Chapter 182: The Secret of the Year

The night flows.

The light and shadow are flickering and disappearing.

Chen Feng looked at Fan Xizi in front of him, and his face was also cloudy.

That person, those things, but it was all because of his manipulation, originally he thought that he was good for Fan Xizi from the bottom of his heart, but now it seems that Fan Xizi is not as happy as he thought.

And those previous imaginations were all his own self-righteousness.

"Xizi, do you remember Christmas that year?"

Chen Feng calmed down and asked.

"What year?"

Fan Xizi looked at Chen Feng, not knowing what he was referring to.

"The year before last."

Chen Feng felt that it was a little difficult to speak.

"Well, I remember. What's wrong? ”

Fan Xizi asked, the previous Christmas was the first time she had accepted another man's invitation to a ball. And that man is not Tyumen Hao.

"Well, at Christmas the year before last, Li Yuchen invited you to participate in the Christmas party he organized, and I told you at that time, it is rare to have a festival, and if someone invites you, it is good to go out for a walk."

Chen Feng remembered that year, as if it was still yesterday.

"Yes, that's exactly what you said."

Fan Xizi didn't think there was anything unusual about this, because Qiu Minghao never had the Christmas holiday, he had always resisted all kinds of festivals, he was noisy, he was noisy, he just wanted to watch her quietly with him.

But Fan Xizi doesn't want to, her good youth, a lot of opportunities to get drunk and get drunk, she is not a woman who is willing to be plain, she likes prosperity, and she enjoys being sought after by thousands of people.

But Tyumen Hao will not understand.

His world is as dry as the wilderness of winter, as calm as a thousand-year-old pool.

Therefore, every year, Fan Xizi uses various excuses to go to parties with all kinds of people to vent the depression and anger in her youth. That day, Chen Feng suddenly found her and told her that Li Yuchen, the only son of the Jiangnan Foundation, sent her an invitation to the Christmas party, hoping that she would be able to participate.

Fan Xizi thought that she spends Christmas night alone every year, so it doesn't hurt to think about it.

"But, I forgot to tell you, there was a man who called you that afternoon and invited you to go on a date on Christmas night."

Chen Feng's throat was unusually dry.

"Who?"

Fan Xizi looked at Chen Feng's expression and probably guessed something.

"Tyumenho."

Chen Feng sighed.

"Tyumen Hao?"

Fan Xizi was taken aback, because Qiu Minghao had never spent such a noisy festival with her.

"Well, I called you that afternoon, but because you were attending an event, I answered the call, and he asked me to tell you that he wanted to ask you to go to Yongji River to see the stars that night."

Chen Feng remembered what Qiu Minghao said that day, and he still remembered it vividly.

"Yongji River to see the galaxy?"

Fan Xizi's mind instantly filled up the picture of watching the stars on a winter night in the Yongji River, the river surface with thick ice, the colorful lights, the couples skating back and forth, and the sky lanterns that will be lit in the sky in the Chinese New Year's Eve of the year.......

"Well, I thought it was such a cold day, what kind of galaxy to see, and, and-"

Chen Feng's eyes were erratic.

"And what?"

The picture in Fan Xizi's mind continues to expand, the boundless sea of stars, the boundless ice, the boundless noise and the tranquility and tranquility of the two lovers clinging to each other in the noise. How beautiful that picture should be, after the most noisy years of his life, Fan Xizi at this moment is full of fascination for that picture.

"And because I agreed to Li Yuchen's invitation first."

Chen Feng looked at Fan Xizi and speculated about the other party's mood at the moment.

"So, you rejected Tyumen Hao's invitation for me?"

Fan Xizi suddenly felt uncomfortable, she hadn't felt sorry for Qiu Minghao for many years, even if she went to see him in the hospital last time, she didn't feel so sad, she felt that he was a burden and a burden to her. However, at a dark night like today, when Chen Feng said that back then, it was he who arranged such a night for her, and it was he who concealed Qiu Minghao, who was still her boyfriend at that time, to go on a date, and her heart was inexplicably a little uncomfortable, uncomfortable like a gentle earthworm, slowly passing through her whole body.

Her discomfort deepened.

"I'm sorry, Saiko. I think about it today, I feel that I made a big mistake at the beginning, if it wasn't for my self-determination that day, you and Li Yuchen would not have met, if I told you about Qiu Minghao's invitation, you should have been together that night, and it would not have happened that he kept a hard watch in front of your house all night but found the picture of Li Yuchen sending you home, he would not have been depressed, and even chose to commit suicide later. However, what I didn't expect was that Qiu Minghao, who failed to commit suicide, seemed to be starting to hang all the way, he turned out to be such a talented man, and his future in the entertainment industry was limitless. You, you should have been a pair of golden boys and girls created by God himself! ”

Chen Feng remembered that because of a date arranged by himself, it actually buried the long-term relationship between Qiu Minghao and Fan Xizi, and later the origin of Qiu Minghao's suicide by jumping off the building is not unrelated to this starting point. However, his guilt did not last long, and he thought that he would slowly forget about Qiu Minghao, one of the inconspicuous beings.

