Chapter 197: Live with Red Makeup Tonight?
When chatting with Wu Mei in the morning, An Wen also said that the weather looked like it was going to snow, but when he went out in the afternoon, small snowflakes fell in the sky.
It's a very small snowflake that melts at your fingertips, unlike the goose feather snow in the north.
When it snows, the whole Suzhou instantly becomes Gusu City, which is a unique ancient city style in the south of the Yangtze River, walking on the street, looking at the ancient buildings embellished by snowflakes, people unconsciously have a feeling of swimming in ancient times.
The snow in the sky, the beautiful scenery of the good day, and the company of beautiful women, should have been the time to chant poems and sing harmony, but unfortunately these are just thinking about it and thinking about it.
Driving the car steadily on the road, the white snowflakes were crushed by the tires, and instantly turned into a cloud of muddy water and became dirty.
They and Huahua have agreed on a time, and they will come here this afternoon to take a look, the location of the traditional Chinese medicine plantation is settled in peace, but the specific situation here is not clear.
Money can make the devil grind, whether it's an open space or a resident, they always have a way to make it the way they want it to be.
There are many things that money can't solve, but there are more things that money can solve, material things are not bad, the key is that most people don't have the ability to resist material temptations.
The sky was overcast, and the sky was covered with clouds, but fortunately, the earth was covered with white snowflakes, which reflected the whole world.
Some schools have already been on holiday, and An Wen also received messages from Ye Ying and Liang Yuxuan, and the messages sent by the two of them were almost the same, asking when An Wen would go back.
In just half a year, An Wen has completed the transformation from a student to a young man in society, and the family still doesn't know about it, and Ye Ying and Liang Yuxuan, An Wen also didn't choose to tell them.
In the past six months, too many things have happened, from the beginning of the plan to do decoration, the plan to meet Wu Mei after the miscarriage, and then the birth of Jin Se, and now I know Lu Chengyan, and I am going forward and going up at the fastest speed, whether it is active or passive, he finally embarked on this road, there is no way to turn back, and there is no way to retreat.
The more money he earned, but at the same time, the dangers he encountered and those around him were also gradually escalating.
Qionglong Mountain was stabbed, if it weren't for An Wenping's extra heart and an extra eye, and he brought a blade with him, it is estimated that he would have died on the top of the mountain, a few days ago he traveled with Lu Chengyan, was shot, and picked up another life.
This is no longer a question of whether An Wen wants to live this kind of life, now he must accept this life unconditionally, one foot in the gold and silver mountains, the other foot in the sword mountain and the sea of fire, wealth and danger, only those who dare to dance on the tip of the knife can have more things than ordinary people.
Along the way, An Wen has been reflecting on what he was reborn for, what he wanted to pursue, and what should he be.
If it was just money, then he could give up everything now, take the money he had, hide in a quiet place, and spend his life in peace.
But is that really what he wants to have?
No, it's not.
Some people in this world are born with jade in their mouths, and some people live to adulthood, but they still can't solve the problem of food and clothing, and they all say that they are equal and equal, but how can there be real equality in this world?
Everyone is equal, which in itself is a false proposition.
He is not a savior, nor is he a big hero, An Wen just wants to be a person, a person who will also have selfishness and desires.
Because of selfishness and desire, when facing so many women, An Wen did not choose to push away, and it was also because of selfishness and desire that An Wen chose to be indifferent and indifferent to some things.
This has nothing to do with being kind or not, people who can't be saved in this world, not to mention that some people are not worth saving at all, in his previous life, he was too kind, too benevolent, and he would end up with such a tragic ending.
In this society where public opinion is very strong, many people do not understand the true meaning of the word kindness, foolishness and kindness are not the same, and blind kindness to some people is actually a great harm to truly kind people.
The ending of his previous life made An Wen always blame himself deeply in his heart, so when facing Chu Chu, he would have such complicated feelings.
I didn't push other women away because I was selfish, but I wanted to hug her more because I was calm and my heart was full of complex emotions.
If he hadn't appeared in Chu Chu's life in his previous life, maybe she would have been living happily all the time, and she wouldn't have gotten sick because of those things, and she wouldn't have ...... in the end
In the matter of feelings, An Stable has struggled for a long time, and now he understands a little, he used to hold on, and now he will not let go.
It's okay to beat him and scold him, he won't refute it, and he admits that he is a very selfish person.
But who dares to say that they are not selfish when they live?
In his previous life, he was too tired, and in this life, he just wanted to be an ordinary person, be selfish, be kind to the people he cares about and those who care about him, and as for things that are indifferent to him, he doesn't want to do much, which is not his habit.
Driving in Gusu City, the fresh air mixed with the fishy smell of the earth, came in through the car window, leaned on the seat steadily, closed his eyes and let out a long breath.
A lot of things are figured out in a moment, An Wen has always been unable to face his feelings, now, he thinks that he already has the answer in his heart, even if this answer may make many people dissatisfied, he doesn't ask everyone to understand and forgive, he just wants to try his best to do what he should do, with a clear conscience.
Accustomed to seeing the vast and magnificent snow scenery in the north, the snow scene of the small jasper gentle township in the south really attracted Anwen, there are few cars in these years, the road is not blocked, and the world has not warmed, and the snow can fall.
An Wen opened his eyes, turned his head to look at Wu Mei on the co-pilot, and said softly: "Look at this snow more, you won't be able to see it in a few years." ”
Wu Mei thought An Wen was joking with her, so she snorted coldly and said, "Drive your car, it's about to be green." ”
"After seeing the factory site today, I won't live in red makeup at night. An Wen started the car and said, "It's the New Year, and I'll go back in a few days." ”
Wu Mei immediately turned her head, stared at An Wen and said, "You want to go back for the New Year?"
"Otherwise?" An Wen smiled coldly, and he could still stay here if he didn't go home for the New Year.
Wu Mei sighed, didn't say anything else, and after a long time, she stared at An Wen and slowly said, "Live with red makeup tonight?"