Chapter 954 A lifetime of debts, bow your head and pay it back
Everything that happened in the Xuanwu Palace, Du Xuan naturally didn't know, and he returned to the Xuantian Palace Zhenwu Hall as soon as possible.
Emperor Zhenwu was still sitting in the hall, if it weren't for the different positions, to get to his throne, then Du Xuan thought that he had left for a moment.
"Brother Xian, congratulations, I really didn't expect you to come back so soon, it seems that your luck is stronger than I imagined. Emperor Zhenwu said for the first time.
"I also have to thank my brother, without my brother's help, I wouldn't have been able to get this opportunity!" Du Xuan immediately saluted and expressed his gratitude.
"No, since I'm an older brother, that's what I'm supposed to do, but that's the last thing I can do for you. In the future, I'm afraid I won't be able to help you else. Soon after, I will retreat to the Sword Dao Pass, when the goodbye period is, I'm afraid it's hard to say, I hope that after I leave the level, I can hear the good news that you have truly become the supreme of the water path and become famous in all worlds!"
"I can't guarantee it, but I will do my best!" Du Xuan thanked him again, and then said goodbye and left.
On this trip to Xuantian Palace, Du Xuan gained a lot in terms of strength, but he was even more confused in his heart. Because Emperor Zhenwu was so good to him. This is not bad, but it is unbelievably good, perhaps, this is really the original character of the Emperor Zhenwu, perhaps, this is a unique sword of the Emperor Zhenwu, with kindness as the sword, to bet on the balance in Du Xuan's heart, to carry out the final counterattack.
Du Xuan didn't wait to go back to the Beidou Water Mansion, and directly stepped through the void outside the Xuantian Palace, leaving a chaotic aura in place.
This was deliberately left by him, he just wanted to tell Emperor Zhenwu that he was going to Nuwa Niangniang to check on his own problems. When he promised King Huangmei in Beidou Water Mansion before, Du Xuan was very happy, he thought it was easy, after all, what he did was also frank, and he had already told Emperor Zhenwu in the hall before. In his opinion at that time, if Emperor Zhenwu really regarded him as a brother and wholeheartedly helped him and was good for him, then he would not be blamed for his behavior and could be understood.
However, at this moment, Du Xuanfang realized that this matter was very difficult. Because at this moment, when Du Xuan was on the road, he himself looked down on himself, and he was despising himself. Will the Emperor Zhenwu understand that he has no time to take care of himself at all, and now, he can't pass this level by himself, and it is very difficult.
Before, because Emperor Zhenwu was noncommittal about his appointment, Du Xuan was calm on the surface, saying that everything could be understood, but there was still a little resentment in his heart. felt that Emperor Zhenwu was sorry for the friendship when he was in the Nether, not enough brothers, and unconsciously, he put himself on the side of the wronged, the side who knew the righteousness, and occupied the commanding heights of psychology. But at this moment, these completely collapsed, because it turned out that the Emperor Zhenwu wanted to be more affectionate, but he didn't believe it at all, he was doubting everything, and it was a real shamelessness.
At least, Du Xuan himself is like this at this moment. Even if he finally arrived at Nuwa Palace and proved that Emperor Zhenwu was indeed ill-intentioned and waiting for an opportunity to act, it would be nothing more than a rip-off, and the advantage in his heart was absolutely gone. And if the final proof proves that there is no problem with Emperor Zhenwu, then he should be ashamed of himself.
At this moment, Du Xuan even took the initiative to germinate the idea in his heart that Emperor Zhenwu was suspicious and a scheming bad person. This was never possible before that. He longed so much for a true friendship and brotherhood. And now, in the most extreme state of reason, he actually had the opposite thought, which on the one hand showed that it was more beneficial to himself, and on the other hand, it also proved that it was a terrible depravity of human nature.
When he began to fall, he hoped that others, especially his relatives and friends, would be even more degenerate, and only in this way could he get back a trace of psychological comfort.
In Du Xuan's heart, all kinds of emotions were surging, but no matter how he changed and interpreted, Du Xuan's pace of progress did not stop for more than half a minute. This is a kind of helplessness after depravity, but also a kind of persistence, he must know the final result. He had to do this if he wanted to be holy, and he was going to be free from future troubles.
