tilted her lips and smiled, happy that Su Luo was able to guess a lot of things that she hadn't said at all.
"Then don't you go today?" Su Luo then understood that it was no wonder that he had not been able to meet Yun Tiantian for the past two days, she was studying medicine, but she had known her for more than half a month, and he had only seen her practice medicine a few times, so that he forgot how important this was to her, or rather, he didn't realize it.
"Tomorrow is a small year, but there happens to be a palace banquet, so many things in the General's Mansion need to be purchased in advance, and now that the dust is being swept, I will come out. The clouds poured.
Su Luo suddenly remembered that if it was a palace banquet, girls who had not left the pavilion could go to the first half, he didn't know how it was a few years ago, but this year, would she go? What Su Luo was most afraid of was that Luo Jingchen happened to take a fancy to Yun Tiantian and sent him to his relatives, as a native of Nanzhou, he knew very well that the princesses or ministers who had been close over the years were usually famous, and at best they were very popular.
Because they are from the Arctic Ice, the people of Nanzhou have never disdained it, and they have always been treated in extreme ways, for them, if any of the princes and nobles favor the people who come to the Arctic Kingdom and are close to them, they will be charged with all kinds of treason and other unnecessary crimes by moral concepts.
Public opinion, in many cases, can force people to death.
And more people are only greedy for beauty for a while, but they will never offend millions of people up and down Nanzhou for a woman.
Yun Tiantian felt that Su Luo's state today didn't seem right, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
Suddenly coming back to his senses, Su Luo opened his mouth and asked, "Will you go?"
"Huh?"
"Palace banquet. β
Although she didn't know why Su Luo mentioned this, Yun tilted her head, but in fact, there was no answer, this kind of activity was once a torment for her, she could only face everyone with a shallow smile, but she also understood that other people's smiles were just polite, so it would make her feel very tired. So Yun Tiantian thought for a while and said, "Probably not." β
It's just that her father has no opinion, but her mother always wants her to go, and she also understands that her mother just wants her to see more, but she has not participated in it.
Such an answer is good for Su Luo, but it is worth worrying that General Yun's power is too great, and everyone knows that Yun Tilt is his beloved daughter, for Nanzhou Kingdom, if General Yun helps, he can almost completely suppress the Arctic Kingdom, even if he can't win over, with Yun Tilt, he can get twice the result with half the effort. Su Luo actually couldn't understand that he first came to the North Ice Country to get more benefits for the Nanzhou Kingdom, but now, he knew it, but he ......
Yun Tiantian always felt that today's Su Luo always seemed to be unconcerned, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
And it didn't take long for Su Luo to hurriedly say: "I still have something." Then he left.
Yun Tiantian felt a lot of inexplicable, and he couldn't figure it out, and there was a faint sense of indescribable loss.
And Su Luo won't explain all this for her.
After Luo Jingchen came in the past two days, he asked Mo to follow Luo Jingchen, after all, the imperial brother didn't know anything about it, and it would be much easier to have Mo follow a lot of things.
But just now, faintly, he saw the sword that Mo had been wearing from the corner. Mo is his confidant, and he also knows that he has something to do with Yun Tiantian, but if he lets the imperial brother see it, he will be speechless, and it will inevitably give birth to some rights and wrongs.
Su Luo hurriedly said goodbye to Yun Tilt.
The clouds stood quietly on the street for a while, and then turned to leave. After all, the cleaning of the General's Mansion didn't take a whole day, and she could help with something else, so ...... Let's go back.
On the other side, Su Luo didn't meet Luo Jingchen, but Mo was alone, so he looked at the people around him and asked, "What about him?"
Mo also felt that there were many people outside after all, and it was not easy to speak.
When he was far away from Fang City, Mo said: "The team of Nanzhou Kingdom has come, and the eldest prince will leave by himself." β
Su Luo suddenly realized, thinking about how he had always made some unnecessary mistakes recently, he used to ...... Not really.
I don't know what it is, but I can't figure it out.
So after returning to the villa, Su Luo suddenly remembered that his mother taught him to fold things out of paper when he was a child, saying that it was because the queen mother did not tell him the title, he clearly remembered the luxurious figure of the woman in the gorgeous dress at that time, and then played a song quietly, for a long time when he was young, this voice accompanied him to sleep.
The action was a little jerky to pick up, Su Luo recalled the movements of the queen mother, and tried to play, the tone was not very harmonious, but as time passed little by little, it gradually resembled the voice in his memory.
He also remembered in a trance that the queen mother actually loved his two brothers very much, but rarely got close to them, and the indifference in his bones that he didn't like to be close to people may have followed her. At that time, he was small, but he would tilt his head and ask for advice, and then watch his mother demonstrate him little by little and teach him to play. But later, later, Su Luo didn't want to think about it anymore......
He just wanted to remember clearly when his mother taught him to play.
"Queen Mother, it's amazing. Su Luo also remembered that when he was a child, he should still smile from time to time.
The queen didn't seem to react, Su Luo always felt that the queen mother was always running away and thinking about other things. It wasn't until later that he understood that it wasn't how many things needed to be considered, but the place of the palace, even if she was a queen, if she wasn't careful, she might be humbled to dust, so she needed to be cautious every step and every word, and the queen mother would be tired.
"Really?"
"How could the queen mother do this, I never knew there was such an instrument. β
"It's just something that doesn't go on the table. "For those who look chic flutes and xiao, as well as elegant guqins, this is really just a thing that cannot be put on the table.
Su Luo pouted at the time and said, "Why can't you be on the stage, I think it's great." β
The queen seemed to be happy because of this sentence, and in Su Luo's ignorance, she vaguely saw that the queen mother seemed to be laughing.
Yes, even if no one knows about it, it is very important and precious to her, and then she hides it in her heart, and that is enough, if everyone knows, it will lose its original meaning.
A lot of things, she only needs to understand herself, there is no need for so many people to understand her, if too many people can easily understand what she thinks, she will feel dangerous......
The queen handed him the things in her hand and asked him to try to blow it, but she turned to look at the snow outside the window, oh yes, it was also winter, the difference is that although the snow in Nanzhou Country also has a different beauty, it is far less spectacular than the Arctic Kingdom, she said: "It was just taught by an old man." β
Later, when Su Luo was smiling and playing, pretending to be a little adult, the queen slowly squatted down, wrapped around him from behind, held his hand, corrected some of his movements, and said: "If one day my son has a favorite person, I will teach her to play like Wei Niang." β
"What is a favorite?"
The queen was stunned and didn't say anything, how could she forget that Xiaojun's birth was destined to have the next existence like her in the future.
And Su Luo's voice was inadvertently cut off when the queen said.
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