However, the development of the world always does not change according to people's will, and after being reborn, Qiu Minghao seems to be hanging all the way, and the trajectory of fate is approaching Fan Xizi step by step, approaching them.

He seems to have become a ubiquitous being.

Sometimes I see Qiu Minghao after being reborn, high-spirited and peerless, and it is impossible to say that he does not regret it and does not feel guilty, but he has never told Fan Xizi about it.

"Hey, Chen Feng, this matter has passed, besides, it is a matter of time before I break up with Qiu Minghao, the breakup has been brewing for many years, and it is not because you arranged a date with Li Yuchen that we will break up completely. Resentment is planted early, and the roots of evil are deep, and it is not an overnight thing. ”

Although Fan Xizi looked at Chen Feng's regret and guilt, he also felt a little angry, but if he thought about it carefully, his relationship with Qiu Minghao finally went to a strange place, and there was no fundamental connection with Chen Feng's arrangement, and even Li Yuchen's appearance was not the reason why she broke up with him, but all the difficulties were crushed by this sudden straw at that moment The two men and women who were struggling to move forward day and night in the desert of love.

No one can blame, no one is to blame.

Self-inflicted iniquity, unforgivable.

And in Fan Xizi's life dictionary, there is no regret.

She occasionally felt a trace of regret when she thought about it, but that sadness disappeared in a flash, and she understood that she and he would eventually be familiar strangers.

"I'm sorry, Saiko."

Chen Feng revealed his true feelings this time.

"Okay, Chen Feng, I don't blame you for this, it's all in the past, we should look forward, right?"

Fan Xizi smiled faintly. It's just that she herself can't predict that the bitterness in her heart is still there, shallow and shallow, and lingering.

"Xizi, I have one more thing to discuss with you."

Chen Feng saw that Fan Xizi didn't really blame him, and the big stone in his heart fell to the ground slightly, he remembered another thing, so he said to Fan Xizi.

"What's the matter?"

Fan Xizi changed his mood again and looked at Chen Feng.

"Haven't you always loved singing?"

Chen Feng looked at Fan Xizi, he wanted to see what he wanted to see from her eyes.

"Yes, what's wrong, but it's all in the past, my singing skills are a lot of things in the entertainment industry, I just like it, I can't take it seriously."

Fan Xizi remembered that she had also recorded a record when she first debuted, but the sales were dismal, but she had never been an outsider, but Chen Feng knew the real situation, why did she suddenly mention this matter at this time.

"Xizi, I don't think your singing skills are too good, but that's just because you haven't met a good music producer, if you meet a good music producer and have good songs, you will also become popular in the music world."

Chen Feng said very seriously.

"Hehe, interlacing is like separating mountains, how can it be as simple as you think."

Fan Xizi laughed. He felt that Chen Feng was very naΓ―ve.

"You don't look at Yang Mimi, she sings out of tune and can't pull back ten bulls, and she still relies on a saliva song like "Love Lala Song" to make a lot of money at major parties every year. And the exposure and popularity have been rising. ”

Chen Feng gave an example.

"Hehe, that's Yang Mimi, I'm not her now, I don't need those to increase my popularity and exposure."

Fan Xizi feels that his worth and status are actually second-rate stars like Yang Mimi, who can be compared to beauty.

"That's too, I'm just giving an example, but the truth is true, there are no singers in the entertainment industry who can't sing, only stars who can't meet good songs."

Chen Feng is still insisting.

"Okay, just talk about your plan, go around and around, and your head is dizzy."

Fan Xizi looked at Chen Feng and said with a smile, she knows Chen Feng too well, he, like her, is a person who does not stop until he achieves his goal.

"I've already made an appointment with Qiu Minghao for you to talk to you about the production of music albums."

Chen Feng looked at Fan Xizi, who had a gentle and calm face, and felt uneasy in his heart.

"What?!"

Fan Xizi was shocked, but it turned to a kind of anger, why did Chen Feng arrange for her the people she didn't want to meet, the things she didn't want to do? She is no longer the last star of the year, he can still be at his mercy!

"Listen to me first, I've already said the truth, and now that we have such an opportunity, why don't we try? And you plan to set up your own door, we have one more way, isn't it more of a guarantee? ”

Chen Feng rose to the challenge and bravely faced Fan Xizi's stern gaze.

"Y-when did you make an appointment?"

Fan Xizi's mood suddenly calmed down, yes, Chen Feng was right, she had to start planning for the long term from now on, and his proposal was not impossible to try. And the point is, she has already seen Tyumenho's ability to compose and produce music.

"Tomorrow night."

The big stones in Chen Feng's heart finally landed.