The further he went, the greater the pressure in Du Xuan's heart, the greater the self-guilt, and the slower his steps became, but correspondingly, the more determined he became. This is very contradictory, but it is indeed the truest portrayal of Du Xuan now!
Da Luo Jin Immortal, itself is the base point, above the Ten Thousand Worlds, although the Nuwa Palace is special, higher than the Ten Thousand Worlds, but it is a place where Du Xuan is familiar with the road, naturally it doesn't take much effort, no matter how slow the pace is, it doesn't take much time to arrive here.
For the retreat career of the immortals for hundreds of thousands of years, it has only been a little more than a year, and Du Xuan has come to Nuwa Palace here, which is too "frequent". So much so that the fairy maids and maids along the road were all surprised. In the past, Du Xuan was amiable and made people feel like a spring breeze. However, today Du Xuan was cold and uncomfortable. That powerful mood actually affected even the state of mind of the three corpses.
Finally, Du Xuan met Nuwa Niangniang again in the Hall of Virtue. As soon as possible, Du Xuan fell to the ground and pleaded, "The disciple begs Niangniang to help check the disciple's current cultivation situation, but what is wrong? The disciple has just come out of the Xuantian Palace, and he is worried that there is something wrong!"
Nuwa Niangniang took a fancy to Du Xuan and cared about it, she naturally knew this, she didn't have any hesitation, she nodded directly, and responded.
Subsequently, Nuwa Niangniang made a move, and a colorful Shenhua was like a long river, completely enveloping Du Xuan, and after a while, the colorful Shenhua was taken away again, and in the void of the main hall, it turned into a river, gurgling and flowing. Colorful, bright and pure, sacred, no half of the difference.
This colorful river, Nuwa Niangniang did not take it back, but with a wave of her hand, she directly moved the void, turned it into a scene, and fell into a place in Nuwa Palace.
"You can rest assured, Zhenwu really didn't do anything to you!"
As soon as Nuwa Niangniang's words came out, Du Xuan's heart was indeed secretly relieved, but then it was replaced by even more contempt for herself, which made Du Xuan's absolute reason very sad.
"Thank you, Nuwa Niangniang!" Du Xuan, who knelt down, was not only not relaxed, but even heavier.
Nuwa Niangniang saw all this, she naturally couldn't let Du Xuan go on like this, and eventually split her personality or go crazy, completely ruining her life. At this time, she spoke again, "You are very conflicted in your heart now, and you blame yourself very much! I feel that I am not a good person, and I have mistaken the Zhenwu Emperor, and I have misjudged myself. ”
"Yes!" Du Xuan heard this, but he didn't deny it, and nodded directly. He also hopes that Nuwa Niangniang can help him solve the dilemma in front of him.
"You don't have to be like this, you should know that for cultivators like us, time is too long, so the calculation and layout between each other will naturally be terrifying. The dispute between saints like me has been delayed for twelve epochs, and there is still no complete result, and the jury is still not yet decided.
As far as your eyes are concerned, the current result is not enough to determine whether the Zhenwu Emperor is good or bad, the eldest brother of friendship or the scheming emperor? All of this, it can be said that even if you sit in the position of the Dongyin Emperor, it is not enough to close the coffin. The only thing that can determine the final outcome is the moment you become sanctified.
If Emperor Zhenwu hadn't made a move, then everything about him would be clear and clear. And if you want to know this, the first thing you have to do is to be able to live to that day, to be able to get to that point!"
"Niangniang, I understand what you said, I also thought that I could see through these things calmly, obviously, I overestimated myself, I overestimated my own good, and overestimated my own bad!
"However, this is precisely water," Nuwa Niangniang heard this, smiled faintly, and said, "Others may need to be extreme, but water is inclusive, water is contradictory, if you go to the extreme, it can only mean that you are not suitable for waterways, and you should choose a new path." ”
Speaking of this, Nuwa Niangniang paused for a moment, and then continued, "Now, instead of being entangled in this self-contradiction, it is better to use this state of mind to understand more about the changes in the yin and yang phases of the waterway. It is not easy for a saint to prove, everything that can be used must be grasped, and your current contradictions, suffering, are also one of the conditions.
If you can't do this at all, I don't think you should compete for the priesthood of the Great Emperor of Dongyin, just stay in my Nuwa Palace and be an ordinary immortal!"
After saying this, Nuwa Niangniang's figure disappeared, leaving Du Xuan alone to think here.
Du Xuan just knelt here, self-questioning, self-examination, and self-deduction. Although absolute sanity has been affected, its own ability is still there. Before, he had been trying to push Du Xuan on the road of complete heroism, because this quick knife could not only solve the current problems, but also pave the way for the solution of a series of problems in the future. However, in the end, Du Xuan is not the kind of outright hero, and he has never embarked on this road.
Later, through the re-deduction of absolute reason, Du Xuan was pushed to another path of repaying his gratitude. That is, Emperor Zhenwu will help him now, and he will repay it tenfold in the future. And, in view of the fact that this doubt was still inevitable after him, he decided that he still had to verify it, but without verifying his mistake once, he superimposed it tenfold on the original basis, and so on, and continued and turned it on, until he was sanctified and knew everything completely.
And in the case that he did not return these to the Zhenwu Emperor, he would bow his head forever in front of the Zhenwu Emperor. It's an oath that doesn't sound punitive, it's just that you're simply exculpating yourself. But it's a clever trick that absolute sanity has come up with.
First, bowing his head is definitely a great punishment and humiliation for Du Xuan, especially the oath that Du Xuan made is that even if he becomes a saint, as long as he bears this accumulated debt of kindness and does not pay off, he must bow his head. It is conceivable that if this situation really occurs in the end, then Du Xuan's title of the most shitty saint and the most wasteful saint must be relegated. Second, this is able to resolve the embarrassment when they see the Zhenwu Emperor again, so that they will not become incompatible because of this. The Emperor Zhenwu was annoyed and sneered, which could give him an extra layer of protection, and the Emperor Zhenwu didn't mind, and if the ridicule was canceled, he could be a little less embarrassed, and it was definitely the best of both worlds.
With this solution, Du Xuan's absolute rational state of mind was completely restored, and he came out of it. At this time, not only did he not let his emotions dissipate, but he began to really use this contradiction to strengthen his own understanding on the waterway, as Nuwa Niangniang said.
Now it seems that Du Xuan looks like a real hero.
A hero, no one in a position will like it too much, but he has to admit that the hero is the easiest to get things done. Judging from the current situation, Nuwa Niangniang appreciates the current Du Xuan more, after all, the harm of the two sides is the lesser. Becoming a saint, joining his alliance with Hou Tu Niangniang, becoming a stable power group, and being in the same vein as the Tao and Buddha is the real big thing. The rest of the subsections can be dropped by the camera.
At this moment, Nuwa Niangniang reappeared, nodded, and praised, "The child can be taught!"
"Thank you Nuwa Niangniang for your advice!" Du Xuan saw this and hurriedly said goodbye.
Nuwa Niangniang didn't follow the normal procedure to let Du Xuan get up, but suddenly asked him another question, "There are two veins, human and demon, I intend to separate one vein and leave it to you to be in charge, I don't know, which vein do you prefer more?"
When Du Xuan heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and immediately thought of Xuanwu Zhiming Shenjun. However, he instantly eliminated these unexpected factors, and said categorically, "Niangniang, the disciple is willing to take charge of the human race on his behalf!"
"Yes, the Terrans can't help you now!" Nuwa Niangniang said again.
Du Xuan shook his head when he heard this, "The disciple chose the Terran race, never to let them help anything, but to help them, to protect the development of the Terran race." After all, I am a Terran, this is my wish!"
"If I say that I want you to be in charge of the demon race, can you completely put aside the identity of the human race and do it well?" Nuwa Niangniang asked again.
"Niangniang, the identity of the human race, I will never be able to leave, if I am in charge of the demon race, I must also pretend to be the integration of human and dragon, and the line of human and demon integration, and, compared to the human race, I will prefer it a little more. It may not be possible to change it. But, on that basis, I'm willing to do my best!"
"Very good, if you leave this time, take the golden gourd and the swagger banner with you!" Nuwa Niangniang made a decision in an instant.